I just had a creepy weird dream.
I was in a mental institution. What's creepier than being in a mental institution? Seeing your forum group name on the door. Yeah. "Lemniscate" was written (in rather nice hand writing, I might add) on my door. No other names were on the other doors.
At one point I was lying on my side watching a four-inch TV, feeling the futility of the situation, watching a "B" SciFi movie (even in an institution...). Then I guess I made a decision to "rise above" and not let them "get to me".
I became quite popular with the inmates and staff, evidently as a result of my positive, uplifting attitude. They even put an information kiosk on the wall near my door which included books and brochures. My decision to increase my vibration in spite of my environment/situation drew people and opportunities near me.
I guess I had established a class on "Using the Mind" (how ironic). It was split up into two groups for simplicity. One was "Using the Mind to Influence Others" and the other was "Using the Mind to Manipulate the Body" (this second one becomes quite cool).
In roaming around the institution (I was allowed an extra level of freedom as a result of my "popularity"), I noticed some blood spots on the walls and floors. These weren't ordinary blood spots, though. Normal blood, when it dries, is a dark red. But these spots were still bright red. I started an informal, discrete investigation.
I entered one particular room where there were more blood spots than any other. I looked at a spotted crimson wall and noticed a gelatinous creature attached to it. It was almost like it was trying to communicate to me some sort of reason for its behavior. I would have nothing to do with its mental manipulation, though. My mind was too strong and, besides, murder is murder. This alien entity morphed into a human form and tried to attack me. It sensed that I had no fear, and realized that it had no power over me. It ended up running out the door and escaping.
I'm outside the institution at this point (good behavior?), continuing the investigation of the murderous alien entity on the "QT". I have amassed a small group of people, though, who are like-minded and just as secretive. My cover is the continuation of the mind utilization classes that I had started in the institution. I'm also exposing the fact that the world we see with our physical eyes is just an illusion, and in order to see the real world we must develop our minds to the point at which our vibratory rate matches the true reality.
There was this one incident where my group and I were attempting to recruit this particular guy who was driving past us in this tiny car. We could sense that he would be beneficial to our cause and that he was genuinely interested, but he just didn't know it yet. We had trapped his car between two of ours, and he was understandably terrified. We finally drug him out of his car, tried to reason with him (put him at ease), then explained what our group was and what we're trying to do. He exclaimed with a comprehending "OH!" and immediately joined the group (tough times require guerrila recruiting...).
The next scene is on a beach at the ocean where some new recruits for my class are arriving. The people exit the van, and I immediately recognize one of the doctors from the institution (a guy with a dark beard), and sense that he is there to attempt to murder me. With my abilities at such a high level I'm not concerned, but I'd at least like to have a chance at influencing him to switch sides.
He approaches me, not knowing that I know his plans, and I ensue to demonstrate my abilities (this is the cool part). A glimmering, swirling light emanates from my third-eye area and I immediately appear naked to him (exposition of humility?). Then this effect occurs again and I'm wearing a headband, cape and shorts (OK, a cheesy kind of cool...). Yet again and I'm wearing a really cool modern white, silk-like outfit. Evidently this was to demonstrate my ability to manipulate and manifest matter with my mind. I then pick up this chambered nautilus and toss it over my shoulder into the ocean. It soon emerges as a ten-foot high version of itself crawling onto the sandy beach. I turn around to face the ocean, and elaborate on the illusion going on there. A huge, glowing, swirling whirlpool appears, void of life. The ocean life had been relegated to small, confining aquariums offshore. In order to maintain population control, they had manipulated the life forms to kill each other off by biting and thereby infecting the other creatures so that they would die. They figured that they couldn't stint procreation, so they would effect this method in order to maintain their "control".
It flips back to the mental institution, in one of the offices of one of the administrators. He's east Indian, and trying to influence the guy with the beard to stop hassling me (he's obviously on my side). He even attempts one of the mind influencing techniques that he learned in one of my classes, to no avail. As the guy with the beard approaches him and turns, his teeth appear extremely white and perfect, then morph to large, almost metallic teeth, most possibly emphasizing his bad guy character. He says that the institution was working with this alien entity in trying to maintain an illusory world, allowing it to feed off the inmates, that there were four inmates murdered by this alien entity at the institution, and that I was the only other one who knew too much. If he could "get me out of the picture", things would go back to normal.
All of a sudden some plastic eating utensils appear on the back of the east Indian guy's suitcoat. He discretely puts his hand behind his back and grabs a plastic spoon. He then deftly approaches the man with the beard and tries to slash at his jugular vein. Well, of course all this does is leave a red mark on the bearded man's neck and piss him off. He takes the east Indian guy by the head and shoves it into and around a thin vertical wooden support beam, allegedly killing him. A few moments later the east Indian guy's head starts to melt, along with the rest of his body. His body then re-forms, and starts glowing. As he walks toward the man with the beard, he states, "Lemniscate may have offered two classes, but I concentrated on the one titled "Using the Mind to Manipulate the Body". He holds his right hand out, glowing intensely, and touches the man with the beard on the chest, right where the heart is. The man with the beard explodes, never to exist again. YAY!
The big illusion is that "the world is overpopulated and this needs to be resolved". The actual reality is that procreation is a necessary effect of our learning experience.
Other entities want this dimension for their own negative purposes, and wish to maintain this illusion to their own end.
Control is not.
Lemniscate
Magis Amica Veritas
I would rather control myself, than someone else.
en courage (heart)
in spire (spirit)
en thuse (theos)