Re: "The Hive Mind: Rebirth or the End of Humanity?"
Hi ya czyx,
Oh, I am very interested to read your work, you have been a "shining star" on this thread, and I am grateful beyond the right words to explain about how you've involved yourself to the awesome, insightful degree that you have... but I, and I'm not proud of myself for getting this way, had just become overwhelmed with the feeling like it's so far gone, already so ingrained into our future (TPTB seem to have competently put their ducks in a tight row on this one)... I began to feel it is a hopeless situation
. My insidious, and really, really kwappy thought at the time was 'I'm older, I'm going to be dead before all this kwap comes down anyway'. As I said, I'm not proud of myself for my thoughts. Not at all.
I'm sorry, sorry that I've allowed the topic to make me feel such defeat... defeat is something I rarely feel, much less take to my heart as I had. I've had a post I was going to submit saved for so long, and just couldn't get over the feeling of 'what's it worth' (my thoughts' worth) to post it... what a pansy, eh? (rhetorical, I'm sure you're too generous of spirit to agree with me there) I even wanted to make a post about my feelings of defeat, but felt like such a doo-doo brain for letting it get to me that way that I couldn't.
Anyway, I will definitely read it and see how I may contribute... because you know what? Now that I've taken a break, and I think a little more clearly about it, it's not about "saving" our society from this travesty, just you or me alone can't take back what TPTB have put into place, but with education at least more can be made aware, and we can never know how a collective awareness can change the shape of the future... no doubt an uphill battle on the steepest of slope, but it's gotta be better than giving in and rolling over, and that's undoubtedly what I was doing.
You know, it's true, what they say about confession (confessing here my unsightly, ugly feelings) being good for the soul, I think I may be back on track now... nope, there's the hope I'm so used to embracing... I AM back on track now
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I would really like to gush over you some more, but it'd probably only serve to embarrass you. Please just know how much I truely appreciate you and your efforts czyx. In my "eye" you are a shining star.
BTW--just so you know, so you know "connectivity" is alive and well on NR, I wondered yesterday how you were coming along with your research, and Viola!, here's the reply this morning. I love it!
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.