ok u guys. i got ALOT MORE--a compendium, with an appendix of thots and connections, and of course, theories that will show up to be even MORE weird, yet totally understandable; that will fit in with the WIH, pods, immigrants, religion and dumbing down influences, DNA tampering by the reps, the celestial zoo, women, return of the goddess energy--even expressed in archetypes, memories, pastlife contracts, vows, agreements, ancient history, bloodlines, and new humans. im gonna show and connect what i conjecture. theres so much to it, its gonna take awhile, with that 10/28 retrograde. i will enter some stuff on other threads that will tie in. bear with me. (and im tellin ya, i loved what SiriArc posted up there--zeitlin's comments--theres somethin in there and its analysis that will ring forth. that book, whether channeled or not, has INFO. because the sources in there, admit a little to whats gone on. good reading on that to all--itsa must do). SiriArc (he gives us HOPE) and damn, cant remember who else, yesterday or so, posted/linked to WIH synopses again, so those who havent checked it--WIH, might wanna. the concepts of those theocratic bands, out there on the plane of sharon, i think theyre the halls of amenti from thoth. u can look it up. it will say alot. zeitlin feels hes on to something, and i have to agree, so r we even MORE lately. ole thoth worked on it and was trying to say to walk in circles and not right angles, things get trapped in right angles, u have to circle ON BACK my brothers he says, he says look behind urself as u look forward, dont get trapped in right angles where shit lurks, keep that 3rd eye on ur firehead open, but open up the back of ur head if ur goin into battle, or even into viewing this stuff, and where did that 3rd eye come from even, from them in another post i wrote of their breeding program, humans have it and alot more).
im going to tie in, woke up in the middle of the night, last night with stuff thats buggin me even more, as to my own role in it, OUR roles in it /IT="IT" and what ive come up with lately thats been there all along, but im tying together more. and wanting to show u guys. theres so much on it, that im trying to develop more as i go along but its difficult get it on posts, theres so much to say, crosses so many threads.
the last 2012 post i did, about killed me, as it was developing and going on a twist of its own, all the while, while i was too, writing it. it was developing and goin on with and without me. an old part of me was releasing, all my crap and my pastlives/resentments. i started to cry as i continued to write it. alot of releasing IN MY OWN SELF was going on, so the same hate i was accusing them of, the reps, the illuminati, the evil ones, i have seen in myself. WE R OF THEM, AFTERALL. they created us, we turn the tide, by being us, and we then in turn, RECREATE THEM, since we KNOW how to do it. we've been seeded, were their invention, and theyve had "trouble" with us before. we have acted up before, and the squelching has gone for milennia. their invention, their frankenstein, is waking up all over the world. the chains r a shakin my friends. OH YEAH.
THIS TIME, the created CREATE, we mold them, grow them HEART/HEART F I R E , right on outta here. this time the captors, are cleansed, thru our blood. is this the revelation? its in OUR BLOOD to clear up their blood, altho theyve kept drinking it and eating it, and demanding sacrifice, they didnt plan this one. it JUST HAPPENED, like a post i read this morning, nature did/does its thing, ole mother nature, shes quite the "babe"--gotta <LOVE HER!!!
and again, having trouble writing this. from within their creation, the hate stops in us, we cleanse them thru this cosmic event, we lighten them up. we will need plenty of WATER to do it. the load's now off their rep backs. we're startin to FEEL SECURE amidst the chaos, the mulch of death/pain/human struggle, crunchin under our feet, crunch crunch...despite it all, we filter them thru it. they can go HOME now, and quit conquering so intensely, quit travelling the cosmos as much, taking over worlds they claim as their own, from their great TRADE routes. they take it easy for a bit, settle down, have a beer. it must be hell to be out on the ROAD all the time. cant go home, too many planets where theyve started shit, too many annanuki/its chgd to annunaki--new ppl can read dan winter) and all, too many ruined worlds, mars, venus, lemuria, atlantis, venus, saturn, pluto, chiron---ah--all the wounded healers!) and theyre changing and want to redeem and repent, they gotta clear up, and even they FEEL it. thats what JC was saying, he came in at a time when barbarism was so blatant, he was saying turn the other cheek, yet how do ya when ur heads being sliced off. he said dont listen to what u think u know, he was trying to free the minds of the peasants, he had a huge assignment, still does. it can be summed up in this...
WHAT DO U THINK OF A PLANET THAT USES A HUNG/CRUCIFIED MAN AS ITS LOGO? so whaddaya think of that? take a good look at it, i say FFFFEEEEELLLL that and u will know. u will know what u must do. u will SEE a little better than before. only if u didnt before. a beautiful soul, hung out there like that as a message to anybody or anything thats gonna go against the grain. the logo of suffereing. human suffering, u come here=u suffer. get it right. take a good luck all. so light punches thru his hand, in the holes that the romans made, he rises, he was always rose, but hey, look at that light, and im not christian, in the church sense. not by a long shot, im a witch, thats all, a witch who practices magic thru nursing and medicine. im their enemy. i say whoa boys tho--I WILL HEAL U TOO. every last stinkin illuminati bastard out thre (ok--0so im still a little mad about it all) we will CURE u rats of ur stink. u will quit murderin here, we will REDEEM YOU. we didnt plan it, we didnt even know we could, but we know now.
and so we will. this time, its old home sweet home better than ever before. its new and remodeled. even TV shows these days r on to constant remodeling. dumb, i know, but maybe connected. their creation, then turns around, gives up hating, caste systems, darkness (even in our own souls from pastlife commitments in the earth game--oh god). they GROW A DIFFT EMOTIONAL BODY thru us. cuz were tired of the old game. we get it, we r gettin it everyday, every moment. the game has to switch off the dull breeding programs of the tribes, the tribes were always at war, but they partied at nite, oh yeah, they partied, they lived and loved, they gave birth, they died in this earthlife, they had sex, they wanted to feel kundalini. they drank, they took their shrooms, they ate their bark scraps, they DREAMED and dreamed. the spin of our DNA finally SPINS THEIR'S. it spins theirs. the cleaning comes from OUR WOMB this time. we, as i said in my last 2012 post (which lists as being posted at get this....11:11) GROW THEM A HEART> who knew those chimeras could do it? wow man. who knew those half-men, half-goat/sheep, jew and gentile alike, those dam pesky humans, would be able to do that? it looks like we WENT WRONG on them, to those of them that r FEELING FEAR, within their ranks. im tellin ya, they FEEL IT. they feel somethin coming too. its us, in a good way, its so possible.
cried alot when i wrote it, and afterwards, sitting in a parking lot downtown to run errands after i struggled to make it short. all on HALLOWEEN. feeling the love (ok-preposterous I KNOW) of all of us creations, turning the tide of/on our creators, we being ====the created, the ?clones, the created frankensteins, the new humans/old humans/souls developing our minds and hearts, as i was DEVELOPING/and clearing up the messages from my pastlives in that one. (my hobby) and all on halloween, as the 10/28 retrograde period shunted in (thanks TP--im listening!) i wanted to show u guys that post soooo bad. and every song on the radio in that parking lot was singing songs of back-up thinking. im even cryin a little now, as i write this. thats why we want those pods to wake up and FEEL. thats all. and no, joy, 3 only wants to play, thats all he said. hes not trying to be literal. we arent waiting for a thing, were developing "IT" right now. in the midst of it all.
and all the while right now too, the doorbell keeps ringing, the electricity and clocks are on and off, the dog's barking and all the neighbor kids r buggin us. somethin's trying to stop me from writing this????? believe me, it is messin with me, but it wont change a thing. im on a roll. i come from my father's loins and i am his daughter. he bred a warrior when he brought me here. i read that often, they make em look like them in the face==so that they will recognize them better when theyre born. u can look that up on starchild/wanderer websites. yep--its not to do battle thru killing. its designed to do it thru forgiveness. to forgive the captors. the crucifiers. for "father, forgive them, as they know not what they have done..."
oh yes, my friends, were gonna have to keep workin on those pastlives. open up and check it out. connect the dots. clean up this sector. im doin it as we speak. while i am 53, shedding my for real womb as i am bleeding right now, more than i ever have in my life. its a natural process and it must be done. i understand a little better everyday. i always did but im into wanting to tell u guys abou it. all our threads r so tying in. im entering my crone yers, my old ones years, the old shining ones, the 2 intertwined snakes. its tatooed on my left arm. without a cadeceus, on purpose. more later.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"
and it really is the strangest feeling, like what Poffo described in his post. Suddenly becoming invisible like that...but smack in the middle of talking. It's like a flip is switched and poof, you no longer exist. I've never done that to anybody in my life, and it's totally bad manners. What treehugger talked about though takes the cake. That's REALLY rude! Wow. I mean, getting up and ditching your guests in mid-conversation, not even saying goodbye. I wouldn't go back for any more visits. But that's just me.
I remember when I was about 16 and I joined the ski club at school. Our first night out, we take the lift up the mountain with the instructor to the top. We are out on the mt. and he's giving us pointers..damned if he couldnt remember my name. Asked me about 4 times. Then when we started down the mt. my binding on my ski released and I fell, my ski went down without me. Do you think anybody noticed I was missing? Not one person came looking for me. I couldnt find them the rest of the night so I sat in the ski lodge till the bus came. Not one person noticed I was missing, not even the club members! Geez, Ive got a gazillion stories like that. 
I choose to believe Im just moving on a different vibe, that the ones that cant see me are vibrating at a slower rate than me