one of the grandest probs i think is the inability to adequately express what one has found or knows with the written word. there is so much to say and to interject but it just cannot be done with posting i dont think. always shortcuts, shortcuts, and so hard to get it down and well-expressed and to show others whats on one's mind. but u gotta hear this one and ill try to be brief and summarize---
always went to psychics, loved the influence of their knowledge with pastlives, etc. went for many reasons for difft visits. admire gifted ppl. learned alot from them thru the yrs. graduated from post grad studies in 1995. had to leave the state for awhile so i wouldnt work when i was waiting for another license in the mail. it was prohibited. so the wait was a long one, coulda taken 6 months, when already licensed but thats another story--oh the ways of medicine. so i went to oklahoma to the "sticks" to purposefully hang out at one of my friend's ranch/farms. way way out in the country, next to the blue ridge mtns. she was a dog breeder. she was in the midst of having to breed one of her showdogs and needed to go to oklahoma city. i said i wanted to see a psychic there then and she could drop me off. pick me up after the dog junk was done.
found one in a small little town out on the outskirts, in an apt. she goes into trance almost immediately. used no props. no tarot, etc. gets all excited says--ur in it, do u know that? i go in what? she says this is unusual, ur pastlives are incredible. u know all about it tho dont u. i go no--what? she says everybody thats with u now has been with u before, u were a this and that . lots of wars, in tents, the soldiers r with u now again, u rode with them in battle, in tents at night with torches burning--u and ur ppl partied hard at night, in celebration of victories. lots of swords, horses, drinking. etc etc, this is unusual, most ppl dont have these kind of pastlives. she keeps gulping air, getting more and more excited and looking off into the distance like shes seeing something and goes on and on and then she says..."gulp gulp===the gods, u were in it with them, THE WAR IN HEAVEN---dont u know that?! u and the space ppl, sirians and pleidians, gulp gulp. and its ongoing and its big and way way something u r in, have been in and oh my god, gulp gulp. ur gonna be in it even more, itd a way big fight, gulp gulp. big players, ur a daughter of such and such, pretty much forgot alot of who and what details. but that floored me with that WIH deal. stuck with me. then i read it a few months ago--i about croak. the mention of the gods, then the latest stuff from the above sites, my pastlives and im ON IT. there is so much synchronicity and resonance. the connections to mythology, archetypes, history, all there. whew. been wanting to tell that awhile. she kept saying the WIH with the gods, U KNOW ALL ABOUT IT. 1995, out in the country, 40 bucks is all she charged. rode on horses all my life, then rode harleys, with my friends from 1090 AD. seen them before, still with them, burn torches and party, late at night at our old biker parties and think and remember the "old days"==remarkable.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"
), and that was the end of the dream.
