Re: Kabbalah - what is it?
Stephen,
I went back and forth with myself since Christine posted this as to whether or not I wanted to include the web page I noted here not only because of the appearance of the page but also because of the Crowley quote. I even deleted a part of my post making a disclaimer about the quote, myself not being a fan of Crowley, but I kinda thought that was nit-picking given the article is about Bucky Fulminster and not Crowley.
Given I'm far more interested in the mechanics/science/geometry of the Tree of Life, and as well for the sake of my education--did you read any "impure" information in the text of the article compared to other texts or articles you've read?
If so and you're able to outline this for me briefly to the end I can recognize the article as disinformation I will happily remove my post... I never want to be a source of disinformation because I am unwittingly being naive.
Auendove, I wasn't refering to your link when I mentioned that bit about Crowley. I briefly checked out the site and it looks interesting as I'm a fan Bucky too, will read more.
It is actually pretty hard to research the Qabalah and not bump into Crowley. Dion Fortune who wrote the book I recommended was for a while a member of the Golden Dawn along with Crowley, Israel Regardie, Macgregor Mathers and others. From what I know she split from this group fairly early on, but lot of these characters got into some questionable stuff and some like Crowley definitely got into some downright evil sh**. Some say that even Crowley did some good research and that there is value in some of the material he wrote before going completely mad, but I've had always had an aversion to him and could not even pick up one of his books.
An awful lot of the literature that is out there on the Qabalah or 'Western Tradition Occultism' originates from these guys or other turn of the century 'occultists' such as Madame Blavatsy when books of the subject matter were first popularly printed. There was a lot of interesting stuff going on in that time period.
I personally have mixed feelings about the Qabalah. It is a system of knowledge that can be used as a tool. Like any tool, it can be used in negative or positive way. I got into it and also ceremonial magic (related perhaps, but not the same) at about the same time years ago, it seemed to me at the time to be the only game in town to offer practical steps to expanding conciousness and power and it also offered explanations for things that were happening to me, something I was unable to find anywhere else. And yeah, I've got to admit I thought It would be cool to be able to make sh** happen. I read a lot of books, dabbled around a bit, and did make some sh** happen, though often backfired in some way. I was even invited to a 'Golden Dawn study Group' by the owner of the local occult bookstore. When I arrived for the first meeting they all were thrilled to finally have found a twelth member to complete the group(hmmm, twelve members only). Though some of the group kinda gave me the creeps, I was excited to meet other people that shared the same interests. Well evidently my car did not care much for the group, for each subsequent scheduled meeting it would inexplicably break down, overheat, get a flat tire, this must have happened three or four times before I gave up trying to go. After that I was treated to a whole variety of experiences that taught me that my intentions were not pure enough to mess with that stuff (magic) without getting into trouble. (i now thank my guides for intervening)
I did continue to study the Qabalah for a while but realized to really get into it I'd have to learn Hebrew, tried for a while but man, though it is a fascinating langauge, that's a lot of studying.
When I think about the Qabalah these days, there is something dark there and I'm not exactly sure what it is. It could just be remnants of the stuff I went through and associate with it. I'm suspicous of this 'modern resurgence' led by none other than the Material Girl herself. Also I've learned that a lot of it's symbolism is shared in some of the more esoteric Masonic studies and rituals which raises my eyebrows a notch or two. Also knowing that a lot of the info we have on it is distilled from the Golden Dawn gang makes me wonder, not that they are all bad, but who are they really and where did they get their info? I'd love to talk to a Mystic Jewish Rabbi about it, but as far as I know, they're not talking. Finally, and I'm generalizing here and perhaps going too far, there seems to be something about it that feeds the ego, please don't ask me to explain as this is just an overall impression I get.
Well, that's my take on it, for what it's worth.
Stephen