I've been having recurring dreams of cars- driving a car, losing control of driving and spinning, forgetting to put the car on park and letting it slide just in time for me to gain control of it and losing the car keys. This one dream I had recently this past week was pretty weird. As I got out of the car, I was having a conversation with someone, an older man with a beard. I had the keys in my hand but noticed the car was starting to slide away as if I did not put the car on park and wanted to put it on park but my keys were gone and were back inside the car, but not on the ignition. It was on the driver seat's floor.
The next scene, I'm inside this Armenian Church, but it was much grander, bigger with more decorative columns, stairs, better lighting - it's not the way it looks in real life, since I've been there not too long ago to check out the art of the church. I then went downstairs and they were accusing me of something and we're taking me outside, but these weren't church officials, it was more like rent-a-cop like security you would see at any chain store. I was going crazy, losing my mind and didn't care and stuck my middle finger to the ones behind the glass as they were hauling me off. It was weird because it seemed like some underground/basement place as I yelled "Fu*k you all, weirdos!". Next scene, I'm begging for forgiveness from an Orthodox looking priest, but he walked away and I'm outside the Church, sitting on the stairs while the skies were gray and raining.
I then went across the street to some pizzeria, but the windows were covered in brown paper bag with a little opening where I can see the pizza. I asked for a slice, but walked away in the rain, all in the dumps.
Another dream I had last night kind of freaked me out in some way. I was dreaming that I was awake in my bed, unable to move and I see a goolish figure with a black rob and red blinking eyes. What's weird about it was the room, the figure, me- EVERYTHING- was a lot smaller. I managed to "float" out of the room to go to my sisters room and I see a fat, dominatrix with jet black hair and straight bangs, smiling while in a compromising position waiting to be spanked. I said "oh hell no, you're ugly". I wandered around my apartment and woke up suddenly, feeling a little disoriented. That's all I remembered. Yeah, WTF?!...[right][/right]
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