The Throttled Gray

That's quite an episode Haven.  One you would be wise not to forget.  From my research I have come to believe that alien abductions come from all diffrent densities, each time they are after something else.  Perhaps the first time they get you when you are very very young and put in implant in a physical abduction, then later they sap your energy so that you are less likely to "fight back" when returning for more implants to make you more subservient.  Again and again destroying your will to fight back and your mental aptitude to consider the possibility, as well as your overall etheric "fuel" to make it less likely for you to become self aware during the experience and in everyday life.  It is all conditioning to make us slaves.

Sometimes I write things as if it's not even me writing them.

Hi Haven,

I read in the Ra material that tones in the left hear are of a negative nature, and tones in the right ear are indications that a positive energy is with you.

Just a thought regarding tones and the clues they can give us to the type of energies around us. Perhaps you had a support team there to alert you to the masked Grey projection that you sensed. Maybe that is what woke you up and helped you fight off the disguised grey critter you sensed.

I think abductions do occur in the etheric realm. As I understand it, these greys are projections/robots from 4th density, and masking is one of their tactics. So though you are in 3d, the experience of abduction occurs in the 4th density. Also bear in mind that parts or pockets of this earth are in 4th density already, and it is easy to walk between the two and not be fully aware of what is occuring.

Like Shawn mentioned, there can also be psychic "greeting" encounters of the STS kind from 5th density too, not just the 3rd and 4th. Inspired by the expereince of the Ra channellers, I prefer to  use the word greeting instead of attack, as I find that takes the judgement and thus the fear out of the equation. Of course you are at liberty to not greet back, but if you feel you are being attacked, the instinct is to fight like hell to repel, which energetically speaking, feeds the very forces you are seeking to remove from your sphere of influence.

Just some thoughts,

Love,

Vuyiswa

Sounds to me like you woke up in your etheric/astral body during an attempted soul abduction. The fact that you could see a disguised figure, that you had a hard time dragging yourself out of bed and getting to the bedroom, that the trance sensation was strong and returned quickly, and that you woke up fully with tingling areas of your body suggest that you were out of body. During sleep the etheric/astral body loosens up anyway, which helps the grays more easily pull you out and up into their craft.

You became aware during this particularly attempt, but that means they have probably been succesful in the past and more could come. If you can't catch them all, then you have to resort to post-abduction damage-control mode by watching for any changes in mood, energy, ideas, and reactivity.

From what I have found, a large component of the abduction phenomenon consists of mind programming and implantation for purpose of control. Some of the programming aims to turn a person away from his/her destined path, to instill doubt and undermine confidence. Some of it seeks to lead one astray by creating obsession/fascination with some idea or belief that is pure disinformation. Some of it installs self-destructive thoughtloops to amplify depressive tendencies. And some of the programming is to create posthypnotic commands that can be triggered later by someone else who also has been programmed, to create an escalating series of conflicts that can lead to disaster. There's much much more, all of which show what nasty and manipulative instruments these particular grays are. It's nice knowing they've got a finger in your brain pushing buttons at their leisure.   

Well, at least you had the strength to fight it off. During soul abductions most people remain unconscious... some people wake up become paralyzed with fear and give up, and a few welcome these critters as spacebrethren.

While I have been growing, there are certain areas where I linger until the information to learn is exhausted.  I think I just got to a point where I was tired of being in a certain mind-frame.  There comes a time, when you've already seen enough of the place you're at, that you're ready to move on.  That's where the ability to give that gray, or whatever it was, the what-for came from.  It had nothing to do with bravery, at least consciously.

I think once you start consciously dealing with issues in your life, and are honest with yourself, a lot of things start falling into place.  Sometimes it's hard to be aware of just what the problem is, since it's so subtle and is designed to stay hidden.  I am still of the opinion that life is about awakening, and that everything you experience is directly related to the spiritual.  What that means is that nothing is happening that won't make you a better being, but only if you face it in some manner.

Grays, abductions, angels, Christ, whatever, in the end it's all a metaphor for personal development.  Enjoy the story, but learn to keep the fear, ignorance, and unconsciousness at a minimum.  That way, you'll feel the deep meaning in your life directly, and be able to step out when it gets to be too much, at least for a moment.