finally got around to doing this, posting possibilities for ascension wording and this. will post on the trajectory thread not to get this one gumped anymore than i have. will use stuff from Karen Danrich=mila. "Intentions and Meditation for Global Unity" ascendpress.org/articles/tao/Tao2.html to expand further. so will post there in a bit to what ive found that may be of assistance. if it resonates with u. thats why it all must be sovereign i think, individual.
must say it does ring in with stuff i got from another experience awhile back, about the ancestors. from a psychic chick channeler 2 yrs ago. she got up every am at 5 to write down her channeled messages. they were very cool, at first, and i can dig them out, as i took notes. i quit her "classes" tho before the end when she was bugging me for advice on how to deal with her evil husband, i was amazed she stayed with thim. he was embezzling from her and she was afraid of him. i think she wanted me to use my powers on rescuing her from him and wanted me to conjure up something FOR her and i saw thru it and got away. she kept after me to read her future all the time and zapped me for strength alot. i felt psychic weak chick black magician stuff from her one minute (Tibetan) while she was wearing a large silver cross to every class, and was heavily catholic, being filipina/chinese, and was still trapped in a cultural war/downtrodden woman thing the next minute. her stuff got more and more "religious" in it's tones so i booked before it ended. she called me once to tell me that i couldnt come anymore (she was having stuff at nite later at her house) til did a specific meditation. she said that i despised authority and the "authorities" told her i had to comply and start doing it or id bring BLACK into her house. i knew i KNEW her from before and had a tet a tet with her in the ancient past ( i know, stories, stories). she said i had taken on blackness from healing the mentally ill and poor and that it'd be brought into her house if i came over. and i better start cooperating sorta. i said thanks but no thanks, see ya. then i realized the other day, maybe she was inadvertently or directly working for a theocratic band of crap masters?
and this is WIH stuff, right in front of me. something told me not to go over there. her husband was blacker than the ace of spades, and i think she wanted me over there neutralized to do psychic warfare with him. i'd be too weak if i meditated i thot. it wasnt resonant. i refused that mediataion all along and wouldnt do it in class even, it felt, gimpy, unnecessary. i refuse to do any religious ritual, not gonna do it. but kept quiet during class.
she had us do an exercise once tho, of who r guides were. she did mine (how convenient). she told me i had a "war guide" that stood by me, with long white hair, beard, in ancient battle dress, (looked like a KT? its alot of medieval all the time), had limbs missing i found out later. not sure if the same one tho. anyway, i looked it up and couldnt find much. she said "they were talking on the other side" and that i was supposed to carry thru something, it would help BIG, they were waiting for it on the other side. then a new acquaintence came over and saw him or another one or something? in my kitchen that day, dressed in brown, with some armor? or like that and said "he has one hand" "he's a killer"...i thot, omg, he's seeing my dad. he doesnt know my dad had one hand. was a warrior. so ok then, my dad's connected in all of this, of course. is he from the line of KT too, from way back, of course, with me again, put me thru training. born looking just like him, so he'd recognize me at birth. (i have to find that on the net again)
so im at the sink this AM and i thot, that's it, some of the ancestors/loved ones r caught up in the theocratic bands, waiting for us. a source from within them feels/knows we're coming, we're gonna free them. from the theocracy. before they get sucked up every last drop of their energy to be put into an elemental creation. maybe thats the job. the assignment. to FREE them. they didnt have the info we have. they went innocently to the light, the mahatma? maybe and got sucked in and r in turmoil. theyre waiting for US. talk about freeing the slaves. musings here, but getting close. the finest psychic warfare training takes place now. they (people) were so inculcated in religion/church/etc. in the 20's thru the 50's-even 60's. my dad hated organized religion, church shit. he saw thru crap early on. generally tho, aunts and uncles, friends from those times growing up would be trapped possibly, theyre THERE now, waiting for their own bloodlines/DNA to come and get em out. it's us, the spiritually immune. he cant do it alone, he's depending on me, waiting. hoping. the family that have gone on before might be in a concentration camp there, holed up or such, stuck? the ones that believed the power hungry preachers, the devourers. we come from ahead in time, to free the past, from ahead in time, to make the way AHEAD in time, that exists, yet doesnt, but is vibrating there. we're the product of the memory holding and will make a new universe cleaner, much less this world cleaner. the clean-up crew--the ones WHO GOT IT. i say hold on u guys...we're a'comin. just hold on a little while longer.
god bless their hearts and ours. i never held much sway for family values tho, for the classic father knows best kind. the mother wearing pearls to clean house in, bullcrap. everybody and their family has a million skeletons in the closet. images on the outside were just that, images. its all a front, that 60's scenario made a lot of ppl mentally ill. alot of ppl r so disappointed in their parents, their families, the pain all the time. and the thanksgving dinners--what a bunch of shit. if one would tell it like it is--really, they'd have to admit that alot of real BIRD rides across that table. theres alot of resentment, weirdo dierdo family crap that shows its head, the fights happen, the mom and dad fight, the shit really hits the fan for some at holidays, the real wicked shit comes out. the leave it to beaver family means ZERO to me, that all ameriKAN apple pie family image of bullshit rockwell style. the parents and their mistakes, and their parents and their mistakes, AND THEIR PARENTS and THEIR.....i say admit it if it fits. yet, this is the time all that can be cleared, and we can free the real family out there, clear all that up this time. maybe i can show my compassion for the ones before and all that happened, that i dont even know, that carried that crap in their veins, the pain the hurt the disappointments. clear the stuff that ruined em all this way. by clearing for them from here. my friends are/were/still are my real family anyway, and we aint blood related, that I KNOW OF?!
i say anybody out there, with f'ed up family shit can get on this wagon, and we'll circle round and get to work to start sweeping UP.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"