ASCENSION IS A PROCESS . . .
August 1, 2005
As I have written in the past, by the time a prediction materializes, it nearly always comes in a different form than I had expected. I also have written about my ability to know WHEN something will arrive, but not what form it will take, or, conversely, knowing WHAT will arrive (such as my feeling that there will be a global financial collapse), but not knowing WHEN it will arrive. I never know both the WHAT and the WHEN together. Today is no exception.
I had been told I would go up onto the ships by the end of July, 2005. That, in fact, has happened. However, it did not take the FORM I expected it to take. I assumed I would simply disappear from down here and simultaneously reappear up there, in a single brief instant of time. Well, my assumption turned out to be true, but the experience appears to be measured across a few days of linear time, not a single "instant." So here is what has actually happened and where I believe it will go:
Yesterday (July 31), around 5:30 pm, the Hosts rang my ear (my signal to pick up my inner telephone) and told me we had about an hour left. In a final flurry of activity, I put up the last of the French translations and then checked in. We were instructed to go into the den and sit on the couch, with our cat Amador between us, and meditate for about 5 minutes. We did this and then a process began that is continuing as I write this. We began being lifted through a series of cycles-- reaching a higher point and then dropping back into a previous level to integrate before moving upward again to yet a higher level than before. This was familiar to me from the time I was asked to try to translate my body onto a ship on Aug. 17, 1987 (see the update to the article, "My Close Encounters"). At that point in time, I knew this was not going to be a rapid process, and accepted that as how it was going to be.
It was explained to me that each person's experience of their lifting would be tailored for them, so what I am about to describe is a general description of the processes involved and the relative time it takes to go through them, based on what we experienced in our own ascension and what I was told and shown.
The first part was the hardest. From levels 1 through 3, it was very hard to let go of the chatter of my mind. Doubts and fears surfaced to be dealt with. Fragments of memories swam in and out, and I had to keep surrendering into the process over and over again. In particular, each time I had reached a higher level and then fell back to a lower one, I had the feeling I would fail to achieve my objective of going onto the ship. That was where the surrender came in. Each time I surrendered my resistance to the nature of the process, it made it easier to simply "go with the flow," and over many hours, we moved higher and higher, through repeating these cycles of being lifted and then falling back. At no time did we fall completely back, and over time, I could sense how close we were to our destination. Between levels 3 and 10, we seemed to be enclosed in some kind of container which was lined in Absolute Black. Absolute Black is a theoretical concept in physics, which defines it as a color that absorbs 100% of visible light. I felt it was some sort of protection for us, so that none of what we were going through would be visible to anyone else, and all of our light would be contained within that space.
At level 10, I saw a glow and felt we were approaching the "point of disembarkation." When we reached level 12, I was presented with an image of a woman seated at a desk in a lobby, so I knew we were being "received" into some sort of building. I did not see the ship itself or the outside of the building. We seemed to be in some sort of facility that was dedicated to the kind of process that we were about to undergo. I would liken the atmosphere to that of a very modern hospital, and my descriptions of what followed will make use of familiar metaphors associated with such a place, but are not to be taken as literal descriptions of where we actually were or what actually happened.
Each of us was in a small room that felt like a small operating room. We were constantly attended by 3-4 people throughout the process. The first step of the process was to complete the linking up of each part of our 3D bodies with its analog in the 4D body we would come to occupy. This took quite awhile, and when it was complete, there was another long period of time during which they meticulously checked every possible connection to make sure they were all in place. It was very detailed and I had to work through my impatience, but the feeling coming from the beings working on me was one of a very skilled and very experienced surgical or technical team. They were patient, methodical, and very attentive to every detail involved. Points were checked and rechecked, and I felt their concern that no errors would occur.
After this step was completed, the actual "surgery" began, using various patterns of inaudible sound. The apparent effect was to begin severing all connections with the 3D "sheath" and removing something I will call the "core." I "saw" this "core" as a small, white, shiny object, shaped like an elongated vesica pisces that had been spun around its longest axis and therefore looked like a small white cylinder with pointy ends. The "core" was removed from our 3D bodies and then taken into a room that was one of many I saw along a long, light blue, luminous corridor. I did not see the interior of any of the rooms, only their white luminous doors, but I "knew" that my core was taken inside and placed into an inanimate 4D body that was contained in some sort of long, translucent chamber or incubator. This body had been partially precipitated to receive my core and would lie there for approximately 3 days while it solidified and incorporated my core. During this time, it would be watched over and tended continuously, similar to being in intensive care following major surgery.
After 3 days, the body would be sufficiently functional to be moved to what would be the equivalent of a standard hospital room, where it would eat, sleep, and rest. After about a week of that, it would be mobile enough to go outside for brief periods of time, and after around 2-3 weeks in that status, there would be enough mobility and functionality, and the new 4D person would move to something like a convalescent facility, where it would be tended for 2-3 months more, after which he or she would move into their own home on the ships.
I am still quite weak from the experience and as the experience continues, my 3D body continues to weaken even more. I expect it to be very much like active dying, which consists of a gradual withdrawal from this world and a gradual entry into another plane of existence. The only difference is that I don't expect to leave this body behind, but I can't be absolutely sure of that until after it has happened. I do think this is what happened to Christ during his 3 days in the tomb, after which his body was gone.
The Hosts told me this morning that the process is irreversible, and now that my "core" has been transferred to this other body (the one in the "incubator" on the ship), this 3D body of mine would gradually fade out and my identity would gradually transfer to the 4D body on the ship. I expect this body to do a sort of "cross-fade," so that as this body resolves back into The Formless, its analog -- my 4D body -- will be emerging from The Formless, so there will be no loss of continuity between this adult body and the next one.
My "core" apparently was transferred last night to anchor my identity in 4D, aboard the ship, and the whole process seems to fit very closely with what the Hosts have had to say about this process in the Messages. Specifically, they said it was a very precise process, one which they know and are skilled at performing. They had also said ascension is a process, and it's my feeling that I am still here just so I can tell you about it and you will know what to expect when your turn comes. Everything the Hosts have said to prepare us comes into play now, so make use of it in your own process. Surrender IS the way through!
In closing, I would like to say that now I know the Messages are true and the rest will follow soon. Everything is fitting together nicely, and I have everything set up to make my exit as gracefully as possible. There will be no further communication from me, and I will not set up any new e-mail accounts, so take this information, use what is useful to you, and leave the rest. The hour is late and the "op" is now in motion. This is very exciting and sobering at the same time, for I know what lies just ahead and what all of our preparation has been leading toward. Just as I am passing away out of 3D into 4D the planet will do the same. That is the hope in the 1982 vision: The old world will pass away and a new world will come into being, just as my old body is passing and a new one is coming into being. May your journey be filled with Grace and may we see each other soon!
Much love,
Lyara
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