I Had a Dream

In my dream I was still chasing an ex-bf of mine that I had in this perception of reality, naturally I am married to a diff man, so it didn't work out, but in my dream my children were younger as they were at the time I was with him. We were all the same, but a lil different as far as personality and situation goes.

What I know now, yes thats right...know, is that just as my higher selves inspire and compell me with thier higher understanding and knowledge in thier enlightened state of being, my knowledge in this perception trickles down as well. With this I now am on a mad hatter's quest to open that third eye to a greater degree in this reality so that when I am the "I am" of my lesser enlightened selves of those realities, I can learn how to inject wisdom I have gained in/of this self's knowledge from the "I am" of this me.

"I am" is splintered and everyone of my splintered me's are all ascending, and even the least of me's has access to all knowledge, just as this wakeful self me who is participating with you in this alternate reality's perception I am learning in, has the same access to the knowledge from higher selves of me which I am not only inspired by, but compelled to reunite with, with greater and greater inspiration as I continue my growth from my learning.

Why do I think of this? Why am I compelled?

Because I love the lesser enlightened selves, and though it may sound like Im trying to bypass the learning curve in thier existence, I am not...anymore than the higher enlightened selves are cheating when inspiring me. I believe with all my loving heart this is the process of reunification, one level up the self chain of selves all drawing the lower down levels upwards.

It is obvious from my dream how greatly that self of me needs my help, probably just as obvious as I need help from another me more knowing, and I know that other me's have not only helped me through the trickle down, but also by actually interjecting oneself in this reality at least on one occassion to save my life...the story is here:  http://groups.yahoo.com/group/spirit_in … message/14

Keep in mind at the time I didn't know it was me, this understanding came later and can be found in subsequent posts.

Ispiration from a higher self of me caused this post on my 360 blog where I wrote this piece entitled:Alternate
Existences...Where the Rubber meets the Road! and can be read here:

http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-qEF22Jcl … \5&p=2

Am I nuts? lol

Nopers

Hugs...QS