16 Reply by lyra (edited by lyra 2005-10-21 18:56:56)

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Jen wrote:

More and more it becomes apparent how essential it is in these times, to empower ourselves and raise our vibration to where we will be untouched by such events.

Yes, this was what was told to me by a friend of mine from NR.   We were discussing the future of "being on the lam", living outside the mainstream, microchipped puppet world, rebelling, etc. where the world as we currently know it no longer exists, and it becomes a choice between being in their totally lock downed prison world, or existing on the fringes, living a nomadic, scavenger-like survivalist existance always on the run.   We both had very strong feelings about being in a world like that, and would be those "fringe" people in a second, without hesitation.  We pondered whether it was programming causing us to think that way, or actual premonitions of a real future that will indeed manifest.    Before I get back to the main point and connect things back up, I have to digress with some quickie back story:   It's so hard to sum up and explain years worth of feelings I've had, and what my personality is, but "anarchist" is probably the one word that adequately does the job.   For me it's a total lack of desire - or ability - to ever be fully ingrained in the mainstream world, being on the outside looking in, etc.   I've lived my life always with a tinge of anarchy, even while camouflaging myself in the mainstream world -  the age of 20, 21, living with my group of roommates in "repossessed houses" throughout Orange County, California - otherwise known as "squatting."  (til we finally went "legit.")   Playing games with my taxes.  Driving around with no car insurance and a stolen registration sticker on my license plate.  wink   It goes on and on and on and on, but in a nutshell, it means that I'm ready, willing and able to embrace that anarchist future of being on the lam, because it's just one giant extension of everything I've been doing for years and years.   It comes VERY naturally for me, to the point of being a little scary I guess.   It's why I tolerated my brother, despite all the "bad" stuff he was doing.   I realized later on he was in a sense, my "shadow self."  How I could easily be were I male, with no holds barred.  wink  I don't know whether my "criminal element" is artificially created programming, or a natural component of my personality.   But what it means is that I'm a little too eager to embrace a future where I get to pull out everything I know and then some and just go all out with it.

Til my friend reminded me. . . be careful, because they can herd us towards choosing that future.   But it doesn't have to be that way.    And she sensed that even though that future does indeed manifest and play itself out for us in an alternate, probable timeline, she doesn't get the sense of it actually being the "main" timeline.   

The kicker is, I actually felt DISAPPOINTED when I heard that!   lol   But I had to stop myself, and realized, Okay, you have to step back and detach right now, (because I realize the power of thought and "be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it."  I realized that I may REALLY regret secretly wishing for that down the line.  "Um, well, it seemed like a fun idea at the time!!")   So, I detached from myself, removed any emotional ties towards that future which involves "round ups", camps, micro chipping, being on the lam, rebelling, anarchy, and all around craziness, and just stepped back.   

When I did that, I could think more clearly.  I realized that sometimes, "our" thoughts and desires may not be our own.   I began to take notice of the negative hysterical conspiracy theorists always featured on Rense, pushing a fear-based mindset, getting us focused on a doomsday future scenario where all hope is lost.  I could see that it's an ongoing form of programming to get us into that mindset, because thoughts attract experience.

But it doesn't have to go that way.   And I realized....do I truly, deep down, want that future?

Well honestly, yes, a part of me does.   A part of me wants my day in the sun where I get to be the all out "Anarchy Girl!"   You go girl!    But there's another part of me that doesn't want it.

I realized that even though I felt more of an emotional tug / draw towards the crazy future where I get to be "Super Anarchy Girl Gone Awry!!!" I needed to actually re-train myself to re-direct my thoughts to the more benign future...................................where none of that touches me.   Just like Jen said.   Because it is possible.   It's ALREADY happening.  There are world events manifesting all around us.....but it's not touching us.   And some say, "Well, not YET anyway!  Enjoy it while it lasts, 'cause your number will soon be up!!"   

But will it?   Or can you truly "think" your way onto a new timeline?

I already know the answer to that.   I have no doubt in my mind that our thoughts pull to us everything that surrounds us in life, good and bad, as well as what timeline we wind up on. 

So, some food for thought with all of this.   It doesn't have to go this way.

I've since decided to try to "channel" that anarchist energy towards a more productive, positive polarization.  Hence, my writings and such aimed at exposing the fraud of the mainstream world, while motivating people to walk away from it.  Energy's just energy, after all, with the potential for extreme good, or extreme bad.  It's all in how you use it.  smile So imagine if we all channeled our thoughts and energy towards a different future...............!

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Re: The Coming American Holocaust

I've had dreams about "Clampdowns."

I had a dream about two months ago about a city-wide search and seizure.  The police stopped all traffic on the freeway for miles, asked everyone to exit their vehicles, and then everyone was herded to a big building to be searched.

Along the way there was a cop in the crowd just watching our faces.  Apparently, he didn't like the look on my face.  He approached me angrily, asking: "Do you have a problem with this?  Is there something wrong?  You don't like this?" I smirked at him.  Then, at the big building, nobody was watching so I wandered off and continued my day.

Another dream: I hopped a fence to investigate an enormous hole in the earth.  I was discovered by a woman in a pantsuit and military men with guns were sent after me.  I ran into the hole and discovered it was an underground base.  I woke up running deeper into the hole. 

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They're both very "ordinary" dreams, I guess--but they were both highly emotionally charged and hyperreal.  I woke up upset and they affected my day.
The underground base dream happened years ago and yet I'll find my mind returning to it randomly (like my subconscious is offering it up for me to process or simply remember).

I also had an extremely detailed narrated dream of the "coming apocalypse" (WW-3) once.  There was a voiceover.  I watched it all like a film.  Edited together images of rioting, raping, martial law.  ...When I later heard that alien abductees often are made to watch "films" like this, it gave me the heebie-jeebies. 

I don't remember the dream as a dream, but as (psychic) information I was shown. 

Occasionally, after I wake up, but before I move, I'll see clairvoyant films or commercials or just random, psychic detritus.  But (with the "commercials") I feel like they're "downloaded" into my aura and then playback with full color and sound.  Once, weirdly, after a dream I woke up into one of these episodes and watched film credits roll for the dream I just had.

In the end, I more or less feel that the dreams/visions are my psychic self "testing the waters" of this probable future.  Preparing for potentialities. 

And I'll admit to daydreaming about how I would function/go on in a Gestapo-like police state or survive in a camp.  I'd probably need to learn much more about computers in order to log onto the underground NR.  smile

My higher self tells me no matter how crappy it gets--even if were all openly, forcibly drugged into physical stupor--spirit would find a way.  Like the original "One" (before Neo) in the first Matrix movie.  Actually, it would likely happen much less mythically than that...Somebody would develop immunity, and then another and then another.

As for the camp situation, I suppose I would begin with dropping judgment for my captors (dropping all hate), and then turning my mind towards escape.  The judgment and the hate, I think, would be far too draining for clear thinking in such a situation.

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Re: The Coming American Holocaust

lyra wrote:

A part of me wants my day in the sun where I get to be the all out "Anarchy Girl!"   You go girl!    But there's another part of me that doesn't want it.

Yeah, totally, a part of me longs for it, too.  I tell myself I could grok on the rootless/street urchin/spreading-the-word-on-the-street/hacking/thorn-in-the-side-of-the-Man existence.

For me, I've realized it's a connection to archetype.  The Road Warrior is an archetype (the hermit/warrior/seeker). 

I think those tapped into the collective unconscious moreso than others can forget that the archetypes aren't exactly how it is, though (and that the archetypes don't require literal enactings).  They're symbols for the energy, not the energies.

Those who get obsessively caught in the "outer coatings" of the archetypes, like Fundamental Christians, live their lives trying to enact perfect pictures (and whipping themselves when they fall short).

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19 Reply by Jen (edited by Jen 2005-10-21 23:11:33)

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I think being an Anarchy Girl (or Guy) could get old pretty fast if it meant  always being on the run, always looking over your shoulder etc.  But I'm not saying I need the house with the white picket fence either.  My ideal life would incorporate both security and adventure.  Abundance.  Following my passion. Harmonious relationships both in my work and my personal life.  I already have these things, to a degree, and I'm aiming to experience more of them.

When you get right down to it, we don't get what we want by being afraid of what we don't want.  One channeled entity called Abraham says that there is no such thing as exclusion.  What that means is, when we say "yes" to something, we are including it in our vibration, but when we say "no" to something, we are including that in our vibration, too!  As we become clearer and more focused on the things we want, our vibration becomes like a magnet for them.  But if we are at the same time thinking and talking about what we don't want, that can muck it up, and what comes to us will be a mixed bag.  It's like the Pleiadians say in Bringers of the Dawn:  "State of mind is the name of the game."

I agree with Lyra, I think it would be a very productive use of this forum if we collectively directed our energies toward the safe probable world we want to live in! (New thread?) And I agree with dreamosis that we can be hermits/warriors/seekers if we wish,  without having to live out some kind of rootless, post-acopalyptic scenario.  I already feel I am living those archetypes, energetically.

20 Reply by dreamosis (edited by dreamosis 2005-10-22 14:17:48)

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Jen wrote:

One channeled entity called Abraham says that there is no such thing as exclusion.  What that means is, when we say "yes" to something, we are including it in our vibration, but when we say "no" to something, we are including that in our vibration, too!

I've never heard of that principle as "exclusion;" I've always explained it as the "you- be-careful-in-telling-your-subconscious-'no,'-because-denying-a-thought-is-still-engaging-a- thought" principle.

The Principle No Exclusion is much more elegant.  lol

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What is "bleed through" ability?

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How truly bizarre Energy. Perhaps you could provide some more detailed information on this subject. How did you wind up on the unscheduled train in the first place? Were the police officers of the black-hair-and eyes-type?

Are there any links you can share to teh bleed through phenonemon?

Thanks.

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22 Reply by Jen (edited by Jen 2005-10-23 09:40:19)

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dreamosis wrote:

I've never heard of that principle as "exclusion;" I've always explained it as the "you- be-careful-in-telling-your-subconscious-'no,'-because-denying-a-
thought-is-still-engaging-a- thought" principle.

The Principle No Exclusion is much more elegant.  lol

I dunno, I kind of like yours too big_smile