Xenopope wrote:This morning (last night) I dreamed I was in a classroom . . . preparing for something. A presentation. To give to the students. But I was also preparing to inhabit the body of a 'gray'. It was like pre-packaged. In a cilinder tube. And I had to prepare it for myself to be embodied inside of it for the purpose of giving a presentation to the class.
There's more. The subject of my presentation was going to be teaching the students how to inhabit the 'gray' bodies themselves.
Well... Xenopope, what clearly came to my mind (3rd eye) while shortly reading this was a glimpse of a Trojan Horse. To go undercover and infiltrate an adversary what do you have to do? They have to be taken by surprise.
Heeheehee... maybe you were teaching a class on stealth infiltration dude
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I'm so laughing right now for thinking about the Reps having an army of Grays they think are soulless units, to then "come to life", and turn on them no less...LOL!!! (Oh jeez, not so funny now. I just had a very strong feeling of deja vu
...vewee,vewee strange)
Now, granted, this may sound like a strange thing to say, but--I learned a few weeks ago about energetic, or alter-density/dimensional, "ambush". As I came to find out, this particular ambush took even the most of transpositioned entities in my energy field by surprise. Though others may not see it the same way as me, some of us Light Workers got our asses kicked a few weeks ago. Literally. At one point I woke up with my head feeling like it had been walloped, and then even manifested a bump. A few days later I found fingertip bruises on the back of my arms. Odd though, only three fingertip prints, not five... wha'sat remind you of? I spoke to more than a handful of people at that time who were exhibiting symptoms of being anally probed.
I know, I know...
I'm talking from a battle mentality, but....
Xenopope wrote:Okay - boy is this weird. I am almost ashamed of this . . .
....I do not like this. Never before have I remembered dreaming anything like this.
How brave were you to post this dream Xenopope? Wow!
If I was you I'd react the same way, although I probably wouldn't of had the kahuna's to post it. But as you can see, for myself being a bystander, an experienced bystander me thinks, I see it a different way. I don't think the dream is noting you as doing something "bad".
As far as the being "ashamed" goes, I'll tell ya true, I often wonder how far gone I am from my Reptilian roots.... it freaks me out sometimes. I don't wanna be a Lizzy!!! No, no, no!!! I think a lot of us think about, even worry about this, it's just nobody wants to talk about it. It's so not easy subject matter.
Given the idea of a transdensity shift, how do I or anyone else know just exactly what it is that morphology may entail (if it were to happen). That's why I wrote that I would react the same as you, with shame... I'd feel it for sure, but you know what my NR buddy? For me, I know I live well intended, doing my best to practice STO/STA principles so that if it is a Reptilian "me" I suddenly find myself as, it's going to get bitch slapped into selflessness just for meeting my drive to be "better than that". I am an engine of STO intention. It's the person I am consciously everyday that lays to rest my worries about waking up in a Lizzy body one day.
And you? Do you live your days unkind to others? Do you manipulate and force issues with others to better your life? What are your personal daily intentions made of? Are they made of the kind of stuff that would teach others to be a Gray and join the ranks of the self-serving, or are you made of the stuff to be a stealth spy and to act with force in the name of righteous principles? These are all rhetorical questions asked to get you to return to balance from that skewed place of feeling shame. For what it's worth lovey, I don't think you have anything to be ashamed of.
Again, I know my words are all very sci-fi-ish, but do you know what I mean? About knowing yourself well enough to know better? I mean, if you had a dream that you were an ax-murderer, would you believe that you are an ax-murderer? See what I mean... Professor X? 
Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.
