301 (edited by zenden 2007-09-02 16:57:35)

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heres a direct link to Gibbon's stuff on this specifically.   he is very interested in the correct, if there is such a thing, and i truly believe there is, some kind of evolving biological ascension which is going to take place above and beyond the thwarting and the plots. beats death and the trickery.  hence the gag order.  one cannot have ANY REAL info leave the prison food for the moon loosh camp even if u get a white house with a picket fence garden deal there and nice glistening robes.   which i have read tons about and all that.  u get what u think u will and they have that down somehow, tulpas, thought forms.  i say thats a natural as it happens deal but indeed the catch-all PLACE is a giant group consciousness thought form which may need total eradication.   but to what?  see how deep that rabbit hole goes?  we dont even know the alternatives.  and no reports to either stop it or help change it from "there."   nobody wants us to know whats really going on.  communications from that area are so...??? what???  mystical? even the Tibetan dead book is all over the place with the bardos.  i cant even trust that but can get clues from it.  i say 2012 and all of it does something to the heaven scenario. and BTW, i have read real real sketchy info from aliens talking about death.  theyre even more vague than our notions.  it seems more like that chi energy shifting thing to me when i read or hear of their death scenarios.  like its a metamorphasis and not all tied up in golden lands "place" stuff like it is with humans.   i just cant buy it.  the last thing i plan on getting involved with is MORE sheeple mass consciousness.  if anything thats a must to avoid.  i dont wanna be anywhere near them.  the masses and their belief systems.  god, remove me orange cloud.  this also has to do with the crossover coming up.  that montalk outlined in the big alien topic post today.   better get busy making some singular tulpas stat.  i figure one way to do it is to travel interplanetarily.  which sounds sorta like being on the run, sorta homeless but wandering again.  if thats safer and workable, then so be it.  like whats his name said--thomas wolfe--"Angel, you can never go home again"   i think maybe way down deep we know that.  and expect it.   like some worn and weary but wise travelers. 

http://home.tiscali.nl/gibbon/exploring … heaven.htm

heres the incorruptibility thing    http://cabinet-of-wonders.blogspot.com/ … rever.html

and remember too how the church and all the religious zealots over time forbid mysticism, talking to the dead, labeled as witchcraft, psychics are bad, no communications from the other side--all dabbling is forbidden.  yeah.  wonder why.  as in really forbidden back in the day when the gods ie crats where establishing the big religions on earth and were really getting into power and establishment.  always the communication lines cut off.  oh yes which has made the densities and veils harder to see thru and connect with.  they knew that.  they knew what they were doing.  the crats have always wanted no secrets and truths to get out.  just look at this over millennia.  incredible the tactics.  almost too hard to believe it could be that old, that thick, and that thorough.  just shows u their determination and power.  and their fear of death.  so existence went on in the ethers but its apparently quite a false one.  jesus christ!  i cant bear another false contrived existence after this one.  does or would their death if not contrived then, make them remember then, what theyve done?  all to avoid the truth?  to avoid the reality of?  so then, if they fear death, what the hell is it really?  see, we just dont have that down if not programming.  or some of their fraudulent thought forms.  this just goes in circles.  herein then we can make the conclusion then that death is not immortality.  they know something we dont.

GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"

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You know, if Heaven is indeed CLOSED, then Kyle Griffith's "guides" may have something
in their statements that all we need to do is resist the theocrats after passing over and
when we run out of juice, reincarnate.  I have long been against the idea of any of us
reincarnating if we have to lose our memories...what's the point?  You can't learn that way
and you're doomed to make the same mistakes over and over.  However, if we get to
keep our hard earned lessons when we come back, that's a whole new ballgame.
Then it might be worth the trip back. 
In the meantime, we need to starve the drug addict theocrats from their insane clinging
to a half-life at the expense of all living things and the planet's energy. 
Now, put this way, some of this starts to make sense!!!

Annunaki, Archons and theocrats can all go suck a black hole.

TP

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Tom Paine wrote:

Captain--If you'll reread the first paragraph you'll see that the text I was quoting says:

The Theocrats have another mind control network that enslaves large numbers of people who have little or no interest in organized religion. It's centered around major spectator sports, organized gambling, and the communications media that service both, and it controls more people than all the Fundamentalist churches and TV evangelists combined.

And in the next paragraph:

People don't have to be watching a sermon or listening to a hymn to receive subconscious telepathic messages from the very same spirits who control Fundamentalist religion; they only have to be in the correct state of altered consciousness (which TV and radio produces automatically in all members of the audience who haven't learned specific techniques for preventing it),
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I agree that Bill Orielly and his ilk are spreading lies and false propaganda, but mostly
these broadcasts can be examined and challenged by the rational mind.  The kind of
programming that Kyle Griffith and his Invisible College guides are talking about is the
kind that can't be consciously stopped at the door because it is working on our subconscious
minds when we are in that semi trance state while watching TV or a sports event.

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Name one lie or false propaganda that Bill Orielly is spreading.  It only has to be one.  I'm not challenging what you say, I'm just curious.

Good judgement comes from experience; experience comes from bad judgement.
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You have to believe in the impossible in order to become.

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I haven't watched Orielly for months and then I only caught bits of his show.
What I'm saying is that his whole approach seems to me to be nothing more
than the same old tired conservative or neocon attitude about politics and
life, appealing only to those who have already made up their minds to be
backward looking.  Sure, he's clever and witty and quick, but he's not
interested in getting to the real truth of things.  And by watching TV regardless
of what program you're seeing, you're still getting subliminal messages in
the form of emotional buttons or subtle attitude persuasions which your
conscious mind can't always stop and question at the gate to see what
they're really telling you.  Basically I see politics as a dog and pony show
to keep people distracted by outer BS without examining the real core
problems.  That's my main objection to him and commentators like him.
They're just leading people around in circles without targeting the real
issues, which the PTB wouldn't want us thinking about in the first place.

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My two cents in these deep waters. Re what Zendan was saying about the so-called gods.
Maybe the fear that they have of their own demise is simply awareness of it being the ultimate equaliser.The fear of final submission. They are us and we are them but not in their heaven. Hopefully we have come here now not merely to play the game again but to end it. If we reconnect with higher self and beyond and bypass their final judgment and sentencing, to reincarnate again and again, then the ruler becomes the ruled and the god becomes the god fearing sheep. The flow of knowledge and experience has no boundary or levels of attainment and is infinite. Their kingdom and godliness becomes ours in every shared moment and memory. As in 3d, without hierarchy they become helpless nobodies thrown into the void of nothingness or everything of all that is, the completed circle of life - however you view it. A very different circle to the one they have been giving us all this time. Game most certainly over for them so why would they give it up willingly. It must be similar to the dying body that sees itself, the  ego, as the life force and doesn't want to let go of the spirit because it fears the ultimate reality. Who knows. I love the phrase that has become like a mantra to me in the midst of all this dense bullshit - All will be revealed. I feel like a teenager at my first strip show. I hope I don't get the ugly one. Maybe I am the ugly one.

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Tom Paine wrote:

I haven't watched Orielly for months and then I only caught bits of his show.
What I'm saying is that his whole approach seems to me to be nothing more
than the same old tired conservative or neocon attitude about politics and
life, appealing only to those who have already made up their minds to be
backward looking.  Sure, he's clever and witty and quick, but he's not
interested in getting to the real truth of things.  And by watching TV regardless
of what program you're seeing, you're still getting subliminal messages in
the form of emotional buttons or subtle attitude persuasions which your
conscious mind can't always stop and question at the gate to see what
they're really telling you.  Basically I see politics as a dog and pony show
to keep people distracted by outer BS without examining the real core
problems.  That's my main objection to him and commentators like him.
They're just leading people around in circles without targeting the real
issues, which the PTB wouldn't want us thinking about in the first place.

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Good enough.  I started reading this thread hours ago, and I've only made it to page five so far.  I just try to stay grounded by always being aware of my surroundings and realize that I create within this realm.  I envision a future that empowers those that would be complete individuals cooperating with other complete individuals.

Good judgement comes from experience; experience comes from bad judgement.
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You have to believe in the impossible in order to become.

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Wow!  Zenden and Tom Paine, I just read page five of this thread.  I don't know what to say, it is uplifting to know that there are people like you two.  It is a strange synchronicity too, because earlier today I was reading what G. de Purucker has to say about that kind of healing.  To give a conclusion from what I can remember of it; he says that they usually rub their hands over the afflicted area, but more to the point is that they are directing their life force to change the disharmonious vibrations, through focus and concentration. 

He went on a bit more, and it seemed that what can be done is only a temporary relief from the affliction.

He also went on about the wrong types of people doing this, I'm willing to bet that part does not apply to you.

I just read something that said we are in between the end of the fifth cycle and the beginning of the sixth.   That it is up to us to think in the correct way, to imagine that which we would want for ourselves and everyone as far as existence is concerned.  If we are for the most part, just stumbling around with habitual dark moods and the accompanying assemblage of thoughts, we might be determining a bleak future for ourselves.  I think we will be on a bit higher plane of existence, where even the most mundane person will still possess a spirituality higher than that of what our current cycle could present right now.

When the end of the seventh comes and two plus equals One...

Good judgement comes from experience; experience comes from bad judgement.
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You have to believe in the impossible in order to become.

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Antaeus
Thanks for making me explain myself.
And welcome to the Thread.

Free Spirit
Thank you for your two cents too!
You're right on about the gods not wanting
to give up peacefully!

zenden
Babe, you never cease to amaze me!
Woof!

TP

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Whew.
Quite a discussion we have going here. Learning! It's wonderful. Thanks to Pamelajean for responding to my questions on page 20. And now,  for more (exciting! big_smile) questions:

Pamelajean wrote:

Once they know you're practicing making it through consciously, they'll start to pay attention to you and attack you.

Do not waste your time trying to use weapons on them, struggling against them or calling out for assistance from guides, deities, or etc. Instead focus on remembering what your goal is.

Are you saying that calling for assistance won't help?

Pamelajean wrote:

Do not give them one single solitary thought to feed on.  Focusing 100 percent on where you are going doesn't leave room for fear or panic or the like.  Have a pattern or vision ready to bring into focus, then keep adding and adding to the detail of the pattern or etc. until it looses it grip.

So complete focus is more powerful than assistance? How does one cultivate 100% focus?

Pamelajean wrote:

When I hear people say "I called out the name of (whatever god) and I was released from the hell (demon or whatever)", I think it's a trick.  A lull into being unguarded, you're defenses are down.

What indications make you think that it is a trick?

Pamelajean wrote:

By KNOWING that you can. You are armed with your goal.

A beautiful message. Thank you! I will.


Also, the demon text that Kid Mongo quoted was quite interesting, though I do not trust it's validity completely by any means, it is interesting food for thought.

Kid Mongo wrote:

But guess what – the wheels do turn my friends! What comes around goes around. I guarantee with absolute certainty, I see and experience this all the time, that those in power, those in control, those who are wealthy and those who are rich who experience guilt and try and hide, justify, deny, defend or refuse to admit their participating in the creation of starvation – will most definitely in a next life become born into a world as a starving child with no support, dependent on others for survival.

In particular, this part rang true for me. How do we know if our present difficulties are caused by bad karma or not?

And Zenden. First of all, THANK YOU ZENDEN for everything you have contributed thus far. It's been fascinating.

Zenden wrote:

I understand that I am here to do what I can, even though I may not know what that is. I understand that perhaps I do not “need to know what it is,” but by my very presence here I am doing something to help.

Reading that is just what I needed to hear! big_smile

But you raised many questions in me as well:

Zenden wrote:

Gibbon says this at the end "...the whole concept of Heaven would be a fraud." and thats why i hate participating in it.  i don't want to be part of it.  and thats where consciousness vs awareness parts the waters, i think.  see, its that group consciousness that says heaven exists and all is well, when its certainly NOT.  that is the trap they all fall into.  that we go there.  I'm not sure where to go or what to do and if its closed or not really, but in avery long/big nutshell, its INVENTED by YOU KNOW WHO and we'd be wise to not play in the game.  you WIN by not playing.

Reading your post certainly complicates the idea of death. What ever happened to the Cassiopaean idea of:

1. Die
2. Shiny light guide takes you to 5D
3. 5D review
4. Survey life options on outer ring
5. Rejoin life
<wash rinse repeat>

Heaven is a lie? In your experience, is Heaven equal to 5D?

Zenden wrote:

mortality and then oh goody--heaven.   NNNOOOOO.   the next part is to watch what unfolds, and to go with a more natural less contrived flow if thats possible.  staying alert and looking for alternatives, once aware.  i think....

How does 5D fit into this? Once we're aware, wouldn't we follow our guides to 5D anyway? Hasn't this been happening for eons?

Thanks.

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LightningEye wrote:

How does 5D fit into this? Once we're aware, wouldn't we follow our guides to 5D anyway? Hasn't this been happening for eons?

Hope you don't mind me jumping in here.

When those questions have come up in my own mind I remembered a particular Cass session.

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Session 02.22.95

Q: (L) I would like to know how many lifetimes I have had as a human being?
A: That is open to definition.

Q: (L) Well, on planet Earth.
A: Including Neanderthal?

Q: (L) No, we'll just pass that up.
A: Okay, then it is 79 in broken sequence.

Q: (L) Broken by what?
A: Other planes.

Q: (L) The same question for F***?
A: Same exactly.

Q: (L) How many for S***? Same?
A: No. Not correct definition of answer.

Q: (L) What would be correct for her?
A: Not same exact sequence. 72 plus 4 as special learning channel "hold back" on contemplative plane AKA 5th density level.

Q: (L) S*** is a 5th level soul?
A: No. Spent 4 sequence holdovers there.
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If we pretend this to be accurate and extrapolate based on this small sample, then we can form an assuption.

The assumption I came up with is, most 'after-lives' would in fact be spent in 4d with occasional 5d for special learning.

Which, given the current topic matter, would open up even more questions.

Upon pondering all the questions and searching for some common ground I came up with another question.

Could the (pardon the pun) demonizing of an afterlife learning area aka heaven, actually be a way to get us to not choose such as route thinking it a trap, so that progress towards higher levels isn't achieved as quickly?  Would we learn the ways of creation quicker being in an sto environment of mutual learning between lives as opposed to being without a discernable direction?  Could the adversion reaction to the idea of reincarnating over and over be because we are actually higher level wanderers that know deep down we won't be doing it anyway but are unable to reconcile because of our limited 3d perspective?

I realize that I am unable, at the moment, to make a definite decision either way.  I had to come to that conclusion given the amount of seemingly contradicting accounts of what is in store.  I plan on holding that lack of firm belief until I can gain first hand intelligence from the other side.  That is the only way I can think to ensure that I do not fall into any traps.

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z3--
I read those same sessions when I first encountered the Cass materials.
And I can't really reconcile that with the other new material that has
come up.  But at least, I have in my store of reference more than I
had before.  All I had before was a distrust of the scenarios that the
mainstream fundamentalists had foisted on us plus some vague
ideas of karma and reincarnation that Eastern religions/philosophies
teach.  But until the C's, no one had really attempted to delineate
what exactly the mechanism of our life cycles was/is.  All I can say
now is, armed with discernment, hopefully I will be able to not be
fooled again.

312 (edited by zenden 2007-09-05 10:25:40)

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ok then.  some fantastic questions and remarks.  i agree firstly with TP there.  OVERALL what he said.  and that goes with what Z3 just said too.  i have to agree and am on that wagon too, with the both of them.  as the final statement here would be then--yes, at least i know more than i did.  and that will help me/us stay AWARE and on it at crossover, shift, death time, all that and whatever else could sneak in==that changes us and this dimension 3D into any other.  thats the crux of the matter.  all the dimensions and planes of existence.  thats the THING to be perceived and as Z3 said, hard to do in or with 3D limited perception.  yet EXACTLY as both say, i personally feel we do know more, feel more and just simply know (or remember if u will...) that we aint gonna be riding the same wave as others, unbeknownst "stuff" happening to them.  and we already are prob free from a reincarnational state just by awareness and then ok then ill use the term--consciously averting it.

now, i have truly considered alike what Z3 says about having the very opposite possibility happen, that by thwarting going to the light, or similar to that vein, that we may be tricking ourselves OUT of a good or needed necessary experience.  so that we go right into a trap rather than avoiding one.  oh yes, consider that, that in all the energy and learning spent to avoid and reject tricks and traps, all the while considering the ungodly amount of lies and deception that abounds wherein almost everything has been programming (so what in the hell is left and sacred then, man?  god..nothing?) that theres a strong poasibility just in numbers with happenstance randomness that were screwed anyway--right into enemy camp.

about the only thing then i can say on this is ultimately==its all about what DIMENSIONAL state is going to occur for us that we will be drawn to or go to in.  lots of prepositions there, i realize.  its an "in of thru to" thing.  and all we know is that with death its a transition definitely from one kind of plane/ state/dimension (iTS all in THERE) to another.  thats the bugaboo.  whether thats 4-5 or so forth is the key and the dilemma and we know there are planes and subplanes and levels within that/those.  were looking to find out or to research id say, what kind of EXISTENCE its gonna be.  how it works 'there'  and were trying to find out how to get where it is that we dont even know about.  once again, we know what we DONT want.  from what weve read, heard and garnered.  we have few "facts" id venture to state.  is death 4 or 5D?  ive seen and heard both.  the death thing seems to be very difft though than other transitory states.  4D does have alot of dead in it and it may be a hovering place and not a final type destination it sounds like.  i have a severe need to say this though, which aligns with TP's statements, from leqarnign more and more about therocracy and the WIH material overall, and knowing how crap works in corporations and the bizness world and how deception is played out around here, i seriously would suppose--just supposition that indeed, the fake light is fake, imposed and interfered with likely and that WE DONT EVEN GET NEAR where we need to go or are supposed to go REALLY cause they have us circling to their wagons real quick and we cant proceed in the natural or if u will--noninterfered intended state.  i really think this and that indeed the set up is such and really is such A SET UP that we dont get near where were really supposed to go or COULD go and we get stuck in their hamster wheel of reincarnation, not remembering and then reanimation.  really.  and that its such a NET just like with fishing that it is so pervasive, so persistent, so there, for so long that other natural or more shall i say less interfered with pathways to dimensions dont even get a chance to be examined.  i feel it is horribly and likely possible that lockdown of that on this planet has been that f*cked with.  i completely realize that this is so farfetched so incredible so against or contradictory to the damn progrqamming that it is unfathomable.  but thats the very thing--the VERY thing we have come here to uncover or find about.  and what a deal the uncovering gig has been.  it would fit entirely with how i personally started out on this journey of discovery.  its the total icing on the conspiracy cake.  said that before.  i believe they have pathways to other more beneficial dimensions and planes gatewayed OFF.  because of the consciousness quotient of EVERYBODY else.  and what has gone on before. that the 'state' of heaven exists and its a "state" alright.  a goddamn nuther one run by -- a STATE RUN state--again, so we never get free run by the same kind of dweebs and here we go AGAIN gig.  i feel its that possible and only with knowledge and awareness can one on death (which curiously is going to get all messed up in and WITH the shift thing at about the same time which is how i think ill escape it and planned to all along and knew it and came back this time to get a way out and show others the way OUT of getting caught in a DEATHTRAP)  go to an different sidegate portal.

i say this just cause its review and synthesizing of the material we already have as i went back and studied and re-read the entire 21 pages soon to be 22 we have on this WIH thread, and it points to that.  that by studying so much we at least know that there is the possibility of the old ways (now remember ALL the "old ways have to be eradicated, have to die" in this new earth possibility scenario and that means planes above and below and all around the earth as theyre caught up in the vibratory changes that r coming and affects will swing there too)  finally shifting too.  if death is an old gamut and the heaven setup swingsa with it, and theyre both an old notion, then it plays out that with the great shift--it too will be affected.  and change and thats what im betting on.  and ill even go as far as to say this==that by saying this and us knowing such that we actually DO change it and set up side portals and not lead others to the main gate mess, that it actually HAPPENS.  thanks to us, and what we conjectured, studied, knew.  what a perfect SWITCH set up.  it happens during a realm border shift, with quantum physics, so voila.  the timing the timing the timing.  so this my friends is a way to not get fooled again.


PS   what free said is accurate too and i found the very thing said last on that back on the old pages of the thread.  that the gods cant die because then theyll remember and have to recapitulate and live thru it again by remembering it (their lives, their deeds, their existences with a more human type of recall with he associated real emotions)  which is why they live in the created dimensional plane falsely and avoid it all and recycle us right to them for the energy exchange loosh.  i know its pure scifi but the truth is way more bizarre than some 'realities' as its been said.  the whole thing is incredible scifi.  and my hunt for all about death lead me from it, to aliens, religion and myth, and to theocracy and back THRU EACH of the topics and back to death ultimately.  and THIS.  its been meant to be and i never woulda guessed it.  never.  which is why their existence where they are is false and fraudulent.  they never face memories there but if was real and as natural planned then, and not interfered with then theyd not be sitting in loosh farms and blocking the way.  its where theres some kind of magnetic and electric and all that ascension stuff polarity weve talked about before which attracts polarities to each other somehow gets in there and its a contrived prison camp altho is kinda 'nice'.  since they do give u that for once so ur not totally all pissed right away rather and thinkin mutiny.  but i do think u do wake up from the tricked out eternal sleep gig and go what the hell happened here?  its where there are no memories==thats where they are and where we dont wanna go.

one more thing.  heaven is somewhere out on the plane of sharon that thoth talks about which really exists.  and is in space archives real nomenclature.  and he warns of the dark brothers and their trapping angles in the emerald tablets.  there are keys in there and that struck me knowing what we know.

GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"

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Tom-

Yea, can't even reconcile the C's with the C's in some cases.

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Q: (T) The 4th level is the last for full STS. Does that mean that the 5th level, which you have described as the "contemplative" level... what is the state of existence of a STS being on
the 5th level?
A: Souls of 1,2,3, and 4 go to 5th.

Q: (T) So 5th level is where they go to while waiting to go back to one of the 4 for their next incarnation?
A: Exactly.
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Then you have the Destini series saying that the Invisible College is the group that ensures the secrets of the 'astral trap' remain secret.

I've thought of this "heaven" as something like 3.5 density instead of 4th.  But who knows.

If any valid information gets through anywhere it's so completely dilluted with non-valid info that there is no way to tell them apart without our own reference point.

I've thought about the idea of what I resonate with.  Then I think how can my own feelings be any more valid than someone else's feeling and how can their feelings be any more valid than my own.

After years of reading all this, the only viable conclusion I can come up with is "trust no source".  So now I'm completely turned off by any absolutes and proclamation of beliefs as "this is how it is".

Maybe it's meant to be as such.  At first glance it seems confusing and hopeless.  But then I realized that everything nullifies everything else which puts everything back into the "Now" moment.  If nothing can be reconciled then the only thing that is available is the action done right now.  Nothing else is allowed to matter.  We can't see the past or what happens next so it can't matter.  That is unless someone decides they are going to believe one set of concepts over another.

I hope I explained that adequately.  I call it "square one dancing".  I danced all over the place over the years but inevitably came back to square one.  Which is, in a way, a big relief.  No beliefs to defend.  No gods to please.  No worries about doing this or doing that.  I just know myself and choose to be who I am in each moment.

Edit:  Don't forget to go back a page and read Zenden's latest post.  She posted at the same time I was writing this up.  smile

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Yes Zenden,

I agree with you both on "at least we have more information now".  This correlates with knowing ourselves and being ourselves.  Our act of searching and seeking and staying up till all hours reading is who we are.  It is what we knew to do in those moments of Now.  And as such we prepared our future selves (which are now our present selves) for where we are now.  And just think, if we do happen to make it to 5d we'll be questioning IT.  We'll be like wait a minute is this right?  What's going on here?  Possibly a new breed of entity we will be after all these experiences and trials.  Who knows.  But we are stronger for it.  And we have grown even though we can't see what actually is occuring elsewhere.  What entity in existence can trick us now?

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would never ever have guessed that someday i was gonna say and like it and know what i was talking about "well, im not planning on going to heaven..."  but then again, i have always said something like that but from another angle, just not wanting to be where everybody else or goes for some reason.  ever the perpetual non-cooperative.  suspicious cynic.  came in that way.  yet smiling and laughing and a happy person generally.  always said when i really look back, that i never ever said id go there or planned on doing so to get real honest.  i always said well im going where my friends are and that'd be hell most probably with all the carousing and so forth habits we all took up from being on earth.  but prob did it before. haha.  i have never envisioned anywhere near what the typical human does.  and that has been a difft life, reconciling that.  but not fighting that anymore.  what IS simply just IS.  not from here and cant play their game.

GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"