Re: Resist the Click
Okay....Day 9 of resisting the click!
You know what it's like....it's like a spaceship pulling away from a planet's gravitational field. But once you clear it, it's easy. 
But that's how it felt. For the first week I kept itching, out of habit, to type in old standby URL's after I'd check my email. Would keep having the thought...come on, just type it in really quick, take a quick look at the headlines, that's all, you don't even have to read the stories!
NOPE!
Eventually the urge goes away once you realize that you intend to have willpower and stick with it. "I will not type in those URL's! Won't won't won't!!" haha It's all habit though. Doing it just because there's time to kill...so why not, you know?....just do it....do it....do it.....
My head does feel clearer, maybe it's my imagination, but I don't feel like I have all this "stuff" jumbling up my brain. The mind feels calmer, less internal dialogue. Coincidentally I've felt so incredibly positive too this week, high energy and good. Don't know if this has anything to do with it, but it's definitely a coincidence. 
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"I get by with a little help from my (higher density) friends."
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It's a good way to be. It reminds me of that scene in Crocodile Dundee where the old guy says something like "See you on Wednesday, Mick" and Dundee replies "Sounds good ... Hey Wal? What day is it today?" I've been living like that for awhile and it's a good way to be. Of course I haven't had a "normal" job either. 
That will be changing soon, so unfortunately I may be back using the clock and calendar again for awhile. So the trick will be to keep as much of the remaining time free for constructive uses, and so "resisting the click" makes a lot of sense.
But then at 20, 21, I began to become very aware and conscious of what things about "me" were really stuff my parents created or molded me into. Dropped the watches, pronto. 
