http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?id=936 - only on page 2!! Will definitely get back to you on this one.

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The capitalization was a reflection of my being happy with myself for actually having followed the clues and connecting the dots.

Awesome!

EDIT--I didn't capitalize the DID because I felt criticized. The capitalization was a reflection of my being happy with myself for actually having followed the clues and connecting the dots.

Thanks for the link!

Because this "going up stairs" and etheric abduction is old news to me (this happened a number of times in the mid-late 90's), I DID awarely "follow the clues and connect the dots."

It was defintely not a criticism.

1.) It's a process, it takes time, it is painful, it is worth it.

2.) In your own time, and in your own way.

3.) Recovery's where U make your gains.

P.S.
Have U tried EFT? Go to www.emofree.com and sign up for free newsletters (U can cancel anytime) to get the free intro (click on "free intro booklet" link on homepage). Make sure to do the set-up first. Example: "Even though I have had these abductions, I deeply and completely love and accept myself."

* giving permission -- sending out an intention that you want to meet them, beckoning them to give you a sign that they exist, thinking how cool it would be to get abducted, having an emotional investment in the continuation of abductions, asking them to help you with healing or psychic powers, or asking to take part in the hybrid breeding program for the good of humanity. Any vested interest, attachment, or desire for abductions will increase them. Also, having formed pacts with demonic entities via occult rituals will allow for the increase of abductions alien abductors are part of the demonic hierarchy. And if there are positive forces working to guard the freewill of others, if one gives permission to abductions then the choice is made and protection is no longer necessary.

* low FRV (frequency resonance vibration) -- being mechanically and emotionally reactive or passive instead of consciously active. Persecution complexes, indulging in victimhood, succumbing to prolonged fear and paranoia, emotional oversensitivity, obsessing over weird stuff without ever learning from it, failing to put knowledge into action, feeling powerless and giving up, abnegating personal spiritual responsibility and power by calling on external help from position of helpless victim, and emotional insecurity. The frequency of "prey" attracts those of the frequency "predator."

* lack of awareness -- where there is no awareness, there is no freewill, and where there is no freewill there is no violation. The less aware you are, the more the abductors can get away with. And even if you have knowledge and awareness of what's going on, losing awareness upon going to sleep leaves you open for an abduction if you know and remember nothing about it afterwards. Awareness activates freewill, and activated freewill turns otherwise unimpeded activities into attempted freewill violations. If your spiritual strength is sufficient, these attempts are automatically blocked when you become aware of them.

* weak or damaged aura -- just as a weak physical immune system allows easy penetration by pathogens, so does a weak etheric immune system allow easy penetration by negative entities. Young children, chronic drug and alcohol abusers, and victims of trauma are more easily screwed with through abductions. Childhood is the most important and critical time for abductions because that is when the abductions are easiest and the greatest amount of self-destructive programming can be implanted most deeply.

Yes, the method they describe does have a distinctly "religous" tone to it, and it does involve a lot of time in prayer to do as they've described. I exactly know what you're talking about, about what the Cs had replied.

While I'm one of the biggest Cs enthusiasts around, I am always careful to remember that they warned us to be diligent about practicing discernment because the likelihood is that apx. 30% of the material is disinformation. Whether or not "the hand of God" info was disinfo or not, I couldn't tell you for sure. I do know they were proponents of the Christ Consciousness.

I can tell you that in the past I have faithfully called on the Christ Consciousness (not "God" or Jesus) during intuitive and healing sessions for myself and others. Given some of the interactions and outcomes I can't deny that there was a greater force that had come to action.

EDIT--I've edited the remainder of what I had posted yesterday because, although I would like to get opinions from others, I'm thinking it would be best for me to think it over a bit more.

http://www.metatech.org/preventing_alie … tions.html

sometimes, being stagnant, and not making a choice EITHER way, leaves you open for anything.

In fact, I have dealt with an immense amount of shame for ever having been abducted in the first place, especially as an adult. The feeling of shame was why I had such an emotional outburst on Sunday. The outburst was triggered by my friend relating to me that an aura reader had pulled her aside and said something complimentary about my level of intuitive ability. I didn't feel that I deserved the compliment, given what had transpired the night before, and especially given the bruises.

You do not know who you are yet. You are not yet fully aware. You are so close. Emotional sensitivity precedes epiphanies.

I believe there is a situation that occurred in your past way before the "abductions" that, through your perceptions, stripped your self confidence, your sense of self.

I didn't mention this in the past because I didn't think you needed to hear it, but I consider you instrumental in this forum. There are those whose posts I would have never understood, and most likely passed over, had you not interpreted them (either wittingly or unwittingly). It's kind of like sometimes I need for you to chew on something first, THEN I can comprehend it after you spew it out (a crude analogy, but effective, I hope).

Willpower doesn't work; faith doesn't work; love doesn't work. You have to follow the clues and connect the dots to grow your awareness into a shield.

Now, as briefly as possible, let me explain what happened last Sat. night/Sun. morning.

Three of us NR members stayed up until 2 am rapping about metaphysics. As is usual, at bedtime I melted a melatonin tab under my tongue. Instead, again as usual, of falling fast asleep I fell into a twilight sleep. For me, twilight sleep is where my eyes and body are asleep, but my mind is working as if I'm as wide awake as I am right now. I began to see images of people and structures I have no knowledge of come into view behind my closed eyes (not 3rd eye, it was as if seeing with my eyes open, but in the dark). As sudden as is a blink I found myself in my body (astralled) and passing through a door. On the other side of the door was a staircase. I took two steps up, and then stopped dead in my tracks. I lucidly realized that this was the beginning of an etheric abduction. I turned back around and walked out the door.

I then returned to my body in bed and the twilight sleep state. Upon returning I heard this "click, click, clickety-clicking" sound in the room. As twilight sleep is not an easy thing for me to roust myself out of I had to...well, basically command myself and work hard to wake up and see about the sound...at the time I was remembering reading about an NR member posting about clicking noises and, if I remember correctly, the sound being related to energetic portal openings (somebody correct me if I'm wrong).

I finally sat myself up in bed and took note that the sound was coming from the AC vent. Interestingly, as soon as I was aware of where the sound was coming from, and looked at it, it stopped. I then laid back down and returned to the twilight sleep, and remained that way for the rest of the morning/sleep time. If the sound hadn't of stopped right at my noticing it I would be more likely to think that it was just something to do with the mechanical workings of the AC (even if I've never before heard this sound from any AC...and I know my AC for living in FL), and not about some portal opening mechanics. I do always, always strive to be objective.

Because this "going up stairs" and etheric abduction is old news to me (this happened a number of times in the mid-late 90's), I DID awarely "follow the clues and connect the dots." As I was passing back out through the door I was smiling/beaming, lucidly patting myself on the back for turning around. I was very pleased with myself.

After showering Sun. morning, and while drying myself, I did find bruises on my left forearm that weren't there the night before. Two were like thumbprints and spread apart by inches, and there was a very small, perfectly round bruise in between the two others and directly over a vein, but there wasn't a puncture wound as if a shot had been administered. As the color of the small round bruise wasn't cornflower blue (as described on the Implants thread) I was feeling iffy about whether or not it was an EM burst (personal protection) as the Cs had described. It otherwise had the same appearance.

Did I get gotten, regardless of my not climbing the stairs and turning around? I dunno. (the question is a rhetorical one) The bruises are suspicious, but I really don't think I ever fell into a sleep the rest of the morning. I think I stayed aware. Regardless of the sticky-wicket that is Hope, I do hope I was successful, and that not all EM bursts have to be cornflower blue in color.

And gosh, just so you guys know: even though I had a HUGE emotional outburst later in the day on Sun., as I sit here now, recounting the ins and outs of the incident, I have no emotional attachment. I'm over it. I don't think like some others do, that "I'm abducted so I must be special." In fact, I have dealt with an immense amount of shame for ever having been abducted in the first place, especially as an adult. The feeling of shame was why I had such an emotional outburst on Sunday. The outburst was triggered by my friend relating to me that an aura reader had pulled her aside and said something complimentary about my level of intuitive ability. I didn't feel that I deserved the compliment, given what had transpired the night before, and especially given the bruises.

I want to take this moment to whole heartedly thank whoever it was that posted about the clicking sounds. The post had served to raise my awareness...and I am so very grateful. I sincerely hope you are feeling the depth of my gratitude. In turn, if my posting of this is of aid to any other person, then it's worth my concern about what others may think of me for laying it out here.

I also want to thank the NR member who held me up while I sobbed last Sunday. I probably would've "fallen" if you hadn't been there to catch me.

Agree or disagree: All abductions are "asked for" by the abductee.

Disagree.

Willpower doesn't work; faith doesn't work; love doesn't work. You have to follow the clues and connect the dots to grow your awareness into a shield.

My experience has been that "free will" is something that has to be achieved, like sanity.