• Registered: 2004-03-25

Topic: Mish Mash

Morning NRers,

Although the recent fracas has been distracting and noisy - the benefit is that whatever malaise seemed to have set into the board last month (in my opinion) has been stirred up and lifted.  This is possibly projection on my part -- as I've definitely been in malaise mode for a bit.

Last night went to bed in super malaise/depressed mode, my dreams followed suit and then
INCREDIBLE -- the last dream was a lucid one in which I watched the "movie" flicker like when the projector screws up and the movie rolls too slowly so you can see each frame and the frames were themselves fragmented and scratchy.

Before I woke up I had the distinct feeling that an aspect of the program (matrix) that "runs" my life had broken -- that I was free from it.

This morning I feel refreshed - happy again.  Myself again.  Not bad timing with Yom Kipper tomorrow evening <g>

BTW -- without NR during these last 6 months, I would have possibly "lost" the battle.  Why?  Because there are very few (as in only one) people up here who speak NR language -- possibly a word or two but certainly not a full sentence AND I had a guy in my life who was on the other side of the fence -- ie. he actually believes what he reads in newspapers.  I didn't try to fight it or change him but could feel myself slowly slipping into his mode.

Love -- can be a dangerous thing <ggg>

Whew -- glad that's over - now.  Wasn't so glad until last nights dream!  Now I'm thankful.

Warned you -- this was "mish mash"

Love,
Christine

  • From: Tampa
  • Registered: 2005-10-09

Re: Mish Mash

Congrats. Sounds liberating, even if it turns out to be another rung on the ladder. I don't understand the Yom Kippur reference, though. What does that have to do with anything?

  • Registered: 2004-03-25

Re: Mish Mash

jimpossible -- although I am not Jewish the high holidays of Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur I find to be very beautiful -- and a good time to assess my past year and set my intent to the next year.  Rosh Hashanah is the beginning of the New Year. 

Here's a small exerpt: "The ten days starting with Rosh Hashanah and ending with Yom Kippur are commonly known as the Days of Awe (Yamim Noraim) or the Days of Repentance. This is a time for serious introspection, a time to consider the sins of the previous year and repent before Yom Kippur."

Thus I felt with the early dream of this morning that indeed much had been purged ---

Energy -- yes -- it is going to be okay.  It's always a question of being willing to get up, no matter how many times you fall down.  Glad you are feeling calmer and therefore better.

Christine