Barefoot doc I couldn't have put it better. I just got some 15x extract today.
I felt out of my body, I felt like I was -everyone- there. It was a bunch of people I knew, my landlord, my dad, my youngest brother... but we were all part of some wacky machine, and I -was- them, but still myself... and we were creating wacky humorous "pattern dances" and singing rhymes that made no sense. Then I opened my eyes in my room and we realised that it was the "Alex" that had taken the Salvia. I felt this was a glimpse into "higher up"... I had had a little earlier today, and for the rest of the day I was having what I felt were "penetrating insights" on how everything works. Everything. It feels an absurd concept.
The experience was a familiar one, one I have visited many times via meditation, sleeping, magic mushrooms, and even depression curiously. The salvia was just a slightly more "psychotic" experience, due to the nature of the plant, but it was vividly validating.
It also helped me clear up a lot of things in my head. We were dancing in the patterns and I could feel everything as if it were real... it is real. This physical reality is a trap, I now know that for sure. I have been having insights on densities etc, and I have truly tasted "godhood"... Only a miniscule taste but a taste that I believe, no matter how intangible, was one of the most valid experiences I have ever had. The plant is legal as it works on different hallucinogen receptors than illegal drugs, but I feel as if it is more a key to unlocking a glimpse at reality.
I can definitely see why the shamans use this stuff. I will be saving it for rare occasions (2grams for $34-95 15x extract)...
I believe it unlocks a deprogramming sequence in the mind, allowing one to view the "higher" reality uninhibited. Things only get bigger, this planet we are on is a dense area of space that draws consciousness into it, like a metaphysical black hole. It is based on patterns, which are it's "code" - eg the movement of the stars, solar systems, and most importantly our planet. These patterns also exist as nature, which in turn begets humanity.
"The fall" was a descension of consciousness being pulled into the density of this encoded space, which I believe was created by the other side of this reality, the "dark side". Sat Tan (Being becoming)/ the womb of the "matrix"
We humans are composites of a complex pattern of raw matter encoded by a being far too big for us to fathom. Look at the specks of dust in the air... now look closer, at the atoms and the patterns they make... and then imagine how the galaxies look spinning in the void.
We are consciousness encoded into these forms, the world around us all being part of a larger complex pattern. Free will is irrelevant, death is irrelevant... The real purpose of human existence is to further itself in every way, to benefit the whole evolution of the great sleeping ones.
All paths are relevant, and my proof of this is that these paths exist. They are all created, the world we are in is merely a test, a proving ground for our consciousness before it moves onto other things. All the gnostic/buddhist/dark doctrines/even fiction has described this, and I have tasted it.
Sorry if I'm not making sense...
You're staring at yourself
I'm kicking down the walls
For all is naught