i put this here rather than start a new thread, and again, it covers 2012/ascension prep by use of pastlife investigation, as in the above stuff. i truly believe its a big key, and needs more credence given to it. my goal being that i wanted us to see if we can develop WHAT THE HELL TO DO NEXT with that, while were still here. if u have already left 3d, then disregard please. i can only, at this point then, maybe recommend more? major "soul searching" individually. and then group-link it? or something like that? we're too powerful and we came toegther for some reason on this HUNT. more individual work for a common collective POV--to be utilized later?
i actually started on the whole quest (it could be THE "grail" quest of quests) by studying "soul research" for real. my mom was into reincarnation, edgar cayce, was adopted (by a mason), wanted to know who she was, all her life. she spoke mystically all the time, she was a natural and trained healer. she had alot of pain. she was beautiful, but in pain alot. she was apparently, from a line of old-world queens/witches. she knew things about biology, science and medicine that just came to her. much of what she told me about the body, nursing, medicine, has ALL RANG true, 50 yrs later. she predicted stuff, that were insights, that science would find and report. it was very very hard for her to live in the community she came from. she studied horoscopes. she predicted events. she said she could hear voices, get insights from things. she had coal-black hair, black eyes, olive skin, and wore alot of eyeliner (that meant, in ancient times "I CAN SEE", means "i can see all, and i ever look around all the time", the old hags of yore lined their eyes heavily, u can look it up. as did cleo and the egyptians, both sexes). lots of visits to psychics for she and i, started at age 12. she was into stuff in farmland illinois, amongst alot of rich blonde pods, she had it hard. she was compelled to breed CATS. she tried everything to make money. we never went to a doc or to a vet. she and i healed all our animals ourselves, and each other. she was desperate for love, and i think, understanding.her friends adored her, she fed the poor, she went without to feed us, she drove cadillacs tho, and filled up the tank with 2 & 3 dollars. she felt like she came from royalty, while my dad made fun of her. she knew magic. she tried drugs with us. she wore diamonds and furs. she was the best-looking mother that ever came to school functions. she was on her way to the bar tho--and she loved MEN she was depressed alot, and felt many times she was going crazy. she had alot of guilt. there was war at our house all the time between him & her. it was rough growing up with them, but they were way cool, and we loved those 2 anyway, for who they were. we forgave them for what they did to us, oh well. they did the best they could in those times. they knew there was more to the world. they taught us that. for that, they r redeemed. much later, out here in cali (the goddess), i was given old yellowing manuscripts, a statue of sekmet, bastet, and some other stuff, in 1980 by an RN who shortly killed herself afterwards. i befriended her from the nite shift. her husband was one of the guys who was on the USS Eldridge, he was at MONTAUK. (and thats how i found montalk!!!!! i wanted to read up on it, and well, the rest is history). her husband lived, but was never right after that they say. and either was she. she missed him horribly, and quit living. when the pods screwed with her at work, she caved after yrs of pain. he had been put in a nursing home after that deal on the ship. he told her all the stuff. he knew what the TPB were up to. im getting chills.
she gave me volumes of info on past-life channelings by a group who channeled AS A GRP--the best way to do it. with clear intent and good heart. i guess she thot it'd be in good hands. she sensed that in me. they were from religious pastors who channeled and took LSD, peyote, & psyllocybin their 50's, 60's, & 70's. they were rich and did it now and again in palm springs. u oughta read about their trips. wow, they were such cool ppl. the kind that should really be in churches. they knew what was up. had alot of knowledge and love for their fellow man. those manuscripts started from work done in the 30's and went on. they explained, cayce style writing, who ppl used to be and why. like use of terms--"we r viewing this individual, now this... like that" and the specific titles would kill ya. it was called overall "soul research" and i still have them. i keep saying im gonna re-read them but i dont. maybe later. an appendix to what i think we're gonna have to do to raise vibrations, to keep spreading. it must be done by self-work, pastlife reclaimation/aanalysis, thru understanding the LESSONS. and connections.
here is some stuff i came across today, its quoted, from RA, and a fan of RA, im only using it here--begin quote:
"As countless sources tell us, our Earth is arguably fast-approaching an event variously called The Wave, the Harvest, the Ascension, the Shift, the Graduation, the Rapture, the Apocalypse, Armageddon, etc. Ra actually described it this way: The 4th density is a vibrational spectrum. Your time/space continuum has spiraled your solar system into this vibration. This will cause the planet itself to electromagnetically realign its vortices of reception of the in-streaming of cosmic forces expressing themselves as vibrational webs so that the Earth will be 4th density magnetized. There is no shortage of advice (including from channelers who claim to be in contact with higher spiritual beings) about how to prepare oneself for this soon-to-come time, which promises an all-encompassing change that could be positive, negative, or neutral for each person, depending on what they do and/or what they know and/or what they sense and/or what they believe. The common belief seems to be that the more "evolved" one's soul is, the more likely one will experience a "graduation" to the next stage of experience==only if your vibes are THERE. STO thinking and action requires much, much serious discipline, positive orientation, and pure intent, and true asking to know more. We must work through our problems ourselves to get benefit in the form of soul evolution. In other words, we must do the work of evolution ourselves, there is no free lunch! its personal archeology, and how synonymous. "digging" thru time and history for the self. maybe geneaology? whatever, to get specifics.
"At the time at which each of you incarnated, my friends, each of you was aware that certain lessons, hitherto unlearned, were to be the goals for achievement in this incarnation. If it seems to you that your entire incarnation within this illusion has been a series of difficulties of one particular type, then you are almost certainly aware in some manner of ONE of your lessons. As you can see, these lessons are not to be avoided. They are to be learned. The message here is that we have to figure it out for ourselves, because discovering and incorporating truth into our beings is a character-building exercise that is absolutely necessary to evolution. The 3D environment is here to challenge and catalyze us. For the rain, and the wind, and fire, will destroy only those things which are in what you call the third density of vibration. You may value those things because you cannot imagine what a fourth-density existence will be like. We suggest to you that you spend no time concerning yourselves with the effort of maintaining your third density existence after the vibration change to fourth density has been completed.
There is a choice to be made very shortly, and it would be preferable if all of the people of this planet understand the "choice"--but what one? that is to be made. It will be difficult for many of the people of this planet to understand what this choice is, because it is a choice that they have not considered!!!! what ?! Whether they wish to or not, whether they understand it or not, regardless of any influence, each and every one of the people who dwell upon planet Earth will shortly make a choice. There will be no middle area. There will be those who choose to follow the path of love and light and those who choose otherwise. whats this really mean? it cannot be that its just wanting light and love. must be more to it? ya think?
This choice will not be made by saying, "I choose the path of love and light,"or "l do not choose it." The verbal choice will mean nothing. This choice will be measured by the individual's demonstration of his choice. This demonstration will be very easy for us of the Confederation of Planets in His Service to interpret. This choice is measured by what we term the vibratory rate of the individual. It is necessary, if an individual is to join those who make the choice of love and understanding, for his rate of vibration to be above a certain minimal level."
i envision its sorta like the "weighing of the heart" that the egyptians believed. has to be done before, at during, all along i guess, from/at crossover, zero point. something like that. "Being proactive in changing your vibration from 3D to 4D is the key and everything else will fall into its proper place at the proper time". they say. this is grand work of/on the self, at the highest level. to be/stay elevated & shining. maybe we start a LESSON thread and get real real and analytical.
Consider that RA suggests that getting to know yourself is the first, most important, and most difficult job. The Cass group stresses "work on the self." RA says, more generally, that learn/teaching is the only activity worth doing. It's apparently up to each of us to narrow that down, though. Remember, what you do is a "demonstration of your choice." Perhaps seek to demonstrate your choice -- and whatever becomes demonstrable is what you have chosen=the lesson(s).
For me, that's the most fun thing to do, yet the hardest thing to REALLY look at/feel as the connections link & grow. im wanting us to get more specific maybe as time goes by and we can come up with recommendations/suggestions then to get us tuned better maybe, or like that. with SPECIFICS --?from individual lessons? or? maybe we can come up with such tremendous stuff, that we can APPLY "IT" remarkably. should we feed the poor more? reach out more? retract back in? be a light more? group think more? with what? besides r usual stuff already so mind expanding. like with those experiments where qbody prays/thinks at a same time. or group-thinks it. vibing up collectively somehow but from individual POV CREATION from work we've done, from learning our lessons, and their deepid guess. but what choices? hard to state it right. its individual but there must be a way to do it like never before. out on a limb here. just a ramble to light a fire for specifics from those who get it. i am risking on this. im looking for refinement with this concept specifically. there r keys yet to be turned for this to be done collectively, and yet individually. a co-creation of what we want or need or? to be developed. things seem to only go so far, even tho we have searched alot...know what i mean? we have ID'ed our captors, we know lots of stuff, but now what? is this is a new concept? or is past repeat? to do it again? we only went ao far before or we wouldnt be here doin this again. darn it. we gotta be/go way way better and more efficiently this time. we cant just stop with what we know now. all this love and light is vague and redundant. create something specifically here before SHTF. i need help on refining this one. a new projectthat pretty big.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"
Right on!
