the wave has already come, possibility (Page 1 of 2)

Well lyra, I should be sleeping…can hardly keep my eyes open but at the same time can hardly not  not keep them open.  The things that happened to me “in the past“? I attributed to 4th density bleed through also.  But now I am not so sure.  In the matrix people still ate food etc…consider a virtual reality, well, it is virtual.  I remember some in the c’s transcripts were they are coy and say wait and see…I am going to have to reread with this possible scenario inserted.  Like, the c’s could not come and say guess what folks, you are in 4th density…would not be kosher…so they say “is coming“? but still lots of evasive humor when the questions get too thick.  You would be much more familiar with the transcripts than me and can perhaps make some connections.  Just last week I was reading about Yellowstone and the animals leaving…and the thread on this one site was first of may, 95% of the navy was at sea, the tremendous cost and could only be kept at sea for a month the way it is all set up, so the posters surmised that Yellowstone would blow within a month.  Well, oh Yellowstone, where for art thou blowing?  Then I think of back in the 60’s we were looking for certain points when “it would all happen“?.  Those special times came and went…over and over again.  Just like now everyone is focused on the Mayan calendar…we keep looking for it to come at certain dates and the dates come and go.  In the mean time we look at pictures of gas chambers the govt is building, chemtrails, haarp, asteroids coming blogs, the list goes on and on and on.  One forum I am on referrers to it as FUD, fear, uncertainty, doubt…and it is everywhere.  We think that because we have the internet, and remember the constant rumors that it will be “taken away from us“? by martial law or god knows what…that we have the edge because we can share information.   Well, try the flip side, and we have been “given“? the internet so that we can circulate FUD more effectively.   FUD keeps us squarely focused on the virtual 3d.  Why in the world would “they“? build gas chambers, concentration camps, contract for rr cars with shackles, spray micoplasms from the sky (and jet fuel, god I spent a lot of time figuring that one out and was sooooooooooo proud of myself when I did), do things like haarp etc and then let us all talk about it.  I am on so many health forums where every alternative modality is discussed in depth and the never ending possibility that that too will be “taken“? from us.   

Did you ever hear the story of the Bay of Feuga?  As it is told, a ship came into the bay but since the Indians  had never seen a ship they did not see the one in the harbor.  The tribe shaman did however and had to teach the people how to see the ship.  Well, well, well??????????  I have said that when the time is right I will know what it is I came to do…but putting it off in some mythical future.  In the mean time entertained myself with self help awareness things, the inner child, overcoming “re-action“?, creating my own reality (hum, that might have more weight than I realize now lol), meditation, this way of eating, that way of eating…god, the list is endless, or so it seems.  Fact is I have been entirely focused on 3d while trying to overcome the limitations.   When I read in holographic universe a universe between two hyper universes it was way over my head…but now it takes on a different meaning.

Think about it, everything around us, EVERYTHING, reinforces that this is 3d and there is somewhere to go, something to do.  We think we are asleep and need to wake up, but what if morpheus is not just a tiny little clue…that we are so awake in 3d that we need to do just the opposite to “see“?….and that what we think is awake is asleep and what we think is asleep is awake…

Just chewing on all this right now…personally intend to play with this in depth…how will I know unless I look…how I feel right now is how I felt when I first read the c’s…my own paradigm shift…have not felt it since then…but boy I certainly am feeling it right now.  It would possibly explain the immediacy I am seeing with the indigos that are showing up in my life recently.  They feel a pressure of needing to know…I have sent a copy of the post, and link to the post to see what kind of feed back they will have.  The recent ones I have met are so “on the verge“?.  And yet I have been wondering why, as many events “appear“? to have to take place before they can do their service…but with a different slant on the issue…well.

Another thing is the smoking causes cancer thing…but as I read studies that have been buried the cancer started right after the first A bomb test…and that smoking actually puts a mucus lining that protects the lungs…whether that is true or not is not the issue…the issue is the time line…all the buried research points to something happening round 44 or 45 so when I read dobbs thing another red flag.

I do believe very strongly this is a possible reality that bears anyone that resonates with it to research it thoroughly…life is but a dream eh?  And “am I dreaming“?…well?well?

I am soooo glad for these last several posts regarding the wave-Palulukon and Lyra's sparked something that had been either overlooked, ignored, or not observed.

For the past year or the usual process involving dejavu has changed radically.  It is difficult to fully explain, but it is very, very different.  Perhaps in an attempt to explain it is to say something like this:  The air has a particular texture, this orange is peaceful, the emotional messages from others are solid.  That is to say, usual perceptions attributed to particular things, are totally different!  I know I'm not imagining things, or crazy-but this is something others have described as well (and no, not my psychotic patients).  This is a pretty vague or inadequate attempt towards describing this scenerio, but suffice it to say, something is different-tangibly so.

For myself, dejavu most typically occurs in triplets:  #1 is telling me to be aware-more so than usual-be alert and use discernment.  #2 is "yes, so and so is likely to occur 99.9% chance-so be prepared, but be calm and know that wisdom will be there for you to use if so desired.  #3 is conformation that "it has occurred" but the ability to proceed with damage control/or crutial decisions is without any anxiousness, fear, or negative emotional content.  Just is, and go on.  During step #1 there is a complete knowingness/pre-experienced feeling that all "this" has happened, but it is sectioned into 3 phases for the most part (ease of assimilation?).

Now this process is radically different, or simplified.  No feeling of disassociation, but a continuous flow of events without any breaks or distraction.  One step, but general sensation/feeling/reality is more natural-like taking a drink of water (you don't analyze that), tying your shoe, going to the bathroom-actions that are without any thought so to speak.  A simplification.  Not like "this has happened before" but the way it just is-no intermissions, no breaks in the continium.

Also, when we read the c’s for the first time, hopping right into underground bases of all places to pop in, felt this rush, this paradigm internal and knew that nothing would ever be the same.  Information that we had accessed before but not until the c’s did it either come at “the right time“? or in the right language, but it resonated and everything as we saw it changed.  This is the same feeling we are having now…internal rush, quickening.  I am not saying this is because this new information is “the truth“?, just we are observing our reactions… when we read the c’s huge shift in reality perception which took the better part of 6  months to assimilate…since then have both felt like we were on a plateau, and so hanging out, making new friends and reconnecting with old friends, enjoying the “calm before the storm“?.  Were we just in the eye of the hurricane and now we are coming to the back side…the side that packs the most punch?  Have not a clue, well, maybe a hunch, maybe a clue, but cannot say with any definitive certainty. 

To the post that said Dobbs made head hurt…yes, and so did the c’s for us, and so does Dobbs…the feelings so similar…

I like my white coats big and baggy…

vanilla sky...

and as the "program" started to malfunction evidence of the imagined life started popping up everywhere, the telly, conversations, everywhere...

yes, funny how someone says something that triggers a re-memberance...rather the state I presently seem to be in...

I experienced 4D bleed through twice in 1998, once in February and once in April. 

The first time in February I was alone in my apartment, I was in a very lighthearted mood.  I had the windows and doors open and there was a great breeze going through my apartment (FL winters make up for FL summers). I had incense burning, Dr. Wayne Dwyer's cassette "Four Pathways to Success" playing, I was watering my plants, playing with my cat... generally it was one of those rare days where everything just felt so light, right, and peaceful.  As I was walking from one end of the apartment to the other, within a few steps, my body and environment totally changed.  My body lost its mass and I became this brilliant sheen of light, and my apartment just totally went bye-bye.  This sheen of light was like when a sunray hits chromium and reflects that certain quality of blinding light. Exactly like that. Then just as swiftly, I was me and my apartment was back. LOL now, but at the time I stopped dead in my tracks looking around myself, this had been the first time I had ever experienced a spontaneously body altering while standing and walking.  At the time it was something I didn't even know could happen.  It very much caught me by surprise.

In contrast, and what I find intriguing due to its stark contrast, the second time it happened in April I was in a foul mood.  No kidding.  I was on campus at USF and it was the end of the semester. I had research papers due that weren't ready, finals were breathing down my neck, it was unseasonably hot, I was stressed, stressed, stressed... absolutely burnt out. I was walking to the library through a crowd of many people and, Shazaam! , again within a few steps and the blink of an eye I was a massless light body walking along, and there were no people around me, and there was no five story library beside me.  You know, the first time it happened I was alone in the privacy of my apartment... unless something like this has happened to you you can only imagine just how freaking bizarre it is to be in a crowd of people, then they're gone, and then they're back... and they don't seem to notice anything has occurred?  My blood was so rushing in my ears I couldn't hear anything.  The "silver lining" to this event was that it was EXACTLY like the other, and I had confirmation... though I didn't actually know for sure confirmation of what, I was just happy it happened again so I knew the first time wasn't just a fluke.  Even so, there was a hope/knowing within me that it had something to do with 4D.  Four years later I would get to ask the C's about it, this my first time back at a session for that many years.

One point I really want to make is I used words like "swiftly" and "blink of an eye" to describe experiencing this type of altering...  these words are "slow", no, they don't even apply.  Maybe better to describe it as a "lightspeed" change.

What I found and still find intriguing is that 4D bleed through, consciously connecting with 4th density through perception, will happen whether or not one is "light and lovely" or "down and ugly".  I guess I had some kind of ideation that one could only experience transition if in a perfect state of balance... this in order to reach the "null point". Yet my experiences and the following segment of a 2/23/02 C's session lead me to believe that there's way more to it than a "state of mind/emotion"/YCROR through your attitude.  It's not just simply about love lifting one up or despair bringing one down, hope and faith, or the lack of those, it's also about the culmination of all one's being: their frequency, their level of energetic emanation beyond the finite 3D body... most of the time I think we'll always be so much more than we know, every step of the way, our potential is that great.  And I'm not writing "we" with a mouse in my pocket here, I'm talking about all of us here in 3D Land that care to know just how far we can go, without damnedable expectations of perfection. 

This segment of this session is longish and there were a number of people present so there was a bit of chatter, but even in the chatter there is some interesting insights.  For most of us at the session the idea of an FRE was a new one, so there was a lot of digging for understanding.

Q:  ...(V) I'll ask something unless someone
else was ready to go.  Twice maybe in the last 3 or 4
years - once at USF and once in my apartment - I was
walking along and all of the sudden the environment
had totally changed and it was like I was a light
person. Can you tell me what that was?
A: 4D bleed through.  We mentioned before that you
ought to get used to it.
Q:  (V) Well, it is not a "getting used to thing." It only
happened twice and it was magnificent. I mean it was
an experience.  I can say now that I am experienced.
(laughter) (L) And not Jimmy Hendrix! (V) Is there any
way to generate this myself? It was just so
spontaneous?
A: STS do that.
Q:  (V) Do what? (L) Seek to generate such
experiences for the sake of the experience. (R) Bring it
on through the matrix, through technology, rituals,
drugs, whatever.  (JN) What were you smoking at the
time (laughter)? (V) Yeah, right.  So is there a positive
or negative aspect to this?
A: Not unless you are not experienced! [L's laughing
hard through the letter calling.]
Q:  (L) I felt that coming and it was so funny! (V)
While I was in this altered state, did I look the same to
other people around me?
A: Yes.
Q:  (R) You see it is only a perspective from an
individual perspective.
A: Perception is bonded by awareness.  Others are
bonded to their awareness of you and all else.
Q:  (V) Well, while this was happening to me, was this
also happening to others in my general area?
A: No.  Not likely.  You do not yet realize how rare
higher awareness is.
Q:  (JN) What triggered it?
A: Frequency envelope thinning due to patterning
imprint repetition of Violette in her environment.
Q:  (V) Alright what's a frequency envelope you brainy
types.  (R) Actually, frequency envelope, [asking Ark]
isn't that what we were doing with the wave
generating computer program? (A) Frequency envelope
is something like that.
A: Your awareness maintains a frequency emanation in
concert with those in your environment.  When there
are fluctuations in bonding frequencies both between
you and your environment, and the frequency bonding
of another, the fluctuations create discontinuities.
Q:  (R) Okay, that makes sense.  (L) It does? (V) Okay
then tell me.  (R) Okay.  It's like resonance. If the
environment has a particular frequency...hmm...  (V)
We were asking about the frequency envelope and
what it is.  (R) And it's Violette. And violet is high
energy, right? The color spectrum right? [The group
reviews the previous C's answer...] (R) Exactly, so it's
a quantum jump.  GROUP: Yeah.  (R) Because you're at
one level and unless something strange happens that's
where you're at.  (L) In other words--you emanate
energy, the other person emanates energy, and the
energy exchange is between you and the environment,
and between you and the person and the environment,
and your environment is maintained, and the envelope
of energy is maintained around you. But if there
is...what? Fluctuations? (R) Ah! "Your awareness
maintains a frequency emanation in concert with those
in your environment." Hence, if your environment has a
frequency that allows for a higher frequency, I mean, it
always has the lower, but in some cases it can allow
for higher.  (L) They're talking about it being
fluctuations in the environment.  If somebody or
something in you're environment is...  (A) But the
question is--which properties of environment that we
can describe in terms of...(L) Well they're saying that
the fluctuations are in Violette.  (R) In concert with
the environment.  (L) And in concert with people who
are in the environment. In other words, something is
breaking up and you are no longer frequency bonded to
the people in the environment in the same way; there
is a fluctuation there. What is it called when you add
too much energy to something? It becomes unstable.
Your reality construct is unstable.  That's what I would
say.  (R) You have a bigger marble that you can fit in a
bigger hole if the hole happens to be there.  (L) Right.
A: Rejoice! You are growing out of your shoes.
Q:  (L) Your feet don't fit anymore! You need new
shoes!
A: Basis: shoes.

That last answer is of course a reference to the symbology of the Ruby Red Slippers in the Wizard of Oz.

It's another one of those Pandora Boxes isn't it?  Arf! Arf! Arf!

If I was to make my best educated guess based on my experiences and various channeled inflow I would conjecture that this statement is false and the wave hasn't pulled through yet.... sheesh, I sure hope I don't sound arrogant.  If this were true wouldn't that bring every channeled source into suspect, not to mention the Mayans, because there's a date/s forecasted beyond our present time for when the wave will occur?  Am I mistaken, or doesn't this then infer that the channeled sources are directly influenced by "Darcos" in an effort to confound us into believing we haven't yet arrived to our evolutionary rung on the ladder?

And, alas...ssppfhhh!, one also has to consider that everything is happening all at once... and that would be the fly in the ointment inside the Pandora Box, now wouldn't it?

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

Hi Auendove,

Yeah, it was mentioned once very briefly in the transcripts in relation to a weird incident that happened to Laura and several others one morning.  There was some strange clap of thunder in the New Port Richey area, and one of the people in the session mentioned their room being "yellow" colored during the thunder clap, and the C's said that for 1.4 seconds or something that person had existed in 4th density.   Wish I had access to the transcripts here at work, otherwise I'd just cut and paste the excerpt.  It makes more sense there then how I'm describing it!