My story: Caught in the web! (Page 3 of 3)

I hope this stays:

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I have a valid "conspiracy" here. My pictures have been deleted again. I use diffrent servers but it happens in the same stlye; I post the pics and they disappear. Sometimes only a few hours after I post them.

I'm currently working with a few guys at Imagevenue to sort it out. I have broken NO rules or regulations regarding material I post. He tells me "they should be up".

Do the math for yourself.

I'm thinking Jerry W. caught wind of what I was writing and hired someone to hack away at my stuff. But maybe I'm flattering myself entertaining that idea...

I mean think about it: Most Americans I know, don't want to look at thousands of words on the net - they would rather see pictures. Now with pictures you reach a lager group of people. Almost 75% the pics deleted were original. That is, after I personally did some editing and created some entirely new material.

So now with all my pic links broken my thread has lost it's flare. Combined with MULTIPLE attacks on my PC from outside sources, my hard drive has been wiped out three times since I posted this stuff and my dumbass never made hard copies of my pics - Lesson learned!

See current situation: http://www.chemtrailcentral.com/forum/v … p;start=45

Or see the first page of the thread and decide for yourself (note: visual reference offline) : http://www.chemtrailcentral.com/forum/v … mp;start=0

I'm caught in a game.

And I WILL get that Picture online!

Hi all,

I thought more about weither getting rid of technology completely (or at least having the intention of doing so) was necessarily putting yourself into Luciferian illusions, as some of you suggested. I've realized that for myself it was actually Luciferian illusions of grandeur ("I'm going to change the world with this revolutionary software I developed") which were feeding my mind, while Ahrimanic forces were feeding my baser self. In fact I believe that Ahriman and Lucifer are two sides of the same coin so when you work on one illusion then you necessarily work on the other one. This is the significance of the Christic middle path (no religious reference intended).

I've observed the same process on the alternative/activist sphere regarding this concept of "free love", which feeds on Luciferian ideals of (false) unity while being powered by Ahrimanic sexual lust. It's interesting to note that this anti-nature concept of "free love" was introduced by cultural marxist Herbert Marcuse who was much inspired by Freud. Freud's concepts of id, ego and superego seem to parallel the ones of Ahriman, Christ and Lucifer, except that Freud twist them in a way to present the Ahriman and Lucifer path as the more "liberating". In an odd way, he presents the Christic path as the egoist path...!

Hmmm... I'll need to do more research on that, many conspirationists have written on Freud but now I understand better.

All great ideas, dreamosis.  Re wearing a  chicken suit to work, I work from home, but I guess I could wear it when I go to the store or whatever

I've been particularly frustrated with the man/woman thing.  It would be great, as you suggest, if we could be friends, without sex/cultural conditioning always getting in the way. I recently had a falling out with an old boyfriend who is newly divorced and wants to renew our relationship.  Problem: if there's no possibility of sex, he's not interested. The thing is that if he was interested in me for myself, and didn't have a set agenda, I'd probably be more open to that possibility. 

Someone said recently on this forum that marriage was FUBAR, sometimes I think that applies to male/female relationships in general--but the very fact that you posted what you did, shows that there's hope!

Jen