thook wrote:Anyway, what is so significant about 2001 to you if anything, Jedi, that may have triggered such phenomena? An astrological transition, maybe?
I do not know if it is correlated to astrological phenomena. I will attempt to explain to everyone and myself.
Ever since I can remember, younger than as a child, I've had extraordinary experiences. When I was young and this happens to me now, except the duration is MUCH shorter, I will just be minding my business in this world and all the sudden I am in 2 places at once. The other places feel like VERY FAMILIAR places I have been, they feel more like home than this world has ever been.
They are places of EXTRAORDINARY BEAUTY and LOVE that go beyond words. They also contain more dimensions, I have a longing for them, I miss them. When I go into this state of either I'm there, or I am remebering, (I'll use a Star Trek: The Next Generation analogy here) I feel like a "Q" I am part of an exsistence of a much higher order that my mind here could never even begin to take on - when I come back it's like being an ant again.
Also as a child I had many friends that were not of this world..both "good" and "bad." Unfortunately, the bad tortured me, you could call it rape, molestation. It always happened at night, in darkness or low light, also in dreams - so many many dreams.
Conditioning set in from my parents and school and it all went away. I went through school and aced it. Then a break came when I went away to college. College was the first time I was away and I could feel that other side creeping in. So I explored it. I'd spend days on top of mountains just meditating and being.
After much peer pressure from friends I gave into smoking pot and dabbled in psychedelics. That didn't last long as it just opened up doors that had been there from my childhood, places I could reach in sobriety. So I'm not sure whether you could pin the beginnning of seeing the Eye on my newfround freedom in college and meditative explorations, or with the deprogramming power plants, but either way it happened.
And so now here I am, I work out a lot, I vacillate between those beautiful dimensions I saw as a kid and this one infrequently. I meditate. Most of what I do is random, I try not to plan anything. I have cut back on my material possessions and attachments. I lead a simple life. Basically, I do my best to be present and things just come at me.
I have a Love for everything and everyone. I enjoy helping others and teaching what I know to those that reasonate with similar energies.
I do not know where my path lies because I don't think of the future, and only use the past when I must reference it. But pretty much I am just growing with my spirit, my body, and disciplining my mind. Gaining focus and clarity.
I am bombarded daily with number synchronicities. I used to keep a log, but it got overwhelming because they happen so many times a day. So now I just stop and try to be receptive to whatever message it is.
Life is fantastic, it has never been better. And I just want to once again thank everyone here and montalk for creating a place of the likes I have never come across before.
Nobody in my life understands how I see things, however my best friend is the closest and he is such a fantastic person also on a spiritual path. Together the most amazing things happen. All our acts for others seem to come back in amazing ways and it just acknowledges what we are doing is "good."
Back to the Eye: I suppose, nay, I admit I have been lazy with it. Perhaps I should just take an hour or so of my day everyday and watch it. In the past I have gotten visions, strong visions overlayed over anything with open eyes, perhaps that is what its for? Perhaps it's something watching over me? I do not know, but wish I did.
Love and Light.
