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Timeloops have been on my mind these past couple days. I'm assuming we are caught in literal timeloops where what we do is repeated an indefinite number of times before the loop breaks and we go onward. We could have loops within loops within loops. But I was wondering what to do about timeloops, can they be broken?

Today after I had some bizarre synchronicities while out running errands I realized that yes, timeloops can indeed be broken as long as you act contrary to how you are supposed to act according to the timeloop. After all, a timeloop traces a single circular route so deviating from that route should get you out of it....perhaps into another loop, but at least out of the old one.

How do we know that our attempt to deviate wasn't part of the looping process itself? Because if we base our actions in influences that originate from outside the timeloop, then it cannot repeat because that outside influence would have to repeat every time the loop cycles to keep it going. To break the causal chain, one has to introduce an element of acausality, something beyond the predictable chain of cause and consequence.

Synchronicities, prophetic dreams, inner gnostic insight, etc... are inputs from outside the timeloop. The more you become aware of these outer influences, the more likely you will act contrary to the default pathway carved by the timeloop. These are the "B" influences, compared to "A" influences that keep you in you current timeloop. Timeloops begin and end with choice...the less freewill one employs, the more stuck one will be.

The Cassiopaeans explained that the only way to really get out of a timeloop is to evolve to 4D, then one is beyond linear time and off the merry-go-round. However, I think that if there are loops within loops within loops, by escaping the smaller ones we work our way up to transcending the bigger ones until eventually the linear timeloop itself, the Grand Cycle, becomes old news.

just some ponderings...

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If you are interested in the idea of timeloops and timewars, read on. I gotta get this off my chest, it's an idea that's been building up in my mind for too long...

From time to time I get dreams about ongoing battles between light and dark forces. These are unusual in that they always involve time travel and time loops. For instance, the war is begun in the future but requires traveling to the past to continue, in a time loop that eventually becomes the future again but slightly different favoring whatever side gained the upper hand during the new past.

A couple nights ago we watched a movie called "The Ice Pirates" which was one of my favorite films as a kid. It's about a parched future where evil Templars control the galaxy's supply of water and space pirates survive by raiding Templar ice shipments. Rumors spread that an entire water planet exists at the center of the galaxy, which the Templars are looking for to destroy in order to protect their monopoly. The planet is surrounded by a timewarp zone that quickly ages all who enter it.  The space pirates find the route first but are followed by a Templar ship as they enter the timewarp zone. Templars board the pirate ship and a chaotic battle ensues with time getting screwy and the fighters aging a year every minute. In the end, the pirates win and break through the timewarp zone, which instantly switches them back to their former state minus the Templar ship, and thus they arrive at the water planet.

Something about that timewarp battle always struck a chord in me. If I had to put my finger on what all this means, I would hypothesize that in our future there will be people who shift into fourth density only to find themselves having to engage in a war for balance against 4D STS forces, a war fought not only for the future, but all reality including the past and present. This would involve the past being continuously rewritten according to maneuvers taking place in this hyperdimensional war. In other words, we right now in the present have our reality adjusted by actions taking place in the future, while the future is in turn affected by how these adjustments change us by the time we become that future. There is a mutual feedback loop between our 3D linear self and our 4D nonlinear Self, a war taking place on two fronts "simultaneously" in the expanded/spacious present. What we know as our world, history, life...is but the most recent iteration of the timeloop and originally it may have been very different.

I'm also reminded of the scene in Dark City where the protagonist has his life memories rewritten with a "teacher" inserted who trains him on how to use his psychic powers to defeat the dark forces.  Even the Matrix Trilogy talks about the matrix having been reset five times previously. This is a very real theme, and I don't believe it's just creative fantasy.

What if our reality has been purposely modified to give us extra clues, extra knowledge, extra guidance and protection this time around so that we may get it right? The clues then would be pretty much everywhere, in our personal past and world history, mythology, place names, synchronicities, movies, dreams, etc... and it would explain the death-defying incidents recounted on another thread. To use a term a friend coined, "reality injections" take place ... one side injecting something to knock you out of the game, another side (our future selves) injecting an equally freaky incident to deflect it. Perhaps that is why despite improbable obstacles, we always manage to triumph in equally improbable ways, and why in the long run things work out a little too well sometimes.

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Crazy stuff ... you're probably right in large measure.  I don't have much to add here, but I will say that I have had quite a lot of deja vus lately that have seriously had me wondering if I am caught in a time loop.    I don't know if it's basically your theory here, or maybe time being messed up due to something like the Philadelphia Experiment, but I'm sure something odd is going on.  I hold out hope, too, that we may actually get to find out the answers to a lot of these far-out ideas one day soon.  If some big event of cosmic significance is in fact approaching, it may hold the key to understanding the workings of this space-time matrix in which we're caught.   Time cool will tell.

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montalk wrote:

What if our reality has been purposely modified to give us extra clues, extra knowledge, extra guidance and protection this time around so that we may get it right? The clues then would be pretty much everywhere, in our personal past and world history, mythology, place names, synchronicities, movies, dreams, etc...

This thing is on my mind for some time too. Sometimes I'm really amazed to see some "directly personal" communication from common things - as a TV programme, a big advertisement board, place/people names that I see or meet. Also there are more general communication via mythology and history.

All amazing to observe really.

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Montalk, I always had the sense you were part of what I have come to call "Team Future." 

Friends of mine used to joke with me that "We came from the future to change the past to affect the probable future." 

Now I know a whole bunch of people who resonate with the above sentence.  We're all time traveller types who have a sense of urgency about clearing out the ghouls as best we can from this reality so that future realities/selves/whatever are shifted toward a more positive future.

Reality shifts and time loops are so weird, and so amazingly real.  One day some years back I saw the same exact street scene play itself out right in front of my eyes.  And no, I wasn't drinking or dipping into the cosmic mushrooms or 'nothin! smile I just watched the same sequence of events play out in front of me, then they suddenly repeated, as if someone had pressed a "replay" button. The events I saw were a completely normal, boring street scene.  Almost like the whole thing I saw was a holographic insert or a digitized street scene.  The replay aspect was probable the weirdest thing I've ever scene play out in the 3-d world (and I've seen a lot of weird stuff!)

And, by the way, I've never done psychedelics, so the 'shroom comment was a joke!  So I don't think this was the result of flashbacks. 

Years later, I became friendly with the very tuned in intuitive and researcher Cynthia Larson, author of the book Aura Advantage.  Aura Advantage isn't her first book. She wrote a book about reality shifts first but the publishing world thought it was too ahead of its time, too hot to handle. But she does have an extensive series of articles about reality shifts, time loops, probable timelines shifting, and so forth at her site.  Also, she collects first person accounts if anybody here would like to share their own experiences through her site.  She's assembling quite an impressive archive of stories very much aligned with what other posters have shared in this thread. You might enjoy flipping through some of them to see if they resonate with some of what you have all seen and sensed.

Her site is:  http://www.realityshifters.com

She has a physics degree and is very plugged into the community of quantum researchers out in California like Fred Alan Wolf, who was featured in the What the Bleep movie.  She has really helped me to understand the physics end of things blended with the mystical interpretation of our anomalous experiences. Both frameworks really blend well together, once you learn to wrap your brain around the concepts. I'm still working on the brain wrapping part, but I'm getting there smile

Have any of you experienced a "holographic insert" of your own where reality replayed in front of your eyes? 

LipstickMystic

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Hey LipstickMystic !

i just wanted to say thanx for sharing Cynthia's website - i checked it out - all her links - lots of great affirmation for me ! i can "feel the love" emanating from Cynthia just from her pictures !

and i wanted to mention that i think you have a pretty cool site yourself - i've looked around and enjoyed reading a few of your articles (that need to be shared with some lady-peeps i know) !

as far as experiencing 'holographic inserts' - haven't experienced anything like that i can think of - although now of course i'll be paying close attention (as i have been for a while) ...

one thing has been happening to me though - i witness "amazing stuff" out in nature when i go for walks (Don River is one of the nice rivers that runs through Toronto and is surrounded by 'parkland' and paths run all along it) - just the other day, i was out walking with friends and we stopped at a nice spot, looking at the river - and i started thinking to myself - how come i've never seen a fish in the river - all these years of living here and walking through the park and never even 1 fish - wouldn't it be cool if i saw a fish ? - and right after i finished my thought - this amazing - HUGE fish - prolly half the size of my entire arm-span goes right by ! it was excellent big_smile (whether the fish had been placed in the river by someone is another question - 'cause the Don is heavily polluted and i don't think it's in a state to be able to support that kind of wildlife naturally - but the fact that it showed up right then like when i was thinking about it - too cool)

anyhoots ! tootaloots ! and the love-vibe continues to fluirish and suchness !!

... checking out the mirror of relationship ...

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montalk wrote:

If you are interested in the idea of timeloops and timewars, read on. I gotta get this off my chest, it's an idea that's been building up in my mind for too long...

As always, thanks for sharing.

I think time loops are very real.  In fact, I think I'm in one right now.  For the last few weeks it feels like I am in some alternate timeline.  Not necessarily bad, but not the one I would have chosen either. 

I've been reconnected with people from the past that I have "unfinished business" with, and it seems like I need to set some things straight before I can "go back" to the timeline I would rather be on.

The events which sent me on this path also directly led to my becoming a member of NR, which interestingly, has provided me with some new concepts which help me to make sense of what is going on.

In one of your articles you wrote about Matrix manipulations or setups in which certain synchronicities are engineered to further MCS agendas.

This is very interesting to me because I've been struggling for years now with situations where everything seemed to line up synchronistically, but then suddenly crashed into a dead end.

I had a major crash back in the beginning of '04 and at that time I was introduced to the idea that we can outgrow our spiritual guides and that we can request for them to be upgraded.  One night I literally had a conference with my guides in which I fired them all and requested replacements!  After that, everything started to turn around.  Now that I am thinking about it, that might not be such a bad idea right now.

In this particular moment I am finding myself more and more skeptical of the 'chance occurences' that are happening in my life because I think I fell into the newage dogma of "synchronicities are always good" and opened myself up to some manipulation.

Have you found any useful tools or techniques for telling the difference between a true synchronicity and an engineered one?

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There could be loops within loops, cycles within cycles. We're like characters in a novel still in its editing phase -- chapters getting rewritten, scenes cut and inserted, various characters put in to help transition one scene to the next, minor details changed...and with each change the characters function as though the new version is the only version there ever was...

LipstickMystic, "Team Future" is a cool term, I know it's real and that many are part of it even if a majority are still unaware. I mean, the basic concept is simple and reasonable enough. Among other sources, the Nexus Seven document called "The 33 Arks" talks about how right now is a moment in history when, because we will soon be undergoing a great branching of reality, numerous forces from the future are converging in order to reinforce or alter their own timelines that emerged from this branching, repeatedly in a series of loops.

Tenetnosce wrote:

Have you found any useful tools or techniques for telling the difference between a true synchronicity and an engineered one?

Fortunately I have something already pre-written in response to this question, the first (bottom-most) entry on my research notes. If you would like more specifics, let me know. For now, here's a copy and paste:

research notes wrote:

Real vs Artificial Synchronicities – Real synchronicities and artificial synchronicities both have meaning to the perceiver. Both manifest via highly improbable “coincidences."  Real synchronicities come from your subconscious/HigherSelf/Universe and let you know that a quantum shift in perception is imminent – this can be an emotionally charged situation or a smoother leap in learning.

Artificial synchronicity is engineered by hyperdimensional negative beings in an attempt to suppress, sabotage, drain, distract, or mislead targets on the verge of awakening. This can happen in a variety of ways.

One way is by backing disinformation with synchronistic “confirmation"  – for example, you can get multiple people at the same time who apparently don’t know each other to tell you about some idea, which in truth is bait to lead you down the wrong path. You may see this odd timing as confirmation that it’s the right path, even though it isn’t.

A common one happens to people who attend UFO or New Age conventions and “synchronistically"  meet someone who happens to share odd things in common with their personal history. They believe it was “meant to be"  and so often start relationships with these people only to find out too late that they were conned or hooked up with a matrix agent.

Another is experiencing electronic anomalies after doing something that’s on the wayward path. Say you are researching something, then the computer freezes or shuts down or whatever. Some people take that to mean they are on the right path and are being interfered with by “the dark side" , when in truth they are being reinforced in their error.

Now, all of the above can happen with REAL synchronicities as well. How to tell apart artificial from real synchronicities? Well, the artificial ones seem contrived, very forceful and rushed, and just a bit too weird. They try to press you into making a particular decision or sparkle up something that you know deep down is false, whereas REAL synchronicities merely reflect confirmation of decisions you have already made or else forecast an upcoming leap in progress.

Take into account the nature of the Higher Self and the Universe’s interface with your own subconscious mind, reflecting in experience the nature of your thoughts, feelings, and tendencies–there is much weirdness that can happen via this process. Likewise, consider that negative hyperdimensional forces have advanced technology bordering on time travel, can influence people around you into saying or doing pre-scripted things, have at their disposal cybergenetic humanoids posing as regular people who are completely remote-controllable, and can zap electronic equipment or cause paranormal effects. So basically you have to differentiate between “real magic"  and “stage illusions"  when it comes to synchronicity.

Only experience and intuition can tell you know which is which.

Basically, artificial synchs try to get you to believe or do something that goes against your intuition and discernment. Otherwise why would trickster forces even bother? The hope is that you'll be so blown away by the strangeness of it all that you take it as a "sign" to make a particular choice even if it goes against your better judgment.

The real synchs tend to be "bigger than you" and have a certain quality of inevitability. By inevitability I mean that they concern something that has already happened, or something that is fated to happen. Situations where you don't have much choice because the choice has already been made and you're merely getting feedback (post or pre) of that choice.

Sometimes it also involves steering you back on track, like if you're pondering making a decision that would majorly screw things up, then something odd can happen to pretty much force you to abandon that decision. Compared to artificial synchs that merely "bait" you, these either shift your circumstances or expand your understanding towards going with the plot.

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montalk wrote:

If you would like more specifics, let me know.

I'll take as many specifics as you can muster. smile

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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montalk wrote:

There could be loops within loops, cycles within cycles. We're like characters in a novel still in its editing phase -- chapters getting rewritten, scenes cut and inserted, various characters put in to help transition one scene to the next, minor details changed...and with each change the characters function as though the new version is the only version there ever was...

This is a bit of a dovetail, but I've been pondering over the idea that this whole "End of Time" thing means simply that we reach the final "version" of the story.

But that's only the beginning. 

I imagine that when we are fully functioning in higher dimensional awareness, we will be able to re-enter the story, but as an observer rather than a participant.  We would be able to enter into any "scene" and be able to experience what each individual involved in the scene was thinking and feeling; not just what they are doing.

Does that make sense?  Cause I'm really stretching for a way to express this concept and the words don't seem to be doing it justice.

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I wonder if there is a way that a group of us could come up with an experiment to test the ideas we are talking about in this thread.  An engineered timeline change.  Any ideas?

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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Okay, this does relate to timeline changes in a way since certain artificial synchronicities do seem to require timeline editing.  Some specifics:

Artificial Synchs:

case #1: (lyra here - okay fine, montalk wanted me include my story, so, here it is.  tongue ) I was in an elevator at my then temp job in Portland (OR), with a job application in hand.  I was pondering whether to apply for a permanet position with that company and settle permanently in Portland, getting an apartment and all that, or to take the money I had saved, which was $3,300, and use it to move to Florida instead.  It was a crossroads decision you could say, which would affect everything about my future.  There was a woman and a guy in the elevator with me, and as the guy was exiting the elevator doors, a silver Cross pen came skidding across the elevator floor from the back corner and came to rest at my feet.  I bent down and picked it up and looked to the back corner.  It was empty.  Nobody had been standing there.   So where did this come from then??  It just literally came skidding at me from the corner and landed exactly at my feet.  The other woman in the elevator even commented that "It's the pen from nowhere!"  She actually seemed pretty freaked out by it and had a strange frowny look for the rest of the elevator ride.  So it was an artificial synch in the sense that it seemed to be trying to reinforce the idea of filling out the application with that pen, thus staying in Portland.   Using reverse logic and understanding false synchronicities, I concluded it meant "Leave Portland, and move to Florida!"   Which I did.  And the rest is history.  smile


case #2: another person I know was in contact with an entity claiming to be Archangel Michael. It told her she was his divine partner and wanted total allegiance and devotion from her. It manifested to her in dreams, in etheric form, as a voice in her head, and through bodily sensations of warmth and tingling. Eventually she grew suspicious that he was even real. The very night her trust in him was at its lowest, a large feather materialized on her pillow. This was so odd and amazing that her doubts melted away and she renewed her devotion. Lesson: even astral parasites can create glitches to manipulate the naive and insecure.

case #3: back in 2001 I started researching the matrix. Within weeks, a woman contacts me through an email address of mine that I made sure had no connections with my website, yet she talked of the very same concepts I was pondering regarding the matrix. She came off as under distress, needing emotional support and time and energy, as being under matrix attack, surveillance, and the rest. After trying very hard for the next several weeks to "twist" my beliefs towards something 90 degrees away from the truth, and after I refused to budge, she blew up and did a 180, becoming an emotional nutcase.  Lesson: strange synchronicities and hive-mind behavior can be used to give false ideas more "significance" than they actually possess. Do not abandon your discernment when faced with such strangeness. (Over the next several years I encountered more of these types, and learned from my research buddies that they, too, came in contact with similar...whatever these things are, they seem to be cast from the same mold. The Cassiopeans said they were "FRV Robots" - manufactured decoys with heavy emotional instabilities. Yeah, to me that seems plausible).

case #4:  alien love bite. Lesson: your dreams can be manipulated, your hormones tweaked, synchronistic encounters with suspicious people arranged, in order to manipulate your life. If you choose baser impulses over higher impulses, prepare to be led around by those.

case #5: You are thinking of doing something that could lead you a step towards spiritual liberation. Maybe something as simple as getting a better job, or quitting a bad habit, or moving to a place more in tune with your soul. That very day, your co-workers, family-members, passers-by on the street, cashier person at the store, etc... makes some off-hand comment that undermines your faith in that idea. Not just one person, but perhaps several all within a short span of time. The naive will take this as a "sign" and get back in line. Lesson: people who are unaware, even if only momentarily, can be pushed into saying something to bias your choice or subvert your confidence, especially if it is done in a very strangely synchronistic manner. Do not let strangeness override your conviction. If what they say makes sense and resonates, then fine, if not, then not fine.

case #6: you're on your way to the metaphysics book store when someone cuts you off in traffic and then gives you the middle finger. They slam repeatedly on the brakes just to screw with you, then are forced to stop at a redlight. You feel like getting out and kicking their ass while you have the chance but reconsider...twenty seconds later a cop rolls up in the next lane over. Had you gotten out and started trouble, you would have been delayed quite a bit. Instead, you get to the bookstore just in time to cross paths with someone who recommends a book that ends up changing your life. Lesson: when approaching a critical juncture on the timeline, negative forces will appeal to your baser impulses to bias you onto the less liberating timeline.

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I'll do the positive synch cases when I have more time...they closely parallel the above but differ in a few subtle but important ways. Maybe you can come up with some in the mean time, then we'll compare notes.

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Hmm, well, here are three examples of "timeline manipulations", time wars, whatever you want to call it which I thought of, worth mentioning.  The first one is a BIG one.  Sorry if it's long.  It's a good read though.  Enjoy.


- In 1997, I was living with my then boyfriend in an apartment in Racho Santa Margarita, California.  One night after dinner I went to the shopping plaza across the street to this coffeehouse called "Haute Coffee" to read my book and drink a coffee.   My boyfriend was at home studying. (he was in college.)    I was at Haute Coffee for a couple of hours, reading Carl Sagan's "Pale Blue Dot."   At about 10 p.m. a "thoughtform" cut in the line you could say, like "Okay, time to go, get up, let's go."   Chop chop, get up, now, let's go.

So, I immediately obeyed, without question.   Stopped what I was doing, closed the book, and began gathering up my backpack and stuff to get up and go.

"Come on, let's go, hurry......"

I picked up the pace, and hurried out the door and started walking through the parking lot.

"HURRY!"

It was an actual voice now, in my head.  No lie.  Like part of my thoughts, but kind of not.  It sounded like me I guess, female.   Only older, and more mature / maternal.

I just obeyed, and didn't question what this was or what was happening, and started sort of run walking.   But apparantly not fast enough.   The voice started SCREAMING at me,

"GOOOOOO!!  RUUUUUUUUUN!!  GOOOOOOO!   GOOOOOOOO!  GOOOOOOOOOO!"   It just screamed at me, over and over and over again, totally hysterical, the urgency was INSANE.  Without questioning anything, I just ran like a crazy person, full speed, as fast as I could, jaywalked (jay ran?  wink  )  across the intersection, tore up the small hill, through the bushes, down the sidewalk, racing through the apartment complex walkway.   When I came to our front door I just burst through it at full speed, like BAM!!   

I burst in to find my boyfriend sitting on the desk chair, a cigarette in his mouth, a lighter in his hand, thumb on the flint, one second from striking it...........................and the smell of natural gas filling the apartment.  It all hit me in an instant, and I screamed "NOOOOOOO!!!"

The force of me bursting through the door like that scared him, and he had jumped and looked at me bug eyed.  He froze in mid action, just staring at me like, "WTF?!?!?!" 

I started ranting about the natural gas smell and told him to put the lighter down and get up and get out!  right now!    He couldn't smell it.  He had damage to his sense of smell, and hadn't noticed the smell slowly filling up the small, 600 sq. foot apartment with all the windows closed in the 4 hours I had been gone. 

One more second and............well, you fill in the blank.  The whole thing is so bizarre that in retrospect, it doesn't seem real.  It's like something out of a movie.

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In 1994 I was eating at a Carl's Jr. on Lake Forest Drive in Lake Forest, CA. (another Carl's Jr. glitch / woo woo story!  Yes!  haha)    I was eating and reading when I suddenly had the urge to glance up at the front door.  Just in time to see a tall guy with shoulder length dirty blond hair and a black trenchcoat kind of burst through the door, wide eyed, looking around, like he was looking for someone. He was carrying a black musical instrument case.

He turned to his right, saw me sitting there towards the end of the aisle in my booth facing him, and he perked up, like, "Ah ha!  There you are!"   He made a beeline straight for me.    I just stared at him, fascinated.   

He stopped about five feet away from me in the aisle, and struck up a conversation with me.   Me being who I was at the time, just went along with it, curiously, looking up at him from my booth.  Like Sure, okay....why not.   I was like that back then, more apt to just unquestioningly "go with the flow" of things.   The reason I engaged him is because my "sixth sense" sensors felt that he was good, he was okay and safe, nothing to worry about.  My sixth sense at that point was for the most part, strictly survival-oriented, mostly for navigating my way around people, who always seemed to be coming at me.  So, it was a necessity.

He was alright though, despite the weirdness of the situation, but I didn't focus on that too much.  I don't remember any of what we talked about at first, but, he talked to me, and I listened, nodding, like Okay.  Okay.  Okay.  Sure.   He took a seat at the next booth, facing me, settling in, but making sure to keep a respectful distance, and not be too crazy and pushy.   

There was a couple sitting across from him in a booth, a woman and man.   The man made eye contact with me and gave me a look that said "Are you alright?   Do you want us to intervene?"   I gave him a very subtle head shake no, with a look that conveyed, "No, it's cool.   I'm alright."   

Trenchcoat mystery guy was actually kind of an attractive guy, tall, strong body, longish blond hair, but a bit rugged, like he'd been living on the streets, or crashing with people.   What I do remember is that he said he was a musician, played the sax;   said his sax had been stolen down in San Clemente when some guys jumped him; (sounds like he was homeless)   He opened the now empty case, which had some photos in it.   He leaned forward to hand me the photos.  They were supposedly of him, on stage, playing his sax for Eric Clapton.  They were definitely stage concert photos, of somebody playing, but I couldn't tell if it was really him.  Hard to see.  I nodded and handed them back.  In SoCal, you never know.  Everybody's connected to somebody in the entertainment industry.

So, we're sitting there, shooting the breeze........................when suddenly, he gazes out the window at the traffic going by outside and says, kind of wistfully and far off --   "I know you want to move to L.A., but don't.   I know this area can be boring, but you don't want to move there....."  He went on to try to convince me to not move to L.A.

I stared at him speechless.  Within the past few days, I had been planning to move to L.A.  I was totally and completely sick of boring, drab, soulless south Orange County.  I wanted out, had to get up to L.A. where life promised to be better, more interesting.  I had been up to L.A. about two days before, and had been looking for apartment guides and begun the inevitable process of getting myself up there.

He had no way of knowing this.  I hadn't said a word about it.  He had done all the talking til that point for the most part.  All I did was nod.

I stammered about how right he was, I *did* want to move to L.A.   This area *was* boring.  Wow!!!  He nodded, knowingly.  He shook his head and said I shouldn't do it.  This area wasn't so bad.  etc. etc. 

I nodded, like, "Sure...okay...." and agreed.  I would not move to L.A.

He turned to me, kind of shook his head back and forth, said, "Well alright then.  I gotta get going now...."   And he got up, got his case, bid me a farewell, and just as suddenly as he arrived, he was heading out again.   [PS EDIT:   I want to make sure it's emphasized that he didn't order any food...he came into a fast food restaurant, talked to me, then left, without ordering food.  hmm!)

And I stayed in Orange County.

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When I moved to Fort Lauderdale in february 2002, I was excited, but soon became overwhelmed with doubts, like, OH MY GOD!!!  WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!  WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!  I had a motel room paid for a week, but was panicked about the job situation and just freaking out in general.  I'm pretty strong emotionally, and had just driven the 4,000 miles from Portland, OR to Ft. Lauderdale by myself, with my cat in my lap, to a place I'd never been where nobody was waiting for me and where I had nothing lined up.  Just....trusting it would all work out.   Now, I was having second doubts and beginning to panic.

I wandered up the A1A in the morning of my second day there.  The sun was out, it was hot and beautiful, green palm trees against a piercing blue sky, and white condo towers lining the ocean.  I walked down the sidewalk, intensely thinking to myself that I wish I could find a local who knows the area and who can tell me where to go, give me good tips for where to go for restaurants and bars.  I wanted to be a waitress or cocktail server.  Quick, easy money in the heart of the tourist season. If I could land a waitressing position, I'd be set.  Meanwhile, I debated just scrapping everything altogether and just moving back to California.   The idea of that drive back though was so unappealing!!   Over 3,000 miles!!  Ahh!

I sat on the beach, thinking thinking thinking.   If I stayed in Florida, Tom would come down to be with me.  If I went back to California, he wouldn't be able to come see me.  Going to California was not possible for him.   Total dilemma.

I went back to my car, parked at the Burger King and Walgreens there at Commercial Blvd. and the A1A.  I called my friend Mike in California with my cell phone about my dilemma.  I didn't mention the job stuff, just  about my impressions of the area and my dilemma -  should I go or shouldn't I?    After talking to him, I made my decision ----    I was moving back to California.  Coming to Florida was an impulsive, crazy decision.  A mistake, I shouldn't have come here!!   I hung up the cell phone, relieved that I at least made a decision.  I would finish out my week in the motel, then head back to Orange County.   I hopped down from the trunk of my car where I had been sitting and talking to Mike, about to get back in my car.

A guy approached me right then, seeming to come out of nowhere from the front of my car.

"Hi there!"

"Hi..." I said, cautiously, curiously sizing him up and extending my mental feelers.

"So.......you want to be a waitress, huh?"

I just stared at him, speechless.   I nodded.  He had no way of knowing this.  HOW DID HE KNOW THIS?? 

"Well here, let me tell you where to go......."  he said.

And he did just that.  He stood there, pointing this way and that  up and down the A1A, telling me about the best restaurants and bars to check out, and who might be hiring, etc. and so on.

I just stood there, completely incredulous, soaking up what he said.  I couldn't believe this.   It didn't seem real.  Only a half an hour before I'd intensely wished for a local who knew the area who could tell me where to go to be a waitress.   And here was this guy, appearing out of nowhere, doing just that.    My mental feelers told me that he was a nice guy though.  He had dark hair and a moustache, seemed to be about in his 40's, skinny.  Florida tan.  Friendly.  He told me that he'd lived there his whole life, and knew everything about the area.  He handed me his business card.   His name was George.  I still have this card, it's in my log book of woo-woo happenings.  Told me to call him if I needed any help or tips or anything about the area.  Welcomed me to Florida, and wished me luck.

And, he was on his way.

And I followed his tips, wound up getting a waitressing job by the next day, and because of that, decided to stay in Florida after all.    And the rest is history.   

He is the reason though that the rest is history.  Because I'd made up my mind to give up and go back to California.  He stepped in and literally, intervened, out of nowhere.
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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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"I get by with a little help from my (higher density) friends."
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Re: Time line Manipulations/ Memory changes

Here are some diagrams I made (using OmniGraffle) that illustrate my guesses and observations of how the STS forces "do their thing" prior to critical points in my timeline.

For what it's worth:

http://montalk.net/timelineweb.jpg
http://montalk.net/timelinesigns.jpg

Acquiring fringe knowledge is like digging for diamonds in a mine field.

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Re: Time line Manipulations/ Memory changes

There is a state of consciousness that is somewhere between deep theta and delta. It is difficult to pinpoint; it is like the plane of contact between two points, but not existing in the points themselves (hehe, make sense?). It takes a lot of practice to hold yourself in this state.

Anyways, in this state one is somehow outside of time. You can observe these time loops, but the instant you try to use your analytical mind (which doesn't react all that quickly at such levels) to work out what is going on, you'll shift out of this plane. You just can't really intellectualize this stuff, and when you actually experience it, you feel the answer for a moment, but then it fades.

My experiments have been mostly with shifting into different frequencies and just observing, but reading this has given me some ideas about retrocognition and possibly rearranging past images to see how that might change the present. Subjectively at least. Who knows..

sakash