1 Topic by Iriana (edited by Iriana 2005-01-20 11:31:41)

  • Registered: 2005-01-17

Topic: Did Somebody Just Try To Steal My Loosh???

I didn't even see it coming.

A friend I do work for sometimes said he had what I thought was a piece of equipment I needed. So I called the company he used and asked about it and the price. Relates to a wireless service my neighbor, who lives on the same property where I live, is sharing with us. She was told she could do this if she wished and so she offered it to all of us who had the ability to receive wireless.

So I was asking about an item that the company I bought my software and card from told me about themselves. But there is no store near me that carries their brand of it. Since the rep said I could also get and use the same item in another brand, I have been looking around for it in the town I live in.

Now I am no techie but when I called the service first mentioned above I realized pretty quickly that the individual I was speaking with had no idea what I was aking about. When I tried to clarify my meaning he demanded to know who the person was that was doing the sharing, in case it was one of his clients, and he said I was stealing bandwidth. He accused me of this twice actually and I had to catch myself to not get into an argument with him.

I shared with him that her service said she could share it if she wished and he said that I was wrong and that I was stealing again. Like with all this force, it felt like he was trying to make me accept that I was a criminal. I had to stop myself from going into full verbal ego defense mode, lest I give up some of my loosh, etc......

Anyway, I didn't catch what was happening right away or rather as quickly as would have been ideal....but faster than I would of say, a week or two ago.  It was the wierdest thing. This guy had no idea that my neigbor and I are in a shared community on the same property and that a large amount of our other expenses are shared (or heck,  that I still kept my own dial-up service as well)......but let me not get too caught up in those details....so then this man says he does not have what I am looking for after all and that I probably have to go online for it.

Now, what was that about?, I asked myself, all the while aiming to hold onto what would have perhaps amounted to a large etheric feast for whatever seemed to be working though this internet service person.

Was this a mirror? A reminder of something or a lesson of some sort?

I remembered then, that thoughts of a young man I know, peripherally, who is famous around these parts for his, shall I say, enjoyment of women on a  grand scale had come into my consciousness earlier in the AM. Do not know why, as his primary home base is three hours away.  But there it is - he showed up in my thoughts. Whatever. And I was receiving some sort of data stream that this "heart breaker" who never seemed malicious but always child like and  a bit asleep, was feeding off these women.  And maybe I got too prideful as I was also thinking that I was glad I never fell for this Cassanova. Was never suseptible to his "charms." I could always see right though him.....I was just never really sure exactly what I had been looking at **in there**....his eyes, his being...... all this time....until now...more or less anyway, to the best of my understanding.

So I am considering that I attracted that experience this morning, however it occurred, as a kind of warning. Not to be paranoid but to always be prepared, well armed, as we are reminded of on Montalk, with the information I learn and the knowledge I acquire from whatever source,resource, experience I receive it from.

Thank you for listening. Chime ins, if anyone wants to, are welcome  (:

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Re: Did Somebody Just Try To Steal My Loosh???

Hi, this is a complicated situation because any number of things could be happening. On the mundane side, either the person you called was clueless and grumpy, or else what your neighbor said about being allowed to share is not correct. On the esoteric side, this interference could be helpful or detrimental depending on circumstance. If having this piece of equipment leads to unforeseen positive progress, the naturally this was just an attempt at discouragement.

For an example of this, the cable internet connection that NR members helped get me set up has proven critical in getting work done on this forum and the sites, so I consider it a positive thing. But in trying to get an internet account I ran into several obstacles - everything from them saying the apartment here was not registered in their database, to messing up the address which caused the cable guys to visit the wrong place, to lastly the power going out when the cable guys came a couple days later. Someone up the street had rammed his car into a couple telephone/power poles, so the power went out before the cable installers showed up, and came right back on after they left. After fiddling around with the modem they simply dropped off since they didn't have electricity to test, I managed to get it working. 

This incident had several key signatures of the control system: excessive human error and electronic-related anomalies. If you think about what is within the power of a hyperdimensional control system and what is NOT within its power, you can tell the difference between positive or  negative types of resistance (check out my latest article "Battle of Opposites" for more on this). What is easily manipulable is human emotion, thoughts, attitudes, and will....and on the more freaky side, perhaps certain robotic/reanimated/cybergenetic humans themselves. That is why matrix manipulation takes place most easily and thus frequently through the things other people do or say. Compare this to resistance that happens when you go against the flow of the universe, which results in far more broad-spectrum manifestations of resistance.

As for loosh stealing, I have come to realize that this is just a bonus for incidents that mainly aim to discourage or undermine. In other words, there are people who are so entrenched in the matrix that nothing they do is of any potential harm to the control system, so they are just pumped for energy and resources and nothing more. Then there are others who take action that the control system 'dislikes' so equally irritating situations arise that intend more to discourage than to feed. The feeding is a bonus in those cases, not the primary aim. But whether it's a matter of feeding or discouraging, the idea of keeping yourself centered and aware solves the problem.

By being centered and aware, you not only conserve your loosh but expend it in a positive manner that maintains or creates balance. Blowing your top is an act of imbalance and leads to immediate depletion. Notice how achieving victory over tests and challenges like these energizes you, and how succumbing to mechanical reactions and routine leaves you a bit blank.

Well, I would investigate this piece of equipment a bit more and see if the resistance persists. If it proves impossible to obtain any other way, then I would take it as just not meant to be.

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Re: Did Somebody Just Try To Steal My Loosh???

Thank you for your insight....and speaking of feedings........pondering your words while I devour my friend's (and sometimes employer) phenomenal, home made split pea soup...yummmmmmm (o;

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