Topic: A possible view of the merging of the dimensions
I don't have many references from books/sites that I can share that spring to mind (that haven't been posted on NR), but I have had a lot of inner insights/dreams over the years that I could offer. I don't think I'm sharing them in the 'claridad' sense, but because I truly feel they are my little part of the huge puzzle that we are all a part of. And I joined this forum so I could share ideas, read and write, talk and listen.
I don't want to hide (in perceived 'shame' that I'm wacky, delusional, a nutcase, having lost the plot or any reason - "thanks mum!") any more. Nor do I want to cloak my insights (previously called messages) etc in the guise of anything that might be 'more acceptable/worthy/weighty/galactic' to doubters/seekers/spiritual elitites/intellecual judges etc. This is all I have to offer right now - plus my own thoughts as to what they may mean.
So if its all right with you people, I'm going to use NR as a springboard for introducing my inner reserves when my inner-tuition guides me.
I hadn't realised that joining this forum would push me through more of my personal stuff, but I'm writing it as I go through it because I'd rather reach out with this - that is a real part of me - than keep silent incase I am not accepted.
Phew, getting heavy
- nuff said. ![]()
Here is an insight I had in the 90s about what it might be like when the 'shift' occurs. I wrote it as I saw/felt it.
I AM ONE WITH THE ETERNAL SPIRIT
Oh sweet reality! My thoughts soar like a seagull flying high above swirling green oceans as I stand here, waiting for our union.
I am standing on a hilltop; a gentle breeze lifts my long hair and then lets it fall softly back onto my shoulders. I am with a group of people, in a circle all holding hands, silently praying. Meditating. Waiting.
I look at each face, framed by the backdrop of golden green pastures – new growth springing from fertile soil. Each face - eyes closed - a picture of blissful peace, calm anticipation of His return. My heart bursts open with love for these people – brothers, sisters, friends who have worked together for so long towards this Day. My heart explands, completely enveloping this circle; welcoming, warming each precious Soul standing here.
This Day has been our focus ever since I can remember – it has brought us together and carried us through many difficult circumstances.
This Day – prepared for lovingly by each of us in daily meditations; longed for collectively in our waking thoughts; dreamed of prophetically in our nocturnal slumbers.
This Day – the point of our existence.
Suddenly, I feel the energy changing all around me. The air is becoming charged, rarified; the surroundings seem visibly less dense, shimmering in a golden/white light that is diffusing through the clouds and streaming onto the Earth.
The sound of music fills my ears. Angelic voices ring in melodic harmonics that lift my consciousness to breathtaking heights.
I take a long deep breath, drinking in this amazing prelude to His arrival and my lungs become filled with exotic jasmine perfume – perfume that filters through my whole being, until I feel like the petals of a delicate flower opening to the radiance of pure sunlight for the first time.
The breeze now feels like Angels’ wings caressing my cheeks with a touch so soft, so delicate that my whole body becomes sensually, vitally alive.
The Angels’ voices soar to a climatic height, accompanied by ethereal trumpets playing clear, light-filled notes. And then it happens.
Suddenly. Like heavenly waters breaking upon the Earth’s shore – pouring through an invisible hole from the highest dimension, flows a wave of pure Love. Invisible, yet visible, it washes over each of us.
For all my preparation, this influx of divine energy is so powerful, it nearly knocks me over.
Sheer God Force streaming through into my reality. Total unconditional love pounding at the door of my heart, which yields with a graceful bow as The Christ* enters my being.
I stagger slightly and take in a sharp breath, and as I do so, I am filled with total knowing. We are one. My whole body feels so alive, so electric, I feel I will explode in a myriad of heavenly colours. My heart, so filled with love, is momentarily overwhelmed and beats as fast as the wings of a hummingbird.
My mind explodes outward, expanding on, on, further and further to the unending limits of Space. My internal eyes see stars, planets, exploding nebulae all in the flash of a split second as I am joined with the mind of God - The Vast Knowingness of the All That Is.
All I know is that I exist. All details explode into the oneness of It All. My whole body/mind/soul shudders in the ecstasy of being at one with the heart and mind of the Creator.
And now the wave recedes. Not completely - it laps against the shore of my reality - bathing, cleansing, caressing my stunned consciousness.
My eyes focus again on my shimmering surroundings.
I breathe out a long, calming breath. And I just stand there – still riveted to the spot of land that anchored me on Earth; that received the aftermath of the electric jolt as it surged through me to the core of the planet.
I become aware of myself – my slow breathing, the grateful tears streaming down my face. The feeling of peaceful completeness that I have never experienced before. The absence of the always-present longing for something-someone. I become aware of a new presence within me. Colouring my vision, my thoughts, my emotions. I’m still me, but now I am infinite in this finite body.
He is here.
Living. Breathing. Experiencing life through me. With me.
My earthly body falls to its knees, weeping with relief - thousands of lives and lifetimes sobbing their thanks through me.
I touch the Earth with my hands. The soft green grass feels good to my touch.
At last.
I am Conscious.
I am Present.
I am Home.I AM.
* The Christ in this context is the consciousness that is one with the Godforce
Also, when I wrote this I had short hair. The only thing I'm not doing at the moment, is meditating with a group of people. But if this is going to happen around 2012 (or 2022, or whenever), maybe it will be more accurate then.
I also had the feeling writing this, that while everything was growing green and nice - we/earth had gone through a really hard time and this was re-growth. But I wasn't being shown that as it would have freaked me out. (I have a feeling the 'good guys' don't push anything onto you that may scare you as that would be counterproductive).
Has anyone else had any insights similar to this? If this is what is going to happen, I'm signing up to stick around! ![]()
It struck me as I re-read it (from a different perspective to normal) that it could be possible that we are conduits for the energy that is assisting the Earth to evolve. Maybe we could be seen as midwives to the event for her. (I have a memory that this is a term that was used in another insight, but I'll have to research my writings - later). Or perhaps on an evolutionary way, we have all chosen (including the earth) to evolve together - helping each other (when we become conscious of it). This would link in with another insight (gentle ?wake up call) I had (An Invitation to a Celebration), that I posted in my introduction here at: http://montalk.net/forum/viewtopic.php?id=1162 .
I'd appreciate any feedback/comments of any nature ![]()
"The intuitive mind is a sacred gift. The rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society which honours the servant but has forgotten the gift." Albert Einstein