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Topic: Night Terrors of a Different Kind

I have some odd experiences which may be related or not.  I have had dreams of being carried from my bed, paralyzed, by an invisible person.  I never see where I am being kidnapped away to.  In one of them, my kidnapper "dropped" me; the kidnapper was like levitating me, and then "dropped" me. I thought, "This is my chance to get help!" and tried to crawl away, but my limbs wouldn't move, and I tried to scream, but all that came out was was a breath of air.  Then the person "picked" me up again ie, levitated, me again.  I awoke hyperventilating and covered in sweat.

Recently I developed a fear of 2-3 am for no reason.  I don't fear 2-3 am every night, but I get sudden unexplainable terrors around the time for no reason, and always at that time, no other.  One time I was tossing and turning, it was a little past two, and something told me, "What are you doing awake at this hour?  You should be asleep.  Things happen at this time, horrible things that you don't want to see.  Hurry and sleep.  Then you won't see."  This immediately followed one of the terrors, and I actually tried in desperation to sleep.

Later I was studying EVP and decided to try my hand at it with a tape recorder.  I thought of doing it during the day while I was away at work, and at night, too.  A terror struck me and something said, "No, not at night.  You might record something you don't want to hear, don't want to know."

There was a period of time, about a week, when I awoke every night at 3:15 exactly.  Not 3:14.  Not 3:16.  3:15.  No other time during the night.  It was weird.

Another time I had a dream of a male voice droning, "Go to Canada.  Go to Canada," accompanied by a map of North America with Canada highlighted in yellow.  What was so unusual was the hypnotic power of it.  I awoke thinking, "Yes, Canada," and for two days seriously considered going and thought about it constantly.  Then it hit me:  what the hell was I doing?  Moving to another country because a dream told me to?  Oh my God, I'm going insane!  I NEVER do things like that!

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Whoa, the unique thing about your situation is that you remember this stuff.

I sleep with a voice activated tape recorder and the only nights when I wake up sensing (and confirming indirectly based on other indicators) that something suspicious happened is either when the recorder's batteries have run out during the night, or when I simply didn't turn it on for whatever irrational reason. I think the "You might record something you don't want to hear" statement more accurately means "You might record something we don't want you to hear".  The first night I ever used the recorder, I recorded some clicking sounds on it like those aliens from the movie Signs. Alright, so maybe you will indeed record something - but based on my experience, it does act as a deterrence because the more you know, the less they can get away with. Maybe it's worth a try.

As for a male voice giving you hypnotic commands, it's happened to several people I know. Maybe someone reading this thread can confirm their own similar experiences. Some sort of remote transmission via implant, from what I gather. Most people don't remember it, but a few do. How many of us wake up with compulsions we don't even question? How many compelling but irrational thoughts you have during the day are posthypnotically triggered? How many have visited or moved to a certain location because they were programmed to do so?  It's those hasty, desperate, compelling, but senseless thoughts and compulsions that we must question most...

Clark Hull, a Yale hypnosis researcher, began a new way of researching hypnosis by collecting and analyzing biological statistics about trance subjects rather than pondering the trance itself. Like Pavlov, Hull viewed hypnotism as conditioned reflex (acquired unconscious habit). He claimed a skeptical view of hypnotic phenomena, but he hypnotized a lot of people:


    A youth of eighteen or nineteen years is brought in by my assistant. He has consented to act as subject in a research project. I stand before him and look directly into his eyes. As he tilts his head backward to look into my eyes I observe as usual the sign of considerable emotional disturbance in the beating of his carotid artery...I direct him to look steadily into my eyes and to think of nothing but sleep, to relax his muscles all over, even so much that his knees bend a little and his legs scarcely hold him up. After three or four minutes his eyes close, his head nods forward, and his breathing becomes heavy. I say, ‘Now you are falling toward me, you can’t help yourself...I catch him when well off his balance. Upon inquiry he states, in a drowsy tone, that he could not help falling forward but that he isn’t sound asleep ‘because I know everything that is going on.’ I suspect that he is mistaken and employ the following objective test. I give him a posthypnotic suggestion that after waking he shall pick up and examine a book on my desk when I sit down in a chair, but that he won’t recall anything about why he did it. I wake him as usual with a snap of my finger...A few minutes later I sit down in the chair. He casually walks over to my desk, picks up the book, and after glancing at its title lays it down. I say, ‘Why did you look at the book?’ He answers that he just happened to notice it lying there and wondered what it was about.  (Hull, Hypnosis and Suggestibility, p. 32)

Hull’s subject obeyed the professor’s posthypnotic suggestion, and he was amnesic for the real reason he had picked up that book. He claimed, even believed, that Hull had not been able to hypnotize him. Actually, that young man had not only been hypnotized, but he had been to a somnambulist depth.

http://www.hypnotism.org/Research.htm

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3 Reply by lyra (edited by lyra 2006-03-08 20:50:51)

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Mutant Mouse wrote:

One time I was tossing and turning, it was a little past two, and something told me, "What are you doing awake at this hour?  You should be asleep.  Things happen at this time, horrible things that you don't want to see.  Hurry and sleep.  Then you won't see."  This immediately followed one of the terrors, and I actually tried in desperation to sleep.

Another time I had a dream of a male voice droning, "Go to Canada.  Go to Canada," accompanied by a map of North America with Canada highlighted in yellow.  What was so unusual was the hypnotic power of it.  I awoke thinking, "Yes, Canada," and for two days seriously considered going and thought about it constantly.  Then it hit me:  what the hell was I doing?  Moving to another country because a dream told me to?  Oh my God, I'm going insane!  I NEVER do things like that!

Hi Mutant Mouse,

Yes, I've encountered this sort of thing. For me, it's like Montalk said - "stuff" talking through an implant, giving hypnotic commands.  The work of Fritz Springmeier gets into this actually.  He wrote a couple of books regarding government mind control and abductions and gets into the type of technology they're using, including remotely influencing people via their implants.   When they speak to you through an implant it's nearly seamless with your own thoughts, so it's easy to not realize at first that it's even happening at first -  it registers in the brain like it's your own thoughts.  So you may even find that you're "talking to yourself", or answering back, before you have a chance to realize what's even happening. 

I woke one time in the middle of it happening to hear a male voice repeating over and over "You will only see what's wrong and ugly with the world!!  You will only see what's wrong and ugly in the world!!"   My eyes flew open, hearing that, and I felt very alarmed.  I'm glad I caught it.  That sort of programming is extremely detrimental on a soul level, with large, far reaching consequences.   

I've also experienced strange urges and compulsions to move to certain places, like what you described and what Montalk mentioned.  Several times over the years I've had the urge to just get up and flee from the job I'm working at, just quit, right now, and run away....even though nothing bad was happening.  Turned out after the fact that the job was important for me and led to good things, so had I caved in to the almost overwhelming urge to quit and flee, then I REALLY would have sabotaged my life.  The most recent time this happened, back in September of 2005, not only was the urge to quit the job and run out the door, but also to run away from my entire LIFE.   My boyfriend, my apartment, even ditch my cat.  Just run, and be on the lam from my own self.  It was a maddening, overwhelming urge.   Outside the day was bright and sunny and absolutely beautiful, life was looking good, and there I was having all that going through my head.   I recognized what was happening though........and so did nothing.  If someone had walked into my office at that point they would have seen me sitting there, staring at the wall, staring off into space, looking blank.  I just sat there and "rode it out."   Eventually it dissipated, they gave up.  So yeah, at this point in life, I question EVERYTHING.   ALL thoughts, urges, desires, ideas, anything I'm going to say or do.  ALL of it.   I have to.  They may not be my own.

But with that in mind, the trick though is to not become paranoid or fearful.   It's the mistake that too many people make.   You have to fight back and resist, but have no fear while doing it.   It's a matter of "taking back your mind", taking back yourself.  Exercising free will, and making sure that your choices, urges, words and decisions are really your own.  It can be done, totally - it's not hard at all.  You just have to stalk yourself.   I could relate to what you said here:


Mutant Mouse wrote:

A terror struck me and something said, "No, not at night.  You might record something you don't want to hear, don't want to know."

I had this too.  I have a tape recorder as well;  I've also gone back and forth about regressive hypnosis, to uncover what's happened to me.  But in the end you know what??  I don't think I can handle it.  Sorry, I don't want to know, I can't HANDLE knowing.  At least, at this point.  I'll get there in my own time!

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Re: Night Terrors of a Different Kind

Okay, I totally posted a response to this last night but it's not here. What the flip?? Am I tripping?

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Re: Night Terrors of a Different Kind

Okay last night I had another weird experience.  I had insomnia and at about around 4 am I was not the least bit tired.  I felt something thud against the bed, and had the sensation of something lightly thumping my head.  Suddenly the world grew distorted and vertical lines filled my vision.  I felt totally drained, and I struggled to stay awake/conscious, but it didn't work.  It's not like I would have been able to see what was going on in the room anyway, because I'm legally blind without my glasses.

The next thing I knew the alarm clock was going off.  It happened the previous night, too.

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How did you feel the past two mornings after this has happened?  I mean, besides being freaked out by the memories? 

Like Montalk said, it's amazing that you remember these things, and I think that's your greatest weapon.

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Lono wrote:

How did you feel the past two mornings after this has happened?  I mean, besides being freaked out by the memories?

Totally drained and exhausted.

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Re: Night Terrors of a Different Kind

Okay another update.

I had this dream/memory.

I was sitting up in bed and the lights were on. Something was wrong with my vision, but I can't remember what. I could barely breathe, I was so terrified and my heart was pounding in my chest. I thought, "It's them! They're coming!" And then it ended.

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hi there..this sort of stuff use to happen to me all the time as a young child. and I was actually able to remember quite a bit of it too..because I actually told people about it..and because of some other abilities I had as a young child. They thought I was bipolar and put me on meds. I was so drugged up for years that I was unaware of anything going on..until I weened of the meds later on in life and started noticing things again and connecting the dots of my childhood memories.

One thing I will say is that dont discard help from your guides and light beings in others D's. They have helped me ALOT with this. I am at the point now where I dont fear this anymore and it pisses them off because they feed of your fear and I am for the most part left alone..where as before..even just writing a simple post like this on a forum would either trigger some internal programming or elicit a pyschic attack that would be very disabling..i would literally not be able to type and almost pass out...

After many of the psych drugs were out of my system and my frequency was back up there again..i could comminucate again with guides and beings on other D's and I found out a lot of what I thought previously was 'dark or negative stuff' was actually work and downloads from some of the light beings that work with me. Of course discernment is key here....

but there were frequency fences set up before by the 'hoarders of power and knowledge..'the bad guys'..that prevented a lot of light and help from reaching the earth plane and made the MC and dark stuff much more possible. Those fences are being taken down and we have a lot more light and help available then we did even just 5 years ago...so call on your guides, or whatever you want to call them..."Light Warriors"..they can help you get your head above the waters so you dont fear this anymore and can be left alone..

whether things are happening to you physically or on other levels..your guides and Light Warriors can really help and throw a wrench in their plans...and help you no fear them, which is the nest way to get them to leave you along...to become empowered..

love and light
Myrrhi

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Myrrhiel wrote:

hi there..this sort of stuff use to happen to me all the time as a young child. and I was actually able to remember quite a bit of it too..because I actually told people about it..and because of some other abilities I had as a young child. They thought I was bipolar and put me on meds. I was so drugged up for years that I was unaware of anything going on..until I weened of the meds later on in life and started noticing things again and connecting the dots of my childhood memories.

One thing I will say is that dont discard help from your guides and light beings in others D's. They have helped me ALOT with this. I am at the point now where I dont fear this anymore and it pisses them off because they feed of your fear and I am for the most part left alone..where as before..even just writing a simple post like this on a forum would either trigger some internal programming or elicit a pyschic attack that would be very disabling..i would literally not be able to type and almost pass out...

After many of the psych drugs were out of my system and my frequency was back up there again..i could comminucate again with guides and beings on other D's and I found out a lot of what I thought previously was 'dark or negative stuff' was actually work and downloads from some of the light beings that work with me. Of course discernment is key here....

but there were frequency fences set up before by the 'hoarders of power and knowledge..'the bad guys'..that prevented a lot of light and help from reaching the earth plane and made the MC and dark stuff much more possible. Those fences are being taken down and we have a lot more light and help available then we did even just 5 years ago...so call on your guides, or whatever you want to call them..."Light Warriors"..they can help you get your head above the waters so you dont fear this anymore and can be left alone..

whether things are happening to you physically or on other levels..your guides and Light Warriors can really help and throw a wrench in their plans...and help you no fear them, which is the nest way to get them to leave you along...to become empowered..

love and light
Myrrhi

Thank you for your thoughts.  I don't really believe in "light guides" because if they exist they have shown no sign of their existance to me.  Though I do pray to God, and ask for courage.  I have become less afraid.  When I first realized what might be happening to me, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep at night and became very paranoid.  I'm not paranoid any more. 

If anyone wants to comment on my experiences, I keep track of them in blog (in signature) where I refer to them as "dreams" because it is hard to tell if they are real or not, and because the general public/friends/co-workers who might stumble across it to think I am insane or something.