Topic: The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear...

Had a very strange dream last night, and though I didn't like thinking about it after I woke up - I've decided to write it up and post it here...

The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear


Sat in a chair I was trundling along peacefully upon a conveyer belt, in my lap was a polystyrene container – the type in which fast-food places sell burgers – in this was a salad comprised mainly of lettuce.  Well strangely enough I felt myself to be in the afterlife, and the salad was all the goodness that had been in my life, my loved ones.  I projected love upon the salad and sent some tears to fall upon it.  But I knew the conveyer belt was carrying me and everyone else along to somewhere new.

Things jumped backwards a bit then, I was standing in my parent’s garden, starring up at the night sky.  It was very clear – like you see when it is a cloudless frosty winter’s night.  The stars had a clarity I hadn’t really noticed before, and then movement in the sky caught my eye.  It was a parachute, red in colour the kind sky-divers use.  I watched this descend for a while; it was up very high and falling very very slowly.  Then more of these parachutes came into view, I looked closer at them and saw they carried a metal object.  Somehow I knew it to be a nuclear device and that when they hit the ground they would detonate.  There were many of these devices indeed.  But it wasn’t all bad; they were falling slowly so I had some time to spare before the big bang.

My brother was standing next to me then – he’s been great, I told him that, and then went into the house.  My dad was there, and I said a few words to him, before finding myself in the high street of our local town.  I was near my mother-in-laws house, so decided to go there.  When I arrived my parent’s were there looking into the sky – I told them what was happening and then went to find my wife.  She was sitting on the stairs.  We talked for a moment, and I reassured her and everyone that things weren’t all bad and that we would go on to a new life.  They asked me if I was sure – and I told them simply “Yes” .

Then I was in the after life again.  The conveyer belt ran on in front of me, attached to it were great shiny steel chairs.  I sat in one of these, and some devices were attached into my nose kinda like the handles to a dinner knife.  They weren’t too good, but I assumed it was all a part of the “processing”  – for it seemed the conveyer belt was there to process people.  There were beings to the right side of the conveyer (and some to the left, but those ones weren’t doing anything) I didn’t look at any of these beings.  But I reckoned were operating the whole process.

I came back to sitting on the stairs for a moment then – I sat with my family for a few seconds.  The nuclear devices were close then I believe, because I woke up.

My eyes jumped open; my heart was pounding mildly…and before my eyes stood a giant big eyed teddie bear.  We watched each other for a while, and then slowly it faded away.  This giant teddie hand’t been in my dream, so it was odd to wake up facing it.  After it faded I wondered if it was still there and it was just that I could no longer see it.  I laid there thinking about the dream then.  The whole processing on the conveyer and the big eye teddie seemed related somehow – but I didn’t like to think about that too much.  So went into a half sleep instead…

Really odd.  Strangly enough I wasn't all that surprised to see the teddie at the time I saw it.  Afterwards I made a connection between the processing aspect of the dream and the teddie.  That wasn't so plesant...but well...there ya go I guess.

Re: The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear...

Wow-

I'd be curious to know how you were feeling during different parts of this dream.
And at the end did it feel hopeless or hopeful? I get the sense of discomfort all around. The Teddy bear. A puzzlement. Did it seem alive? If so I suggest that it may be a being watching you or watching **over** you. But someone or something in disguise. Maybe a hasty disguise since maybe you waking up was not epected at that time. Concentration was so much on you that it materialized visually and perhaps very physically as well.

Do you have any connections/feeling to Teddy bears in your adult life or childhood memories?

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Well it was an odd dream for sure.  I got the impression during the dream, that "the end of the world" was a very hopeless feeling for most people.  But for me it was okay because it meant we were all moving on to something different, and that's what I told people in my dream.  But I was also very sad because of what would be left behind.

The start of the dream where I simple was in the after life - (or maybe the place in-between this world and the next), I had a very profound sadness there.  Though I felt myself projecting love to all those that had been important to me, and had also moved on.

During the dream the Conveyer Belt felt like it was where we go after this world.  Once I woke up, and thought about it, it seemed as though the Conveyer Belt was some form of "processing" area.  Things were done to people there, but I am not sure what.  I felt afterwards that the feeling of it being a nice safe place was actually subliminally pressed onto me, and in actuality the place was something very different.

I have no connections or feelings towards Teddies which made it even more odd to wake up to one.  I opened my eyes like when you wake up from a bad dream, and the Teddie was just standing there about 5 feet away from me.  All I thought was "Oh, a Teddie Bear!!"...and then it faded.

After that my mind went through a lot of different feelings.  I kept thinking "Grey"...and infact the Teddie had odd Gray like eyes, though smaller than what is normally depicted.  I then kept connecting the thought of Greys with the "processing" on the Conveyer Belt.

I guess there is a danger of putting all forms of meaning onto such a dream, when there may not even be any real meaning there.  But the oddest things that stood out are as follows:


1)  Why of all things a Teddie, when that didn't even feature in my dream?  If this apparition was just my imagination, surely it would have been something from my dream?

2)  The feeling that everything would be okay - even after destruction.  That was a very strong feeling indeed.

3)  That feeling tied in with being on the Conveyer Belt.  Which during the dream seemed natural and just a path taking me to the next place.

4)  After the dream - and in relation to the Teddie - the Conveyer Belt seemed to hold a different meaning for me than during the dream.  Something less pleasant somehow.


I have awoken from dreams before and felt a hostile presence nearby on a number of occasions.  That often gave me a lot of fear.

The feeling from this presence was far more subtle – in so far as there didn’t seem to be a whole lot there.  Just something cool but intelligent, that didn’t care at all that I saw it – and I felt as though it had been monitoring me for my reactions or something along those lines.

Incidentely I mentioned that something on the Conveyer had been fitted in my nose.  During the day once I had got up – the inside of the bridge of my nose, approximately between my eyes felt fairly sore.  Kind of rough like when you graze your hand – and similar to after a bad cold.  Maybe I had got some form of catarrh that impressed upon my dream, like when you get tangled in your blankets and dream you are tied up.  But maybe it was something else…there’s no real way to tell for sure I guess.

Re: The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear...

Marcus wrote:

...I felt afterwards that the feeling
of it being a nice safe place was actually subliminally pressed onto me,
and in actuality the place was something very different.

...I kept thinking "Grey"...and in fact the Teddie had odd Gray like eyes, though smaller than what
is normally depicted.  I then kept connecting the thought of Greys with the
"processing" on the Conveyer Belt...

If this apparition was just my imagination, surely it would have been something
from my dream?...

4)  After the dream - and in relation to the Teddie - the Conveyer Belt seemed
to hold a different meaning for me than during the dream.  Something less
pleasant somehow.

I have awoken from dreams before and felt a hostile presence nearby on a
number of occasions.  That often gave me a lot of fear.

...there didn’t seem to be a whole lot there.  Just something cool but intelligent,
that didn’t care at all that I saw it – and I felt as though it had been monitoring
me for my reactions or something along those lines....

...I mentioned that something on the Conveyer had been fitted in my nose. 
During the day once I had got up – the inside of the bridge of my nose, approximately
between my eyes felt fairly sore.  Kind of rough like when you graze your hand – and
similar to after a bad cold....

After thinking over your experience again and reading your last post, the sense I am getting is
alien, intrusion, "screen memories." and even more so now, hasty disguise so as not to alarm you-nore for it/then than you actually, though. I sense more of a scientific bent than intentional hostility but a lack of higher chakras or of an open and functional hearts chakra can cause a being to be insensitive and give then the appearance of being hostile. In other words, they have/it has a ' sucky ' bedside manner - no pun intended, I swear.

I am concerned that there may be attempt to thwart your discovery of who has been hanging around while you sleep (Maybe they tried today?  When I went to post this to you earlier - your quoted words went through but all the text I had written had disappeared! Well, in the end, no matter, because all such things will do is cause you to be stronger).

Especially after your mention of awaking, in the past, to the feeling of a hostile presence near you, the Teddy's eyes and the physical sensations that stayed with you after you woke up.

Something about, in the bigger picture, this being an opportunity for you to exercise your conscious free
will and that you are, perhaps, meant to experience the understanding that it is okay to "rip up" soul contracts/agreements.

I got a nudge (from who? not sure), after reading your latest message, to pull some cards for you.
Hope you don't mind and that it is of some assistance.

Awareness: Major Arcana-so a major part of the 'plot' to this part of your story.
Inviting you to understand that your intuition is not limited to how it comes to you and
that it is your best friend. Spirit is inviting you to honor that part of your communication
interface.

Conditoning: Major Arcana-speaks to the suggestion that you have been under the influence
of some form of conditioning, thought and/or memory manipulation. The Good News: All conditioning
can be reversed and/or healed and the resources for that exist in the here and now. Not least of
which are the higher parts of yourself. You may also want to consider the opportunity to read
helpful books on the subject and/or seek assistance from a compassionate and qualified expert
in this subject area.

The Dream: Minor Arcana/Water-represents the realm of feelings, emotions, movement and change. The dream
and Teddy sighting correlate somehow. "Awake" life is a 'waking dream'so experiences/messages
that occur while awake are also meant to be paid attention to. Kind of like the saying, "God is sending
you a phone call or letter." Your feelings are a guide, while asleep and while awake. They offer
you information

Comparison: Minor Arcana/Clouds-represent the realm of things that are temporary or that come and go. Because, like couds in the sky, cloud issues are not permanent. So there is available to you, also in the
here and now, a way to be free of this thing, whatever it is.

Hope this helps (o:

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Re: The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear...

Ditto to what Iriana mentioned:  Screen memories   sad   This was my immediate "pop up" thought after reading your dream Marcus.  Actually it wasn't a thought per say, but rather a vivid picture of sorts that flashed very quickly-faster than the time involved with your usual thought/thinking mode.  Kinda hard to put into words.

Next, a feeling of being REALLY pissed off that yet another one of us on the forum is most likely being "messed" with.  It seems no matter how hard one tries to fend off such possible inwanted intrusions/attacks/visits, another modus operandi is already in the making-several ones.......Not unlike a master chess game, only much more complicated.   Feeling like a "lab rat" certainly rubs most the wrong way, and the initial reaction is one of being violated/angry.  Maybe that's what "they" want.  Just speculation on my part.  Maybe were just processing stuff in the dream arena.  I will say this though; more than once I've experienced "dreams" that seem to be nothing like I'd come up with.  Almost like a really cheesy and scripted scenerio , and not too original.

Marcus, this particular dream seems very detailed and complex (boy! you can remember a lot of detail!).  You mentioned the "nose" thing   sad   sad   UGH.  Made me remember something....

A few years back an ear, nose, throat, "specialist" attempted to investigate the sinus problem that had been plaguing me more intensely.  He proceeded to shove a snake like device up my nose (about the size of  pencil-only a tad shorter)  insisting that "it" wouldn't hurt.   Hmm,  NOT the case at all.  The pain almost blinded me, and out of unthinking instinct I just about clocked him but good.  Didn't mean to, but it was just an automatic reaction.  It was not a pleasant experience, especially when he got really close to my face to do this.  It was real scary, like being assaulted.  A flight or fright situation seemed to unfold.  Needless to say I will never have that done again (by my own volition).

If there is no time
      Then you have time for everything.
   You're never in a hurry.
That's true freedom.

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Iriana thanks for your words here, they are being very helpful to me indeed.

I am still unsure what it all means – but I am sure there is something significant occurring here.  First off, I very rarely remember my dreams; this has always been so as far back as I can remember.  However about three weeks ago, I started listening to Theta audio whilst meditating, and whilst initially it didn’t really take me much deeper than I have been before, over time it began to take me into a far deeper state than I have previously experienced.

I have been doing this meditation each night in bed before I go to sleep, and more or less since the beginning of doing this, I have begun to start remembering my dreams.  I went through a short period where I was actually aware during all my dreams.  Not to the point where I was lucid, but rather to the point where I was watching my dreams in the same way I would watch a movie or some such.

During that time, in the day time I began to feel a heightened sense of awareness of myself and surroundings.  Eventually that awareness during my dreaming diminished – as did the heightened awareness during my waking moments.

But the fact that I retain memory of my dreams has stayed.

Manyeagles you mention that the fact that my recollection of the dream is very detailed.  And that still seems very odd to me; the feelings from the dream are also still very intricate and have stayed with me.  It is odd too – that some of these dreams do not fit in with the normal sort of things I would dream about (or maybe I do dream them and haven’t remembered before?).  It’s all quite confusing either way…

The beginning of last week I had a few nights of dreaming whereby a certain person kept appearing to me in my dreams.  I realised one morning that this was happening because subconsciously I still had strong attachments to this person.  As soon as I realised that, a lot of things seemed to snap into place and make sense.  I no longer have the feelings associated with that particular aspect.

Stuart Wilde mentioned that when you begin to meditate deeply for long enough, you will begin to have memories surface from your subconscious, and also you would begin to see feelings and thoughts you didn’t realise you had, as your inner self begins to communicate with you.

I believe that is (a part at least) of what has been happening.

But the recent dreams, starting with the Teddie Bear – have had a drastically different feel to them.  Each dream I have had since the one I mention above as revolved around me being in some form of conflict.  First – a bully that used scare me when I was much younger and at school.  He appeared in my dream, and wasn’t too pleasant.  Then an inner strength took over me, as I began to fight him, but not in a way he could fight back.  I literally “repelled”  him, making him defenceless.  Further, I got what I can only describe as a “dark urge”  which compelled me to hurt him badly.  I did this without any consideration.  Instantly after doing so, I felt scared that I could have done that, and that it seemed to come from a dark side of me that was gleeful of its power.  The bully asked me why I would do such a thing; I answered that I had always been able to do it.

Further dreams have also revolved around conflict.  Often me walking away from family, or pushing them away – telling them I have no interest in seeing them anymore…or for a long while.  In another dream, I attacked my brother in much the same way as I did the bully from the other dream.  I don’t think he had done anything particular to provoke such a reaction.  But each time I was frightened that I could do such a thing, but glad in a way that I had done it.  Again, it seemed to originate from a dark almost destructive aspect within me.

After each of these dreams, I would awake – and instantly remember the Teddie.  The strange thing is, I always wake up with my eyes closed.  Or become aware in my sleep.  The memory of the presence of the Teddie is always very strong in these moments.  And I can never bring myself to open my eyes to look to see if it is there.  I usually turn my back to it (if it is even there – I do feel a mild watchful presence) and will myself back to sleep.  Usually falling into another similar dream, only to awaken lying on my back in the same way with my eyes closed with thoughts of the entity(?) watching me.

This has been causing me to feel very tired now.  It often feels as though I haven’t had a full nights sleep – even though I have slept the entire night.

Now this is where things are very confused for me.  I do not know if these dreams and the vision are elements of my subconscious trying to tell me something – a lesson or old memories?  Or if these dreams are coming from an external source.

My intuition tells me it is a bit of both.  My intellect is telling me they are “just dreams” .

Anyway – I am glad that you read some cards for me, thank you:

The fact that Intuition comes up is very interesting.  I feel over the past few weeks that I have been trying to get in touch with my intuition.  I have been listening to it far more than I normally would.  But also feel as though I don’t know how to listen to it properly, or even “what”  my intuition is.  And that something is “blocking”  my ability to know or listen.  It sometimes feels like a very strong internal emotional conflict.  As though two aspects of me are fighting it out.  This seems to come on to the Conditioning aspect you mention.

I feel as though I am somehow breaking free of some form of conditioning.  I am not talking about general consensus, or normal Matrix programming here.  I think I broke out of that a long time ago (though maybe I only broke out of those things intellectually, and not physically / spiritually?).  It does indeed feel as though there is some form of aspect surrounding me that I am pushing through…but it is constantly pulling me back.  I cannot define it or see it any better than that.  It is a feeling is all…

I am not really sure where to go from here.  But I am sure that I am “meant”  to do something.  After seeing the Teddie, when I got up in the morning I had a strong feeling to leave the Temp. job I had just started.  And so I did this…it is odd that the feeling was a compulsion more than anything else though.

A part of me is telling me to look for this entity every time I awake from a dream.  But I have a bit of a fear to do that.  So I am unsure how to proceed with that.

My intuition is also telling me that some of this has to do with some old memories I do not remember.  So screen memories are quite a possibility, so in what context was you meaning when you referred to that?

This is all very odd stuff for me – I am finding it quite draining and confusing.  Anyway, I appreciate the help here and sorry for the length of these posts…

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Marcus wrote:

...I am not really sure where to go from here.  But I am sure that I am “meant”  to do something.  After seeing the Teddie, when I got up in the morning I had a strong feeling to leave the Temp. job I had just started.  And so I did this…it is odd that the feeling was a compulsion more than anything else though...

A part of me is telling me to look for this entity every time I awake from a dream.  But I have a bit of a fear to do that.  So I am unsure how to proceed with that.

My intuition is also telling me that some of this has to do with some old memories I do not remember.  So screen memories are quite a possibility, so in what context was you meaning when you referred to that?

This is all very odd stuff for me – I am finding it quite draining and confusing.  Anyway, I appreciate the help here and sorry for the length of these posts…

The length of your  post does not matter. Heck! Did you see my dream post? Loooooong. This is a place to share what is honestly wanting to come out of your psyche, whatever  form it takes. Maybe try setting an intention each night that you feel you want to-having to do with handling this activity you are experiencing. Saying it out LOUD or writing it down (did you see the film, "The Butterfly Effect?" A great example - except I disagree it had to end the way that  it did, lol!)

Fighting  the bully and your brother-sounds like possibly a message about or from your "shadow self."
So nothing to be ashamed or afraid of - but rather something to be looked into. The whole notion of **balancing** the dark and the light as opposed to trying to get rid of all darkness.altogether...this is a fairly new perspective  to me.  But one thing I feel is that the shadow self can be an ally at times. So not always negative. Maybe the key is to allow it to serve you rather that you serving it. Debbie Ford wrote a book I have not yet read. It looks very interesting after thunbing thtough it.

"The Secret of the Shadow : The Power of Owning Your Story"

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/de … mp;s=books

Found these today, witten by her, too:

"The Dark Side of the Light Chasers: Reclaiming Your Power, Creativity, Brilliance, and Dreams"

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/ … 88-3590241

List of others by her that are available:

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/ … 88-3590241


Screen memories are memories substituted for real ones. Seems the brain has to do something with them so disguising them is said to be a tactic used by aliens on people. If it is available to you, do rent the movie series, "Taken." It has 10 episodes in total and it is fairly well done for a made for TV movie. Many video and DVD rental stores have it. One or more of the chapters shows a portrayal of
screen memories/screen experiences. Dakota Fanning, probably the best child actor alive on the planet right now, stars in the film.

Iriana

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Re: The After Life on a Conveyer Belt and a Giant Teddie Bear...

Thanks again for the reply.

I watched the Taken series early last year (maybe two years now??) and thought it pretty good.  I never watched the final episode though.  I remember the bit about the guy and his memories...but not a whole lot about it.  Maybe I will watch it again.

I think I will order that book by Debbie Ford, seems interesting and should be helpful.

Still having some quite vivid dreams - though nothing really specific now.  But I am remembering them well.  For some reason I am feeling quite an inner conflict going on in me right now.  Like there is some form of shift occuring - it's weird because I can't work out what is happening precisely.  But in some respects it seems to make me want to feel depressed.  But I won't give into that.

All I feel I can do know is gather as much information and learn as much as possible about what is occuring.