My niece is on them....
when I hang around her I feel a drag on my energy....
as though her field becomes this vaccuum that sucks me dry.
I wonder if, because these drugs keep you "up" and peppy, it causes your energetic field to suck on the energy of others to keep that spin going?
I have tried to suggest to her that she doesn't need them but she has a whole "story" going about why she needs them...I will try again over the holidays but it's a difficult game of dodgeball to get in to her consciousness. But I love her, so I will not give up, just keep circling back until I get through one day (hopefully).
I went through a horrible deep depression myself when I was in college and never went on meds. Thankfully, this forced me to face the actual problems, investigate the underlying causes, and change....
One of the biggest problems was that I was doubting and ignoring my TRUTH. I had capitulated to the hive, stopped believing in myself. I saw so many things wrong with the world and the thinking of those around me, but in my insecurity I just thought, "What do I know? Who am I to tell these people they are wrong? Do I have all the answers?"
But now in retrospect I see I was RIGHT.
Incidentally, I'm not saying I was perfect or that I was not also contributing to the problem at the time. Rather, my gut instincts about what was wrong with the world around me were correct.
My main concern was that every explanation and solution to our world's problems offered by the supposedly intelligent people around me were NARROW and LIMITED. They were about solving one symptom of a problem, and usually creating other problems in the process. Piecemeal, not wholistic.
This little voice inside me kept asking "What about the bigger picture?"
Our culture is very good at knowing HOW...but I wanted to know WHY?