Re: Dreams

Last night I was in what appeared to be a garden.  My memory of everything now is quite fuzzy.  This garden was surrounded by fences along each border; people were pressed upright with their backs against these fences at regular intervals.  They appeared to be strapped in place - though I don't remember seeing any bindings.

Extending out from these people was long twining roots, much like old tree roots - long and thick.  Each person had many roots extending from them, all of which led to and accumulated together inside some sort of monument.  I don't really remember what this monument looked like, but it was fairly large maybe sort of shaped like a crypt.  It was dark in colour, sorta like onyx...though it had a distinct organic feel to it.

I remember looking at all this and knowing that all these people were hooked up together, and plugged into some form of hive mind.  I couldn't hear or see their thoughts - but it was very clear to me what was going on.

I took a blanket that was laying on garden chair and laid it on the grass, then laid myself down upon it.  I then began to meditate knowing that I would be able to shift my consciousness out of my own body and journey into the collective root bound people.  I had absolutely no fear of this, and was sure in my own ability.  I also knew that I would be able to travel into this collective yet remain totally independent of it.

As I started to meditate I felt my self begin to shift...but then of all things my mum appeared out of nowhere, emanating a clear intent that I should not be doing this.

At that point I woke up.  Initially the most interesting thing to me of this dream, was the fact that I attempted to meditate inside it!  My subconscious knew that my awareness was able to travel independent of my mind / body.

However, now I am also curious as to just what was going on in this dream and what was happening with those people.  Although I am not surprised about it, there is some strangeness in the fact that the situation in the dream did not match the surroundings it was occurring within.

Any thoughts?

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Synchronicity from a dream:

Yesterday (3/9), I had a dream of following a panda bear through the snow.  Today there was a blurb on TV about Chinese panda bears playing in the snow.

You can't change a tiger's stripes,
but you can avoid its teeth.

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I had a very unusual dream last night.  Let me first state my dream recall isn't great so these are just the things that are still with me.

I remember talking with someone in a Palace/Castle about STO/STS and how STS has controlled the world. 

They took me to a statue of a famous person who actually has the same name as me, minus one letter.  This person would be connected to STS, though for personal reasons I don't want to give out the name.

I was then told about various ways of control and how although the lands are split up on the surface, everything is connected by the controllers with puppets.

I was shown various ages and how people were controlled.

I was then laying on a bed with an Emperor and he was telling me about more stuff.  Slaves brought us drinks out of very ornate glasses.  Visions of jewels, money, fame, power etc.

I interacted with two people that I was in love with (in the past) and it was requited, but I foolishly did not pursue both and it has always pained me.  Anyways, during both my encounters I had to watch them be with/have sex with other people and watch them leave me in the dream.

The Emperor and others were there watching the whole time.  They then told me of perhaps personal involvement in Rome of taking over a city and how it was done, I wish I could remember the details so I could look it up.

When I woke up I was quite distressed.  Thoughts raced through my mind like, was I that person of the statue?  Was I heavily involved in STS stuff in the past?  Was I being tempted?

Hopefully someone can give me insight.

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Jedi wrote:

When I woke up I was quite distressed. 

...

Hopefully someone can give me insight.

I think the dream is the insight, and your feeling upon waking is the residue of that insight.

Having been aligned with STS isn't shameful--STS is a part of evolution.

There is the possibility that the dream was manipulative, and that beings in connection to you want to waylay you by making you feel shame.  Check that with your heart.  The scene wherein you watched your ex-lovers have sex in front of the rest of the court seems manipulative to me.

As far as the distress goes...maybe try saying hello to it, to that energy.  See what it wants.  It might want you to acknowledge something that will help you grow; it might be there just because of self-judgment.  ...Forgive yourself.

You can't change a tiger's stripes,
but you can avoid its teeth.

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Last night I dreamed a giant meteor hit the earth.

It broke up in the atmosphere, and lots of relatively little meteors hit the earth before the big killer one.  The little meteors were everywhere, striking people in their cars, crashing through windows, etc.  Just now I remembered having a similar one recently.

So these meteors are hitting the earth and people are dying.  Myself and a group of people hide in an abandoned house.  We decide to take shelter there and walk about the house, looking for a room away from the windows where we'll be safe.  At one point we are exploring the back section of the house, and someone  sees a group of unhuman  tall, spindley, stick-like figures that are just silouhettes huddled together in the a room (kitchen?).  I say, "Oh no, THEY are already here!" and we sneak out the building to get away from "them."  During the whole dream, the big meteor of death had not hit yet.

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It's amazing how many people have had dreams regarding a meteor hitting the earth. I've personally had at least two.

I had a weird dream a couple nights ago. My mom was pregnant, and ready to go into labor (she's going to be 70 in a few days, BTW, and got a big laugh out of this!). This took place in the house I grew up in, and my brother and sister were there.

It got to be around evening time, and my mom was "ready to pop". My sister rushed her out to the car in the driveway, while I searched around for everything that was needed to go to the hospital with her. I heard a shout coming from the driveway, and my brother started running outside, mumbling something like "You can't tell me what to do!" (referring possibly to his answering my sister's call and perceiving it as being bossed around, he's immature that way).

I was still rummaging around the house trying to locate everything that was going to go to the hospital with her. It was taking a long time, even to find my own shoes. I was turning lights on in different rooms, finally finding my shoes, then ending up standing on a step ladder in the closet of the master bedroom at the back of the house.

I had found this wooden box on the top shelf in the closet (this is where I have GOT to practice lucid dreaming more). When I opened it, I saw a heading comprised of some Celtic letters, large and ornate. It was followed by some text in the same font and language. I almost became lucid within the dream because I was so intent on figuring out what this meant. The Celtic letters were in a really cool ornate font that I have not seen before (and I have seen quite a few fonts, being a font fanatic and having over 2,500 fonts on my PC!). It was almost like Blackletter, but not nearly as intense. I couldn't read the language, but I knew it was of Celtic origin, and I somehow knew that this was a "report card" from someone's school.

I was eventually drawn outside to the driveway where, by that time, my mom had given birth. When I looked at the baby, it didn't look human. Its ears were long vertically, and the limbs were long and spindly.

I am of Irish origin, and I wonder if something happened in the ancestral line...

Lemniscate

Magis Amica Veritas

I would rather control myself, than someone else.

en courage (heart)
in spire (spirit)
en thuse (theos)

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Morningsun76,

Maybe what you are seeing in this particular dreamscape is archetype symbolism.  The intrepretation of the symbolism may mean a transformation of sorts.  Not a bodily death, but death signifying a transformaiton on a deeper level.  From your description, it seems similar to what shamans undergo, that is experiencing the "death" and afterwards the transformation.  Alchemical by nature.  I'm currently reading a book; Otherwhere-A field Guide to Nonphysical Reality for the Out-of-Body Traveler, by Kurt Leland.  The author is familiar with Monroe's techniques and helps with all the nuances, process, and figuring out all about the dreamscape adventures.  So far I've found it to be very informative and a great learning tool.

Do you think that maybe you are viewing the afterdeath realm?

If there is no time
      Then you have time for everything.
   You're never in a hurry.
That's true freedom.

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Manyeagles, I think your explanation may be correct.  At one time I had repetitive hellish dreams.  Time passed and they stopped.  Then I had repetitive dreams of renovating buildings.  It could be any building, a hotel, a house, a skyscaper, anything.  It was always really disgusting, and in one there was a skyscraper which had several floors in which there were no floors or walls, just the metal frame.  I would reconstruct the building and make it beautiful.  I think the buildings were a symbol of me changing.

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Hey morningsun, your death dreams reminded me of an article I read by Erin Pavlina about conquering fear. She used to have frequent dreams of getting killed by Freddy Krueger, but her dreams ended up serving a purpose. Maybe yours are related, maybe not. Interesting article though:

http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2006/02 … -your-fear

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That's a cool article.  I wish I remembered more of my dreams, and could be lucid like that!  Nowadays I often sleep very long and don't remember a darn thing, but I'm sure there's plenty going on.    It's funny though how this subject of fear being the enemy keeps coming up over and over.

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One of the most profound things I learned regarding dreams (and reality) was "Face your fear".

I used to have dreams when I was young that the "HR Puff & Stuff" dragon was chasing me. It didn't matter how fast I ran, it would always match my speed. It seems that however "cute" adults intend on designing or portraying something, children always see it in their own simplistic way: threatening or non-threatening.

I had heard something from my parents about just turning around in your dream and facing the culprit. As hard as it was (I guess this involves a little lucid dreaming), I did that and the dream never reoccurred.

When I became an adult (just a few weeks ago...) I had reoccurring dreams for years that aliens had taken over society, and I was trying to escape from the building in which they had incarcerated the humans.

Since I had had premonitions in the past, I actually concidered these dreams as such. But they got to a point (really annoying) that I started to focus on what was going on with myself psychologically. The premonition thing just didn't resonate. I always have a distinct feeling when I experience those.

So I thought I would try the technique I used as a child. If it worked, then the dreams, in fact, were not premonitions (there was some hope here). I thought I'd go a step further and attempt the technique while I was awake. I'd practiced some self hypnosis, and considered the possibility that I could access my subconscious through my conscious mind.

I focused on the part in the dream where the aliens (they looked like humans dressed in SWAT uniforms with the helmets on) were chasing me. There was that internal sense of futility. I worked past that feeling, stopped running, and forced myself to turn around, regardless of the consequences.

Well, the dreams stopped. I haven't had one since. I started wondering what was instigating them in my subconscious. I didn't exactly feel any fear in my life. So I dug deeper. Started asking questions directed out to the ether. The "ether" responded, by bringing to my attention a social response, while it was occurring.

Whenever someone with a strong personality would approach/confront me, I would become submissive and overly polite, not knowing what I was actually doing (this was a family trait).

A human's psyche, emotions and related entities, need to be expressed. They are there for a reason, to help us learn about ourselves and our environment. If you feel like someone is "opressing" you, or not allowing you to healthfully express yourself, that is usually born out of fear of what they might do to you if you did express yourself. This, in turn, is expressed via the subconscious (it HAS to come out somewhere...).

An old girlfriend had told me once that "You are a human being. You deserve the same amount of respect as any other human being. You are not a doormat." I had never heard that from someone before.

I was usually the "emotional target" for people. They would perceive me as safe, and act out accordingly (remember, emotions HAVE to be manifested somewhere...). They would be having problems with past unforgivenesses, anger, despite, etc., and direct it toward me. It would always be an irrational act, totally void of logic (from my perspective), but even others would get caught up in the "charisma" of the moment (most humans' basic instinct is of a pack mentality). One guy even threatened to beat me up for little reason, he was so angry with his life. He approached me months later and apologized.

From that point on I decided to stand up for myself. I learned that confrontation doesn't have to be something nasty, though. It can be done in a diplomatic and loving way. Not everybody is going to accept it as such, but I learned a long time ago that it is better to piss someone off in the short run; once they mature (some years later...), they will end up respecting you more for being honest with them. Not everyone is presently aware of their true self.

I also had to learn how to help others recognize their problems and teach them how to deal with them. This came with intuition, knowing when they were ready to hear the truth. I couldn't just say, "Hey, get outta my face before I beat the crap outta you!" Two angry people do not a solution make. I acquired the talent of self control and wisdom, backing off but knowing why. I could always express myself, but I didn't need to now. I had become aware of my feelings and was able to express them, but I considered that what this other person was dealing with was more important, and took the opportunity to assist them on their journey.

It is simply amazing what our dreams can teach us.

Lemniscate

Magis Amica Veritas

I would rather control myself, than someone else.

en courage (heart)
in spire (spirit)
en thuse (theos)

237 (edited by Lemniscate 2006-04-01 07:29:57)

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I just had a creepy weird dream.

I was in a mental institution. What's creepier than being in a mental institution? Seeing your forum group name on the door. Yeah. "Lemniscate" was written (in rather nice hand writing, I might add) on my door. No other names were on the other doors.

At one point I was lying on my side watching a four-inch TV, feeling the futility of the situation, watching a "B" SciFi movie (even in an institution...). Then I guess I made a decision to "rise above" and not let them "get to me".

I became quite popular with the inmates and staff, evidently as a result of my positive, uplifting attitude. They even put an information kiosk on the wall near my door which included books and brochures. My decision to increase my vibration in spite of my environment/situation drew people and opportunities near me.

I guess I had established a class on "Using the Mind" (how ironic). It was split up into two groups for simplicity. One was "Using the Mind to Influence Others" and the other was "Using the Mind to Manipulate the Body" (this second one becomes quite cool).

In roaming around the institution (I was allowed an extra level of freedom as a result of my "popularity"), I noticed some blood spots on the walls and floors. These weren't ordinary blood spots, though. Normal blood, when it dries, is a dark red. But these spots were still bright red. I started an informal, discrete investigation.

I entered one particular room where there were more blood spots than any other. I looked at a spotted crimson wall and noticed a gelatinous creature attached to it. It was almost like it was trying to communicate to me some sort of reason for its behavior. I would have nothing to do with its mental manipulation, though. My mind was too strong and, besides, murder is murder. This alien entity morphed into a human form and tried to attack me. It sensed that I had no fear, and realized that it had no power over me. It ended up running out the door and escaping.

I'm outside the institution at this point (good behavior?), continuing the investigation of the murderous alien entity on the "QT". I have amassed a small group of people, though, who are like-minded and just as secretive. My cover is the continuation of the mind utilization classes that I had started in the institution. I'm also exposing the fact that the world we see with our physical eyes is just an illusion, and in order to see the real world we must develop our minds to the point at which our vibratory rate matches the true reality.

There was this one incident where my group and I were attempting to recruit this particular guy who was driving past us in this tiny car. We could sense that he would be beneficial to our cause and that he was genuinely interested, but he just didn't know it yet. We had trapped his car between two of ours, and he was understandably terrified. We finally drug him out of his car, tried to reason with him (put him at ease), then explained what our group was and what we're trying to do. He exclaimed with a comprehending "OH!" and immediately joined the group (tough times require guerrila recruiting...).

The next scene is on a beach at the ocean where some new recruits for my class are arriving. The people exit the van, and I immediately recognize one of the doctors from the institution (a guy with a dark beard), and sense that he is there to attempt to murder me. With my abilities at such a high level I'm not concerned, but I'd at least like to have a chance at influencing him to switch sides.

He approaches me, not knowing that I know his plans, and I ensue to demonstrate my abilities (this is the cool part). A glimmering, swirling light emanates from my third-eye area and I immediately appear naked to him (exposition of humility?). Then this effect occurs again and I'm wearing a headband, cape and shorts (OK, a cheesy kind of cool...). Yet again and I'm wearing a really cool modern white, silk-like outfit. Evidently this was to demonstrate my ability to manipulate and manifest matter with my mind. I then pick up this chambered nautilus and toss it over my shoulder into the ocean. It soon emerges as a ten-foot high version of itself crawling onto the sandy beach. I turn around to face the ocean, and elaborate on the illusion going on there. A huge, glowing, swirling whirlpool appears, void of life. The ocean life had been relegated to small, confining aquariums offshore. In order to maintain population control, they had manipulated the life forms to kill each other off by biting and thereby infecting the other creatures so that they would die. They figured that they couldn't stint procreation, so they would effect this method in order to maintain their "control".

It flips back to the mental institution, in one of the offices of one of the administrators. He's east Indian, and trying to influence the guy with the beard to stop hassling me (he's obviously on my side). He even attempts one of the mind influencing techniques that he learned in one of my classes, to no avail. As the guy with the beard approaches him and turns, his teeth appear extremely white and perfect, then morph to large, almost metallic teeth, most possibly emphasizing his bad guy character. He says that the institution was working with this alien entity in trying to maintain an illusory world, allowing it to feed off the inmates, that there were four inmates murdered by this alien entity at the institution, and that I was the only other one who knew too much. If he could "get me out of the picture", things would go back to normal.

All of a sudden some plastic eating utensils appear on the back of the east Indian guy's suitcoat. He discretely puts his hand behind his back and grabs a plastic spoon. He then deftly approaches the man with the beard and tries to slash at his jugular vein. Well, of course all this does is leave a red mark on the bearded man's neck and piss him off. He takes the east Indian guy by the head and shoves it into and around a thin vertical wooden support beam, allegedly killing him. A few moments later the east Indian guy's head starts to melt, along with the rest of his body. His body then re-forms, and starts glowing. As he walks toward the man with the beard, he states, "Lemniscate may have offered two classes, but I concentrated on the one titled "Using the Mind to Manipulate the Body". He holds his right hand out, glowing intensely, and touches the man with the beard on the chest, right where the heart is. The man with the beard explodes, never to exist again. YAY!

The big illusion is that "the world is overpopulated and this needs to be resolved". The actual reality is that procreation is a necessary effect of our learning experience.
Other entities want this dimension for their own negative purposes, and wish to maintain this illusion to their own end.

Control is not.

Lemniscate

Magis Amica Veritas

I would rather control myself, than someone else.

en courage (heart)
in spire (spirit)
en thuse (theos)

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Thank God for "normal" dreams . . . !

Last night I had a dream about LipstickMystic.

It started out as a small family get-together. We were watching TV or something, and we ended up moving to a smaller room where there was this really cute, playful kitten. It was bouncing all over the bed, and then eventually morphed into a beautiful Golden Retriever puppy (this puppy ends up having "Obe Wan Kenobe" like abilities).

The puppy ends up in some sort of containment room in another facility. I could sense its desperation to get out. Some kind of human-robot thing was standing guard outside this room, watching several security monitors. The puppy used its mind-power technique to make the guard think there was a noise coming from one of the other monitors. While the guard was distracted, the puppy pushed open the large vault door with its mind and rushed out.

(be patient . . . I'm getting to her!)

I end up in this restaurant-type setting, or it could have been a dinner party at someone else's house. I notice this large coffee mug on the table with the name "LipstickMystic" on it. I was enthralled! Not only because I would finally get to meet her, but she could very well be one of the good-looking ladies meandering on the other side of the room. There were two ladies who had apparently come together, one was in her early thirties with short dark hair, and reeaally pretty! I was hoping SHE was the one to whom the coffee mug belonged.

A short while after the mingling, the people were called to the dining room table. Fortunately the "pretty" lady came around to the setting which had the coffee mug, next to which I had strategically positioned myself. One thing I noticed about her is that she was always looking at me and smiling, looking really happy.

We started talking, and I excitedly rattled off that I knew her from her posts on Noble Realms (I never did mention who I was, though). As she was simultaneouly talking and gesturing, her left hand came around and I noticed a golden ring on her ring finger. My heart almost sank (it's way to used to disappointment by now...) as she shortly thereafter mentioned that she was married, and very happily so. I took a menu and kind of popped it up in front of my face, in a sort of feigned embarrassment, and said, "Isn't that the way it always is...the good ones are ALWAYS taken!"

The dream ends there, but upon awakening I kept seeing her smiling, happy face. Gee, life must be good . . .

Lemniscate

Magis Amica Veritas

I would rather control myself, than someone else.

en courage (heart)
in spire (spirit)
en thuse (theos)

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Do you ever wake up sweating and uncomfortably hot? I've read a few medical reasons for this happening and I'm pretty sure I don't have sleep apnea, tuberculosis, menopause, etc, but I'd still just wake up night after night and shrug it off as 'just one of those things'. I'd get back to sleep by ignoring it.

But for a while now I've been having intense dreams and waking up directly after with burning skin, but not in a painful way. The dreams are definatley related to the burning as I always wake up with it after one of them, but they aren't nightmares. The most memorable time that this has happened was when I dreamt that a man-like being smiled as he observed me getting 'angry' (more like determined, but 'hotter' somehow), reaching this hot skin state and doing matrix-like movements around an office/school complex before waking up. Another one was where myself and others were trapped in a large cell containing rows of bunk beds. The sky and ground outside was red, and it was getting hotter. Everyone sat around lazily just accepting their fate. Ends up with us being broken out and fighting our way out against SWAT-looking troops in black armour and visors. While trying to get out of here I reached a similar 'hot' state. Nothing I did was of any use, they were invincible. Some time into my useless rage, now in an underground base of some sort with glowing maps covering the walls, a kind looking smiling woman approached me. I was using a small floating disc controlled by my mind as a weapon. It followed me in the air and emitted a light that I could focus and direct at will. I focused the ray into a laser and directed it across the womans neck a few times, but without the desired effect. She just kept on oozing smiley love. I woke up soon after with the same heat. I feel it's like training, that is just two examples out of often more than one a night, and I am wondering if anyone else here has dreams like this?

I can achieve this state while awake too, but not intentionally. First time was while I was playing a first person shooter computer game. tongue The combination of the simulation of combat and death, the desire to 'survive' and the me vs 20 skilled computer controlled opponents in a close quarters gun fight (seemingly impossible odds) must have triggered something. It's a very serious and emotional state without thought but highly alert, characterized by the all over burning skin feeling and single minded furious determination. Sort of like an emotional shiver but hot and constant. It's not an adrenaline rush and it leave me feeling energized/the same but not drained. In the game I effortlessly massacred everyone in sublime ways, as was my intent, and was bulletproof in that no bullets hit me. I think if I was to somehow affect the randomizer in the games programming that controls where bullets land through synchronicity that could account for it, but even that is pretty spun out. The state gradually faded away due to interuptive thoughts like 'this can't be possible?' and 'how am I doing this?'

I don't know what causes me to wake up 'hot' but I read somewhere about ascension symptoms and 'purging' of something, like toxins stored in the body or old emotional issues? Also Laura in the C transcripts refers to something called the 'furor', which I think is interesting but can't find info on it anywhere else...

Session 970726 wrote:

Q: Well, I just saw it! If you think about it, the Reiki energy,
after initiation, produces a LOT of heat... and that tracks
back to Sanskrit, which is Indo-European, and that is Celtic
root. Also, the Celtic folklore talks about the enormous heat
of certain heroes who had to be plunged into very cold water
several times so that they could cool down enough to put
clothes on. Add to that the fact that the Celts went into battle
naked because they would go into the 'furor' and produce so
much heat that they could not tolerate clothing. And, what
about the heat of the 'states' that I experience from time to
time? The C's identified that as a 'reflection' of the connection
to 4th density. That is a truly bizarre state because the heat is
so intense it is almost unbearable, yet does not even show on
a thermometer, and to anyone else who touches me, I am not
hot. Yet the internal heat is unbelievable. So, yeah... the
power flows through the hands...
A: Close.
Q: So, this 4th density energy flow makes us feel this
tremendous heat that does not register physically?
A: Reflection of it.

Sounds kinda like what I keep getting. A reflection of 4th density energy perhaps? I have recently brought my energy draining habits under control in an attempt to energize myself, this could just be a 'reflection' of these higher energy levels maybe. In this session they discussed levitation too, and this links to my 'school' dreams also, where the teaching involves more superhuman movement. I'm very interested to hear how some lucid dreamers or just generally more conscious people like yourselves experience the act of flying. I will try to explain how it feels to me. When you move your arm or leg or your mouth to speak, you are using a certain non-verbal 'thought'. This thought is unique and certain thoughts effect the body in certain ways, for example you don't intend to whistle and end up doing a backflip. When I fly in dreams I have a unique thought for this, as if flying is a phantom limb that my physical body lacks. It is like holding my breath but with concentration instead of lungs, I don't run out of air but it gets harder to hold my concentration. It activates an 'organ' in my chest that lifts my body gently, making it lighter. While holding this active, I can push off with my legs and make vast jumps and control direction, speed and buoyancy with similar thoughts. It feels like flying is a natural ability the human already possesses,  as natural as breathing or walking, but currently lacks right now for some reason...

Please let me know if you have experienced something similar or have any ideas on any of this?

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You can find a nice long list of Ascension symptoms here, which has the night sweats:

http://www.sunfell.com/symptoms.htm


I think by now, almost everyone is having the intense dreams.   It seems like our inner worlds are going to take a "front seat" in our lives, and this is the beginning.    The intense heat you feel is actually a good thing, increases in spiritual current are felt that way.   

Try to drink as much water as you can a day, everyday, 8-10 glasses would be a good idea.