Neomatrix thanks’ I won't reply to all your paragraphs point by point - but I will respond to most of what you have mentioned. I will also respond to some of your last points first.
Before all that though I just want to mention something about myself. A somewhat familiar story; I was always different as a kid...I saw things differently to others, felt differently to them, that sort of thing. This was a problem for most of my childhood, but as I got older it became a great help. Eventually those thoughts and feelings led me to Zen Buddhism which really seemed to match with most of what I had always felt. Eventually my study of Zen led me into various conspiracy theory, which all began to explain a lot about why the world was the way it was. And I wanted to run out and tell everyone about this. Eventually, the conspiracy research naturally led into the field of metaphysics which in turn led back to spirituality. So indeed it seems that the two fields are intrinsically linked; conspiracy and spirituality - simply because they are "outside the box".
The problem is - as you have explained, conspiracy theory has been brought inside the box. It has become a passive knowledge, something to know rather than something to do. And in some ways - yes this is a problem. People need to act if we want change...after all we do need a revolution of sorts, and I also would like it to be a spiritual one.
But - we need to examine what we are considering here. Do we want to see a spiritual revolution - or do we want a spiritual revolution to occur?
If we want to see one - then it has to happen within our life time. You mention that we are running out of time. I used to think the same - that the world and everything else is heading to the shitter. But...then one day I stopped and thought; "How exactly is humanity running out of time?" Personally, I can only think of a very few things that could potentially wipe humanity in its entirety right off the face of the earth...and few of them look to be happening anytime soon. And to be honest, there is little we can do about those things anyway.
So then I realized I wasn't thinking of great cataclysms or galactic destruction when I considered our lack of time. Rather I was considering more anthropomorphic aspects. Our society running down, the ecconomy crashing, people apparently degrading lower and lower, a great war, running out of resources, or maybe all of them - that sort of thing. But then I considered how any of these were a problem? If the economy crashed tomorrow - there would be a lot of shock, but eventually people would pick things up and carry on. Maybe all the big institutions would be gone - no bad thing then.
If there was a great war - a lot of people would die. But those left over would wonder what it was all about...
Or perhaps the global elite will finally implement the New World Order and tag all the population and install CCTV into our bedrooms. That would be a massive problem to me, and probably most other people.
I could go on - there are many many possibilities of how and why our civilization is going to crash and burn. The point is - why be fearful of that? Why does the world population need to awaken before that happens? Generally speaking an individual has their first spiritual awakening only when they experience something serious or greatly negative. So why would it be different on a global scale?
Do we want to see a spiritual revolution or are we simply happy knowing that one will occur? The former is a drive from the ego - based on a fear of our own mortality; the ego needs things to happen on the hurry up, through fear that it otherwise won't experience those things. The spirit is not so concerned one way or the other. But we can be content to know that such a revolution will indeed happen, be it 10 years 100 years or 500 years. Signs of that are all around – we only need look. The point is, such a change can only happen when it is good and ready - and our place is to ensure this happens by working upon ourselves. By actively engaging our lives in spiritual activities. Walking the walk rather than talking the talk. Personally.
I used to worry and aggro about my parents, and family and friends and the population in general. Why didn't they get it? Why didn't they wake up? But when you think about it - most of your awakening probably happened through your own effort. Sure you read a few books along the way, met a few profound people maybe. But on the whole the bulk of the work was driven by a need deep within you. You ask what separates the spiritually aware, from those not quite there yet. Well maybe it is a drive deep within some of us - that not everyone shares.
And to be honest - it isn't our place to awaken others. No one external to you can awaken you anyway, they can certainly help...but they cannot do it for you. It has to be an internal drive. If you feel the need to awaken others - then this too is coming from the ego. It is something I experienced, and it is something that can be difficult to face and to deal with. But the responsibility of the worlds awakening is an individual task that can only happen person by person. And that is why it will take so long...everyone needs to willingly agree to participate based upon feelings and beliefs that are internal to them. They can't be shown the way by any great teacher - if that was the case then the world would have awoken centuries ago.
In our current society knowledge is passive. But then what does that make the absence of knowledge? Up till this point the masses didn't have conspiracy theory. There was a void, an emptiness - so they just followed the norms. Now there is conspiracy theory. And it is becoming mainstream. That means the "norms" are changing. But the current generations will do little with this knowledge simply because they don't know how. It is the next generations where the change will occur, with the ones that come after the current lot of indoctrination and materialistics. People can only become more aware. They cannot unsee something. Once the knowledge is out there it can only go forward, even if that doesn't happen just yet.
This doesn't mean we should sit back on our arses and wait for all the goodness to happen however – because if we did that, then it won’t happen. If you are spiritually aware - then you have a responsibility to yourself to work on your self. We can't work on others - or show them the way, it is a personal journey. But every step we take shows those that are around us a hidden strength. They look and wonder how we do things - and why we think the way we do. And for a few they will follow the example...and begin their own journey.
If we want to see how the world will change - we can't afford to look on a timescale of one year or a decade or a century. That sort of timescale comes from the ego, being spiritually aware - we can understand this. And we can therefore trust the rest of the world to take its own course, knowing that we can affect greater positive change by constantly being true to our inner self. Living the life we feel the rest of the world should lead.
Why worry about what the neighbor thinks - with his shelves full of Icke books? If he wants to become a collector of conspiracy theories then so be it. Maybe his children will look at him - see all the conspiracy ideas and realize "Hey - this stuff show's you how to think for yourself! So why the f*ck did dad never do that? Shit - be buggered if I am going to be like him."
That's how change occurs - and it is great to be around to see one of this transitions occurring. We can't hurry them up - they work at their own pace...and yeah it is as annoying as hell when you are already on the other side of the fence whilst some hillbilly slowly approaches that fence in wonderance trying to figure out just what it is. Only to sit down next to it and set up home. But be certain of it - if he doesn't climb over, his children will - and if they don't then their children will. Even if the rest of the world is in rack and ruins, it is never too late. "Too late" is only for the ego...only if we want to see it happen for ourselves...