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BMX lol

I am as is Void.

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Hm. Imagine that with a Mercedes engine...

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Today I dreampt my friend told me that he would be moving out of his house he lives in to let his girlfriend live there and that he would be moving into a small trailer.

I called him just now and he told me that he is planning to do this. That it is a real possibility that he will be doing the very thing he told me he would do in my dream - move into an efficiency apartment and let his girlfriend live in his house.

. . . I was only slightly suprised . . .

I am as is Void.

319 (edited by Pinkrlyq 2006-08-31 03:35:59)

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I just had one of the weirdest dreams in a long time.

I dreamed that I was given an experimental injection of some sort of drug by a covert group operating inside of Air Force, but that was what I "intuited" during the dream after this drug had already taken hold.  I think their aim was to create a chemical that could transport a person into another dimension, next to our own.  Whatever their aim (and I remember some type(s) of aliens working with them), the experiement had gone horribly awry, from what I was experiencing.  I've never taken any kind of "heavy drugs" (like acid or pcp or anything), but I'd imagine that what I experienced in this dream would qualify as a "bad trip". 

The first thing I remember was a sensation similar to a negative color image of my environment, spinning wildly out of control, forming a very fast clockwise rotating paisley pattern, as I was essentially either sucked out of my body, or bodily transported to this bizzaro dimension that was nearly identical to my own house/room/couch I'd fallen asleep on in the front room.  (BTW, I'd fallen asleep on the couch around 10pm.....no idea when this "dream" officially began.)

Moving around in this environment was a bit disorienting, as I was a bit dizzy from all the spinning.  (I swear I hadn't ingested anything prior to falling asleep, not even alcohol.)  What it reminded me of a bit was kind of like when Frodo put on the One Ring and everything's a bit "windy" and has some sort of etheric light source (but there was no "all-seeing-eye" anywhere), but that "effect" soon faded and I was left in what looked like my normal house, yet I felt/sensed that everything was "alive"... that subtle type of "eerie" feeling you get like when you think someone's watching you even though you know you're alone... well, that feeling was coming off of everything, including the walls.  Very creepy, but I had "work" to do (at least that's what my feelings were during the dream, as though I'd been given instructions, prior to entering this realm, to go and investigate certain aspects of this place to verify if the drug I'd been given had worked and to try and gauge just where I'd "landed").  But I had a problem... I needed to go pee in the worst way.  So I thought.. hey, investigating can wait... I'm in my own house... I'll just go pee first, right?  Got to the washroom okay, but the electricity wasn't working... Damn, I thought... Maybe the fuse got reset.  So I went down into my basement to go reset the fuse that operates the bathrooms.  Everything in the basement was the same as in normal waking hours, except for all the little "gremlins" hiding behind the boxes.  Even though I was thoroughly creeped out to realize that the "heeby-geeby" feeling I get in the basement is because there actually are creatures living down there (normally invisible in the "normal dimension"), I paid them little attention and went straight to the fuse box.  My thinking was, I had to pee, and the sooner I could get lights, the sooner I'd get the hell out of the basement.  The interesting thing to me was that the switches on the fuses are (in real life) black w/ white lettering, but in this place, they were the inverse (white w/ black letters)... I made a mental note to add that "negative" imprint in my report I was to file later.  Anywho... managed to get the fuse reset, and practically ran out of the basement before any of the creatures there decided to get more curious about me (I had the impression that they thought they were still "invisible", like normal, to me).

Okay, so now I'm in the bathroom, flip the light switch, and what the hell... The lights (they're lantern-style, hanging lights) don't turn on, but begin twisting as if they were trying to rotate like a ceiling fan.  My first thought was "I must have flipped the wrong fuse", but then I realized that that has absolutely nothing to do with anything, and either I'm in some twisted nightmare or the laws of physics were totally f*cked in this place.  Either way, my urge to pee took priority, so I decided to turn off the twisted lights and just do my business.  I was heading back up the stairs from the washroom to investigate the rest of the house when everything started to go "bad"... Either the drug was wearing off or the house itself decided to eject me out of it's etheric realm.  Whatever happened, it felt as though the walls and everything around me began to collapse in on me, and I fell into a pressurized reverse spin of how I got into that realm in the first place.  My last thoughts were, "I've got to tell those guys that under NO circumstances are they to administer this experimental drug to anyone else!  It's not safe and doesn't do what they were expecting."

The next thing I knew, I'd woken up quite groggily back in "the normal world" on the couch, and the light was on in the kitchen.  I thought that my father must've gotten up and probably couldn't sleep.  I desperately wanted to get up and tell him about my freaky-ass dream, but I was still very sleepy.  I managed to look at the clock, which said 2:30am.  Hmm.... and that's the last I remembered before I really woke up.  It was 1:01am, and I was DRENCHED in sweat, clutching my pillow, with a very creepy and exhausted feeling, as though I'd just ran a mile and had managed to catch my breath again, feeing somehow "lucky" to have "made it back okay".  [Edit: Just found out that my father was in the kitchen (because he woke up and couldn't sleep) around 12:30am.  I must have misread the clock when I woke up the first time.]

Completely bizarre dream, and like I said before... haven't had one that strange in quite a while!  I hadn't been thinking, watching, or reading about anything before going to bed that could have accounted for the weirdness or conspiracy/MILAB factor of the dream. Oh yeah, just in case anyone was wondering,  I did not have to pee when I woke up either.  That part of the dream apparently wasn't something that was a transferred conscious aspect.  Just plain weird. hmm

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

Re: Dreams

Very intresting dream!

I remember awhile back I had a dream in which I had taken drugs and felt high during the dream, AND felt a little odd upon wakening.

What do you suppose the inverted colors on the fusses mean?  I found that interesting.

The part about the light switch not turning on even after you turned on the switch is like in the movie "waking life" where one guy is saying that when the lights don't turn on, its a definately clue in that you're dreaming. 

Luckily you only had one false awakening. LoL.  During this one dream I had what felt like a million of them.  It felt like it would never end.

I've also had the sweats after waking up from an intense dream.  I wonder why?

And of course, you woke up at 1:01.  101.  Eleven.

Well, very symbolic dream. Hope you understand it better than I do. tongue

"Beyond the stars a new world awaits me now" - Wintersun

321 (edited by Pinkrlyq 2006-08-31 02:29:37)

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Natural Mystic wrote:

Very intresting dream!

I remember awhile back I had a dream in which I had taken drugs and felt high during the dream, AND felt a little odd upon wakening.

Yeah, I've had some doozies of dreams back in my drinking days, too.  It's what it reminded me of, but still was much weirder than any of them ever were, as far as the underlying conspiracy context. 

Natural Mystic wrote:

What do you suppose the inverted colors on the fusses mean?  I found that interesting.

Have no idea, actually! heh... I'm still wondering about that, myself.  It just "stood out" to me, like "Interesting!  I'm gonna have to remember this."  But why... still have no idea.  Doesn't have any deeper meaning to me other than to reinforce the concept of the backwards-ness of that realm.

Natural Mystic wrote:

The part about the light switch not turning on even after you turned on the switch is like in the movie "waking life" where one guy is saying that when the lights don't turn on, its a definately clue in that you're dreaming.

That's interesting!  Hadn't heard of that before.  I wanted to rent Waking Life, but none of the video stores around here have it.  bummer sad

Natural Mystic wrote:

Luckily you only had one false awakening. LoL.  During this one dream I had what felt like a million of them.  It felt like it would never end.

God, I hate that!  It's so disorienting, and then you're never quite sure when you actually do wake up if you're in the "right" place! LOL!

Natural Mystic wrote:

I've also had the sweats after waking up from an intense dream.  I wonder why?

Must be a stress reaction.  I guess if our mind thinks it's real enough, our body reacts as though we're really under duress.

Natural Mystic wrote:

And of course, you woke up at 1:01.  101.  Eleven.

Well, very symbolic dream. Hope you understand it better than I do. tongue

Yeah, lately I've had lots of number synchs associated with time, but I must be super dense if there's any meaning behind it, 'cuz I've not been able to relate it to anything meaningfully relevant yet!  Same goes for that dream... has nothing to do with anything as far as my waking life is concerned, and I remain hopelessly clueless, but then again, nothing new there! lol

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

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I've never remembered having any MILABS related abduction scenario dreams. But today my seeming utopia was shattered with a dream I just woke up from. It was very vivid and the things that happened to me were _very_ messed up.

I became a patient in an underground military/scientific experimental lab base. I remember the base very clearly: there was a central lobby area with a very high ceiling and (seemingly) an entrance/exit to other parts of the base. And two hallways leading away from this lobby area; one hallway leading down towards holding room/cell areas where patients were kept and another smaller hallway leading to other rooms: science lab/workstations and other work areas, and I think there was a door to somewhere else at the end of this smaller hallway. There was a clear perception of things being run by _military_ authority and that there were scientists and scientific operations involving mind control of human subjects and other experiments going on. I was a patient/subject and I was led down the big hall from the lobby area and into a large room which was to be my bedroom/holding room. The entranceway to my room was large and tall - about 10 ft. across by about 8 ft. tall. And there was no door - the entire doorway was boarded up with large pieces of wood. The inside of the room was fairly big and I was kept reasonably comfortable inside of it. There was a bed, a dresser with a mirror on the wall in front of the bed and various 'creature comforts' - a TV maybe. And there may have even been a large window on the far wall but I can't be sure.

There was a woman who held some military authority over subjects like me and she was, apparently, my 'handler' because she dictated to me exactly what I was to do and told me the rules of operating within the base and exactly what I was not allowed to do. The entire base was on 'lock down' meaning none of the scientists or anybody were allowed to talk to anybody else about anything other than their official business. And it was known by everyone that if one were to simply speak out or talk about something other than their specific duties, then there was a possibility that the authorities would immediately know and, for some, the penalty for this mere act was death. I knew this as well but, apparently, I held an assumption that there would be some level of leniency on the matter or that the authorities would not immediately find out - I seemed to think that I could at least get away with talking to another, anyone else there who was being held against their will as I was, and that we could at least speak quickly or in some sort of code which would allow us to at least communicate for the purpose of collaborating on some method of escape from the base.

I must have been 'briefed' by the military authority lady because I had a sense of knowing that I had a schedule of duties to keep while inside the base (menial tasks at first) and knowing that there were severe consequences for not following this schedule very closely. I was allowed to freely roam the immediate area of the base - I only remember that it included this immediate area described above - and I seemed to be performing in some 'errand boy' capacity, this apparently being because I was 'new' there and was required to 'prove myself' (and my loyalty to the authorities, or at least a willingness to be subordinate) before I would be allowed to do anything more. So I remember having some delivery duty to perform and so I went down the hall to some room but I have _no_ clear perception of _anything_ I was doing specifically as per my duties (!!) All I know is that I did complete my delivery duty and I think I knew that I may have been expected to immediately return to my bedroom/quarters but I did not do so. I felt that I had a very small freedom to roam the base and talk to others, so that's what I did. Instead of going one direction down the hall and back to my quarters, I went the opposite direction down the small hallway where I seemed to know that I would find another room where a scientist was working alone. And I knew that this scientist was held against his will as I and many other workers were. And I knew that the reason I was doing this was so that I may eventually collaborate with these others on some possible method of escape. Not any hurried effort because I knew this would be impossible under the conditions but to merely meet another like me and let it be known that I was 'on their side' as far as having a mutual interest to eventually escape. So I go on down the smaller hallway and into a small room/workstation where I find one man - an asian man I think - he is in workstation/room by himself and the room is filled with various scientific workstation devices. So we begin a casual exchange about small talk but I seem to know that this 'small talk' exchange was just a front - a sort of show at first to maintain the illusion of both of us conforming to the rules of the base for our 'unseen watchers'. So we talk about some bs - lunchtime or work duties - and then after a minute (we both seem to know that we need to achieve a real communication about some resistence effort because our opportunity for this real communication will be very short before we must end dialogue in order to maintain an illusion of normalcy) he begins to very quickly make an attempt to speak to me in short spurts and/or code this real dialogue. He is telling me to meet him somewhere on another day at a specific time (for the purpose of continuing our resistance effort dialugue with less restrictions) - Saturday at 4 pm maybe but I don't remember where. At that moment he recieves a call on his cellphone from some military authority - my handler lady, I think. She asks him about me specifically and where I am and so he tells her that all is fine that I simply stopped by at his workstation for a visit. But the authorities apparently know immediately that something is ary and they send some military 'grunts' to the room to get me.

They lead me back down the smaller hallway and into the lobby area where my handler lady is waiting with some others - I seem to have the knowing that one/some of the others are the 'higher up' authorities over the handler lady. And I know they are about to pass strict judgement/penalty on me for my insubordination in not immediately returning to my room after my duties. There's some high powerful authority - the handler lady's boss maybe - and he immediately causes me to be thrust into mid air in the center of the lobby room and suspended up in the center for all to see. The lobby is a sort of 'public' area of the base so that means any workers/passers by would be able to see what was happening to me. I recieve the knowing that the penalty for my disobediance is death and so at this point I am expecting to be killed as my punishment. And I also seem to automatically be drugged by the authority who is holding me there - in mid air in the lobby. The drugs make me disoriented and submissive. Then I seem to feel some sense of remorse or repentance for my disobediance and am almost pleading for my very life to this powerfuyl authority figure. I also seem to remember making some weak effort to escape the levetation effect he held me in by moving myself out/away from it but the authority figure man made a mockery of my effort by swinging me around and to the side to, apparently, demonstrate his control over his subject. He swung me off to the side and then around in a little circle in mid air before bringing me down closer to the ground right in front of him. They communicate to me the knowing that I would be allowed to live (even thought the usual punishment is death) and then the man may have asked me whether I would accept a shot of drugs in a large syringe containing a mysterious bright green liquid substance as punishment for my disobediance (even though I had already been effected with some kind of disorienting drug/effect only moments prior). I refused, and so what he did instead was hand me another large syringe containing a mysterious bright orange liquid substance. I took it with my hand and thought they were going to make me administer it to myself but I knew that I would not do this. So I looked at the man and asked him what the hell I would want this for and he tells me, "Extreme pain relief - put it in your pocket." (for later) So I put it in my pocket being careful not to stick myself with it and they let me off and lead me back to my room.

When I get back to my room I am still disoriented from the drug treatment which was 'automatically' given me while in mid-air and I know that I am being punished and should not expect to be leaving my quarters anytime soon. I walk over to the dresser and look into the mirror in front of me and I see myself - my real face as it exists in waking life - but something is different. My eye sockets seem larger and my eyes also are too big and slightly dialated. I remember thinking that my eyes look slightly similar to that of a gray alien, being larger than normal eye sockets. And then I look at the dresser counter top and see various things sitting there and realize that I am having a bit of a hard time seeing straight.

At some point I seem to disassociate with myself and percieve the person in the room as being someone else. Like I'm watching a movie of this person being locked in there just like I was. The person I was watching was a conspiracy/spiritual writer who had had something to do with the MILABS information as it relates to being presented to the general public at large. He was someone who had taken his knowledge of MILAB type abduction scenerios and presented it to the public and I seemed to know that this was what he was being punished for. But I also seemed to know that he was in the precise situation that I was in being locked in there as punishment for prior disobediance and so there he was in my room, behind the wooden boards. But he was a very knowledgable researcher who knew a lot about symbolism and conspiracy type info. So what I remember was that even though he knew he was locked in there for the 'crime' of exposing conspiracies to the public - and even though he was awaiting the punishment of death for this 'crime' - he was still adamant and determined to continue his effort to expose this information about MILABS abductions and what specifically had happened to _him_ while he was held captive. So there was this long (12+ ft.) screen out in the large hallway just beyond the wooden boards and on this screen was all the information from this man's symbolism research as it would be presented to be given to the public. And at this point, _I_ myself, was behind the wooden boards in the room and this researcher man was out in the hall giving a presentation using the screen to illustrate all of his points. Lots of information was presented. I don't remember much of it other than it involved all kinds of different diagrams and complex images. Then after that I remember the man being back inside the room and he is actually giving some internet presentation to the world/public. He is _frantic_ and very passionate about informing people that he is now held against his will in this place and that he is awaiting death and that his abduction and imprisionment is tied in with the whole MILABS abduction information, etc.

I am as is Void.

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The imagery of the dream matches everything I've heard, read or experienced with
regards to MILABS experiences. The cruelty and cocky, cunning maliciousness of the
"top dog" really seems familiar to me. That kind of vibe or attitude is often felt when
various manipulations are going on, at least for me.


It's like similar dreams and experiences I've had where everything was coming at me
at once, and it's sometimes a disorienting puzzle in terms of coping with all the layers
and intentions of the attempts at control.

There is often so much going on in waking life that tends to obfuscate figuring it out,
or what a dream or sync might mean.

Re: Dreams

Xenopope, do you remember how you'd gotten to the base, initially, or did the "dream" start after you'd already arrived.  It sounds like you'd been there a few times before, too (even though you hadn't had any conscious memory of it before).... I wonder if it could have been part of a recovered memory that had been blocked?... or did it feel like this happened in real time last night?  Was the researcher's presentations the last thing that you recalled before waking up? 

Sorry, I know I always ask you a thousand questions about your dreams, but I find it weird that we both had dreams concerning MILAB scenarios and injections, which is something that is "a first" for us both, too.  (although mine was very indirect, yours sounds like SednaShere said, matching other people's experiences)

Wondering if "they're" making the rounds, so to speak?  Or are we beginning to break the mind-control barrier and starting to remember?  Either way, it'll be interesting to hear if anyone else had any MILAB related dreams last night (or will have any soon)?

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

325 (edited by Xenopope 2006-08-31 23:44:58)

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I forgot to add that after I woke up, I was getting full body energy pulses repeatedly. Every time I thought about the different aspects of what just happened in the dream I would feel the energy pulse from my core and on throughout my entire body.

Pinkrlyq wrote:

Xenopope, do you remember how you'd gotten to the base, initially, or did the "dream" start after you'd already arrived?

Pretty sure my rememberance started when I was already in the lobby area.

Pinkrlyq wrote:

It sounds like you'd been there a few times before, too (even though you hadn't had any conscious memory of it before)....

Well I remember having the feeling that I was new there and being treated like I was new by being given only the 'beginner' tasks, initially. So that might indicate it to have been my first time. *shrugs*

Pinkrlyq wrote:

Was the researcher's presentations the last thing that you recalled before waking up?

Last thing was the researcher being in front of *his* internet TV setup and giving the frantic internet presentation to the public. That internet/TV setup wasn't there before - it wasn't even in the same spot where I may have percieved there to be a television from before - I think he just conjured it from himself somehow.

Pinkrlyq wrote:

Wondering if "they're" making the rounds, so to speak?  Or are we beginning to break the mind-control barrier and starting to remember?  Either way, it'll be interesting to hear if anyone else had any MILAB related dreams last night (or will have any soon)?

There is a definite connection between the researcher as I percieve him to be related to mysef in the dream and my own self in waking life as I do act in a somewhat similar fashion as he did, informing the public of things not generally 'allowed' to be known.

I am as is Void.

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Xenopope wrote:

I forgot to add that after I woke up, I was getting full body energy pulses repeatedly. Every time I thought about the different aspects of what just happened in the dream I would feel the energy pulse from my core and on throughout my entire body.

That is really interesting!  I wonder if you might have actually had an OBE, and popped into the researcher's body, seeing/knowing his life for that while, and you later separated from his actual body, after you looked into the mirror.  Or...what if there's a clone of you that they have?  (okay, that was an "out there" theory)  But it seems that there was/is some sort of "connection" that ties/d you two together.... Fascinating!

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

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I had this dream that was like a twisted public service announcement.  I was at this intersection that looks interestingly like one near my house--a busy highway that intersects with a narrow country residential road.  I saw a car turn from the little street onto the highway, cutting off some other cars, causing a three-car collision.  A young girl, blonde perhaps, wasn't wearing her seat belt and flew through the windshield, landing in oncoming traffic where another car ran over her chest!  Her screams of pain were so terrible that I couldn't stand it!  Then the screaming stopped, and I assume she passed out.  I dialed 911 on my cell phone, and a red and white, or red and black, helicopter picks her up and takes her to the hospital.  It is announced that she only had a broken rib, which thankfully didn't puncture any vital organs.

Then a male voice says, "Remember, always wear your seatbelt and always drive carefully!"

Afterwards, I had another dream telling me to remember the previous dream.  That's the second time I've had one of those "remember the previous dream" type things happen to me.

328 (edited by Pinkrlyq 2006-09-12 21:35:31)

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Mutant Mouse wrote:

I had this dream that was like a twisted public service announcement.  I was at this intersection that looks interestingly like one near my house--a busy highway that intersects with a narrow country residential road.  I saw a car turn from the little street onto the highway, cutting off some other cars, causing a three-car collision.  A young girl, blonde perhaps, wasn't wearing her seat belt and flew through the windshield, landing in oncoming traffic where another car ran over her chest!  Her screams of pain were so terrible that I couldn't stand it!  Then the screaming stopped, and I assume she passed out.  I dialed 911 on my cell phone, and a red and white, or red and black, helicopter picks her up and takes her to the hospital.  It is announced that she only had a broken rib, which thankfully didn't puncture any vital organs.

Then a male voice says, "Remember, always wear your seatbelt and always drive carefully!"

Afterwards, I had another dream telling me to remember the previous dream.  That's the second time I've had one of those "remember the previous dream" type things happen to me.

Whoa, Mutant Mouse!.. I guess you should be careful when driving and make sure your seat belt is on then! wink

Did the other time you had a similar theme in a dream (with one dream telling you to remember the previous one) also carry a warning or prediction of some sort?  And did it come true?

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

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Xenopope, I'm a little late in repsonding to your dream, but I fine it fascinating that it's so incredibly lucid.  Most dreams are fragmented, and don't make much sense, but yours was so linear and clear.  I've had but a couple of dreams like that myself, and one in particular involved me being in lockdown and escaping from the government.  I've also had dreams of having injections forced on my by nurses, etc.  I've also had dreams where my perspective shifted, and it was no longer me experiencing things, but watching. 

This makes me wonder if, as Pinky said, you were in OBE observing the researcher rather than being the object of the lockdown.  Also, this could have been some sort of remote viewing.  Perhaps the researcher's psi abilities were so strong he was beaming this message to those sensitive to it, and that was symbolically represented by the computer and internet presentation you saw at the end.  Does that feel like a possibility?

330 (edited by Soaring Light 2006-09-13 09:35:49)

Re: Dreams

First off, long time reader of the forums, first time poster.

I've had some strange dreams but i think this one is one of the most unusual. Nothingness, everywhere, then two points, I can feel the two points, yet i can not see them, but i feel them and thus i "see" them, i don't know if i'm getting my point accros but its a strange feeling. I feel the two points become as close as they can be, but still not touching each other. The sensation of this is insane, looking back, it's like my body, which in the dream was nothing, was overloading with energy, the feeling wasn't pain or pleasure or any earthly sensation. I can not describe it in words. Then the two points, in an instant became distant from each other, this distance can only be calculated as multible galaxies away from each other. Now this feeling was extremley unbearable, yet is was not pain, It was as if i was feeling the distance between the two points. then they became close again and after a while they seperated. this went on for....well there was no time in the place i was, though this cycle happened many times before i woke up.

Another dream I had. I was in what i've seen here described as a corridor of colours, but it was more like a liquid in the sense that it flowed and mixed with itself, the colours that is. The sensation in this dream was incredible, bliss can't compare, i never wanted to leave that place. All the emotions of joy and happyness and bliss through the ages, all combined could only represent a fraction of what i felt.

Any insight into these?
Thanks.