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Hi Lightwave,

I'd like to echo Marcus and say that I'd really like to hear your story and what's happening to you. I'm sorry that you feel you've been wrongly defined by people. Even though we all know it's wrong I think it's sometimes very difficult to not make assumptions about people, and I think most of us in this thread have perhaps made a few wrong assumptions. Me especially since I thought you were a guy but after reading one of your earlier posts it seems that's not the case.

I think the main problem is that we're all looking through very different lenses here. You seem to be coming from quite a negative place right now which is completely understandable after you've just lost a job and whatever else is happening to you. Therefore it's easy to think that people coming from a more positive mindset may appear to be glib and perhaps even uncaring.

On the whole though I don't think you'll meet a more caring and understanding bunch of people than the regulars of Noble Realms anywhere else on the internet.

You're right in saying that you never asked for help and advice, but it's because we care here that we wanted to give it anyway, even though it wasn't what you wanted to hear.

Anyway, going back to your previous post that I mentioned. It's amazing what can change in the space of 6 weeks. At the end of November you wrote what I thought was quite an inspiring post - http://montalk.net/forum/viewtopic.php?id=903&p=3

It seems that you felt like you were getting close to transending the matrix, and I'm guessing it's for that reason that you've experienced such an onslaught lately. It seems that dark forces are trying to drag you kicking and screaming back down into the Illusion:

You wrote: "So it is getting easier and easier not to worry so much. To let whatever unfold happen, not to fight it so much cause actually it matters less whether I have more or less cause most of it I really can't control anyway. I don't think any of it is why I am here anyway. I believe I am on a quest and all that other stuff just moves me this way and that to give me choice to move me along. Rich, poor, lack, fullfill, more, less it seems all the same. When I was very young, single, small apt. less money I wanted to be married, home, new car, career, etc. I have all that now and sometimes miss those old days. I guess I am trying to say that abundance is really a state of mind not what job you have, or bank account or house, etc. I look at pictures of being 20 and see how beautipful and happy I was and how rich life was and yet I didn't really know it. I was worried about getting somewhere. To have a boyfriend, a cool job, bigger house, etc. I was always trying to get to the next place and I usually did, but now realize all the time I was trying to "get there" I was also not realizing how abundant life was in that moment. Why didn't I know then how wonderful it all was. Why can't I remember each and every moment now how abundant things are. I have to remind myself constantly and then it is sometimes fleeting. Can you imagine if you could live that way all the time. Maybe you can only feel that after you have lived awhile and you look at old pictures and say wow I was pretty cool then and didn't even know it. Maybe it is realizing how precious life is and it is not about things, but just living. Just watching the beauty in the most mundane things.

As hard as it may seem right now I think you need to try and find your old self again, before the current onslaught arrived.  Judging by your earlier post you're clearly aware that this world is an illusion, perhaps you just need to remind yourself of that.

You also said you were trying to make it as a freelancer, I don't know how that's going or if you're still trying to do that, but I have a forum for the purpose of helping people achieve that. I'll send you an invitation to join because you're more than welcome.

Andy

Yes, I recognize the issues.

I would suggest, never force your "hot opinion" against/upon others in daily life.

KEEP YOUR MOUTH CLOSED (and that's not easy, I know)

Forums like this are much better and savier.

In practice, I think, the best way to do is to help people in being "skeptical" towards the media and government, without taking any position.

Lightwave,

I have no hard feelings, I didn't feel personally attacked. I don't know "where"  (locale or emotionally) you are at and I have never had anybody want to vent without a response. So I apologize for offering advice when and where it wasn't wanted.

Also I don't think anybody here would say, don't share your truth and reality, or don't rock the boat, lets keep the feel good status quo.We are here for you.

Everything's cool here, Lightwave. Sorry for wrong assumptions about you. I have a feeling that if we were sitting in a room talking, we would have avoided this whole mess but that's the nature of trying to communicate this way especially when emotions are at high levels. Hope you find that place of joy again soon.

Now if only I could remember what I was thinking before we got into this whole thing, oh well, we'll get around to it eventually I'm sure.

Stephen

Atlantis......did you mean for your last post to go in a different thread?   It seems you may have posted in the wrong thread since the things you're talking about don't match up to what's being talked about in this topic...