What's on your computer desk? (Page 2 of 4)

Thanks Auendove!  Synchronicity at work here!!!  I discovered this link about a week ago on Estes' site.  It made me cry when I read it, it spoke so deeply to my heart. 

At the time, I had been struggling with self doubt (my personal achilles heel) and this came at just the right time.  It feels good to know there are people like her on the planet who can inspire us when we need it.

That's another reason I love Noble Realms.  There are so many wise (if quirky ) souls on here - and so much that is said is inspiring, or inflaming, to the soul and spurs one on.

Here's a quote from p143 of Women Who Run with Wolves (which I have written in my journal that is sitting on my desk at the moment):

Ta la! 

What?! Whoooaahh Back up. Rewind. *Shakes head in utter disbelief* Does it really talk and say that?! You've got to be kidding! Please tell me you're kidding. Why would it . . . it, the . . . the freaking thing says, "Here lizard, lizard!?"

Well, mine's pretty boring. First, my desk is a STEEL desk that somebody at an antique shop didn't want . . . or didn't want enough to keep inside, away from the elements. I found it in back of a store. Near a dumpster. Sort of.  . . . ARRIGHT! I STOLE the dang thing! OKAY?! . . . anyway, I got my 'puter, monitor, speakers and subwoofer. Lamp and CD archive next to the monitor and my phone on top of the tower and my PC game controller on the speaker box. And last but not least, my small collection of five orgone molds on top of my monitor. The big one is the shape of a regular size oil funnel with about a four inch double terminated copper-wound quartz and four other smaller double terminated quartz's in the bottom. Two are mini-me's made of just the tip of the funnel. One is from a deodorant cap mold, so it's a perfect oval flat on one side and rounded on the other. And the really unique one is from the mold of some kitchen accessory piece - a small round concave-curved cone.

Nice.

" . . . the me that you know, he dosen't come around much . . . that part of me, isn't here anymore . . . all pain dissapears . . . it's the nature of . . . of my circuitry . . . drowns out all I hear . . . no escape from this . . . my new consciousness . . . the me that you know, is now made up of wires, and even when I'm right with you, I'm so far away . . . I can try to get away . . . but I've strapped myself in . . . I can try to scratch away . . . the sound in my ears . . . I can feel it killing away . . . all of my bad parts . . . I don't wanna listen . . . but it's all too clear . . .  . . .  . . .  . . . hiding, backwards inside of me, I feel, so unafraid . . . Annie . . . hold a little tighter . . . I might, just slip away . . .  . . .  . . .  . . . it won't give up, it want's me dead, goddamn this noise inside my head . . . "

- name that tune!

Hey good idea

I have a four drawer one pencil drawer wooden desk a freebe I am a furniture installer and it was a give away. On top is two desk top computers one gateway and a dell the gateway has a linux  desktop which is not working I am running a mem test which has taken two weeks so far it says 672 passed 0 errors How long does that take? I have a printer and scanner two speakers and a telescope.

In the pencil drawer is my two keyboards along with pencils, pens, paper, rubber bands, batteries, supper glue, wood glue, software collection notebook, Top right drawer- laser lens cleaner,  callander , printer paper, Top left - arrow head drawings, Tittles to previous cars & trucks bottom right-blank cd-rw’s at home with your pc soft ware, blank cd-r, blank floppy disk, other software for pc,

Bottom left - a couple of old farmers almanacs, stamps, envelops, checks, address labels, dictionary, pic of river, moon, home, battery charger, tel books,

Also on top is a coffee cup with opreland on it a figurine of a goose with its head missing and a pencil in its place ha, flash lite, packet of small wrenches, address book, scissors,

I can’t get much more on it haha.

thook, is there a totem card for the octopus in your book, and if there is what does it have to say about the octopus?

Also, I've not really ever looked over a animal tarot card deck, do they correspond to a standard tarot deck in any way... and if they do and there is an octopus card, then which standard tarot card would the octopus card correspond to?

Though I'm sure it wasn't funny at the time I LMAO when I read this--

As well I got a chuckle out of this--

S'all just for fun ... I mean did you know what a Portishead Dummy was?

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

Heeey! Wha' happened? There was just a post by thook there.... hmmmm... have I finally gone around the bend?

Anyway, thanks for checking out about the octopus. I reviewed some other info about the octopus as a spirit guide and one of the constant notations about it's appearance was that it facilitates the breaking down of negative barriers. Interestingly enough given that information, the octopus was the animal spirit energy that facilitated the integration of my shadow self. I didn't know about the breaking down of neg barriers gig until a couple of weeks ago... light bulb moment there for sure.

The only other time I've ever seen an octopus was many, many years ago when I would daydream about having a restaurant. In my daydream I would find a HUGE saltwater fish tank with a octopus in it. And you know I'd think 'Now who is really going to want to eat dinner with an octopus staring at them?'.

Even though your post has chow-chowed thanks for taking the time and sharing thook.

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.