Topic: Walk-In or Wanderer?
Perhaps this post will be of service in case there are Wanderers (WR) and/or Walk-Ins (WI) who need to wake up. This is a real issue that Ruth Montgomery tried to address in the late 70’s – 80’s but instead of clarifying the issue, she unfortunately glorified it thus distorting it.
First we all understand that there are different levels, or dimensions in which souls reside. The following is a delineation by level for focus of activity:
3rd – physicality, learning to handle the body and physical world.
4th – Love, STO, some knowledge
5th – Light, truth, more knowledge
6th – integration of 3 – 5.
Typically Walk-Ins and Wanderers come from the 6th level (even if they haven’t mastered the 6th – which would put them in the 7th).
What is so important to see, and I don’t think Montgomery emphasized this, is that the 6th is not better than the 3rd, nor is ALL known, nor are they ALL loving… there are a lot of souls in the 4 – 5 – 6 range that have Light and are STS. In addition, people tend to assume that the ‘higher’ one goes, the more they have it together and thus the ‘better’ they are. Not so. The 6th is not higher – it is right here, just phase-shifted out of view.
Please be aware that the 3rd deals in physicality issues, and is not really about learning Love or Light, nor integrating them, but attempting it doesn’t hurt anything. The 4th deals in learning about Love and learning to Love. The 5th deals with Knowledge, which is Light and handling it. Yes, I said that above, but I want to make sure you see that each ‘level’ is focused on one main aspect of soul growth – 5th is not better than 4th. The 3 levels (3 – 4 – 5) have separate foci and when a soul is ready, they move to the 6th level to learn/practice integration of the prior lessons.
When the WR or WI come to the 3rd level, usually as an STO exercise, they still have lessons to learn… one of which is how hard it is to get ideas past 3rd density beings who want proof, evidence they can touch or see. Sometimes the lesson is to learn that some of them cannot be helped or taught. Sometimes the lesson is in letting the river flow – souls will have to experience everything (even if you would save them from pain) in order to learn.
BTW, healers have to learn that not all illnesses are healable, nor are they to remove the illness w/o the patient learning, accepting and overcoming the cause of the illness. The illness may be a way of getting that soul’s attention so that they begin to search for healing – which means seeking answers and a change in attitude (energy), and a re-alignment of self with Self, the One. When the soul has gotten the ‘message’ from their illness, internalized the ‘lesson’ it brought, the illness usually disappears – its purpose is done. Irresponsibly (too quickly) removing a person’s ‘lessons’ means you now have karmic ties to be resolved with that person… not only will they be revisited with their illness, but you as the ‘meddling’ healer also need a lesson.
The trick is to know (inner vision again) when to attempt a healing and when to just pray for them or give them info that will serve them. (A great book on this is Carolyn Myss’ book Why People Don’t Heal and How They Can. She is a documented, proven medical intuitive.)
Back to the WR/WI issue.
These souls come here to serve. But the way they get here is different:
WR -- born into the body, goes thru the veil of forgetting and the trick is to try and ‘wake up’ – to remember what you came here for. You feel like you don’t belong here, sometimes have dreams of flying or of your past world, and typically have allergies to this negative planet. Some are here to ‘anchor the Light’ and others are here to teach, some are here to transmute negativity for others. Many WRs are what we would call aliens – not of the human soul group. Being born into the body gives them the need to learn to master the body before initiating their mission. Too many in this group do not wake up.
WI -- not born into the body; they swap places with an adult in the body who wants out. (There are good WI and bad WI by the way, as with the WR group.) Most are of the human soul group and have mastered the body before… They also come to help, but get to bypass the veil of forgetting and usually just have to master the exiting soul’s issues before getting on with their own agenda. There is usually a divorce if the WI comes into an existing marriage, and that is usually due to a major personality change. In addition, WIs have a hard time with memories… there usually are missing segments of memory, and if the WI hears a favorite song that used to evoke nostalgia, the WI will recognize the song but there will be no emotional link to it. Many of them change their names and adopt their walk-in date as their new birthday.
Both WR and WI come in with knowledge that they just know and cannot explain. To them, things are obvious that a 3rd level soul cannot fathom. Both WR and WI can intuit things and have an inner way of knowing things that is not available to the 3rd level soul.
This is a major trait of both WR and WI.
Both WR and WI need to ‘wake up’ – even the WI can assume they are the same person they always were because the swap is often ‘seamless’ and the WI is not always aware that it happened… more and more the WI is being left with a dream or some reminder that s/he is not who they think they are.
There is no such thing as an angel taking over a human body in this way – the angelic group can appear as a human, but usually does not keep up this appearance. Angels serving the Darkness DO invade and possess if they can – Charles Manson, Richard Ramirez, Anton LaVey for example. (Hitler was not possessed, just greatly deceived and he used to wake up screaming during the night as his dreams were getting to him. He and Himmler dealt with the occult and when you open that door, anything can happen.)
When a WI comes into a 3rd density body, there is usually a pre-swap period where the two souls swap in and out of the body, to help the incoming soul adjust. What is rough is coming into a 3rd density body from the more refined 6th level, and if the Masters who assist with these matters deem necessary, they will make changes to the body to accommodate some of the energy of the WI. If the body is not adapted, and the WI does not step his energy down, the body can ‘burn out’. It will stress the body and Addison’s Disease can result, or MS, or Fibromyalgia… depends on where the weakness is.
Similar to divers ascending/descending in the ocean.
So the WR/WI once awake, has 2 problems to resolve:
1. How do I make a positive difference in this world w/o sounding crazy
or worse yet – building a group of followers who get in the way and
have endless questions and sometimes endless needs?
and
2. How far can I go in teaching, assisting, healing, etc before somebody
gets wise and spots me? More specifically, how do I protect myself
from the PTB and 4th level STS who see me and what I’m doing?
Their agenda is to stop me.
Some WR/WI don’t wake up, others get caught up in the pleasures of this world, others get caught in the density of low, entraining vibrations, and still others get into situations where they are rendered ineffective (cannot serve) because they have been discredited, etc. At that point, another WI may be sent with the ability to overcome what the first WI couldn’t – remember, WIs are not perfect, they don’t walk on water, they don’t have all the answers, and they sometimes make mistakes and get screwed over by the 4th level STS group.
Often, a WI gets their point-of-view tested: some think that knowledge is the answer and if enough of it is given to the 3rd level souls, they can and will straighten themselves out. Just because a WI knows more, are people any more likely to listen and accept because they are told? Many times, it looks like the WI is trying to “teach the sheep to dance", or worse yet, trying to “push the river" – and this is a lesson for the WI/WR.
There is an inherent ego trap in being a “bringer of Light" – it sounds so STO. Good, huh? But some STO become STS when the soul pushes ideas or agendas that really serve that soul’s idea of how things should be. Even really good ideas imposed on others is STS. In short, inappropriate STO becomes STS. And that is the problem with earth: there is very little STO… even the best of people here are STO-candidates for 4th.
And there are STO and STS souls in 4th and 5th, less in 6th.
So how does a WR/WI wake up? This is one of the reasons for writing this – someone may see it who may have the beginnings of a ‘wake up call’. Once a WR/WI accepts that they may be such, the awakening process can begin. As long as they don’t know what they are, or remain resistant to the idea, the person is asleep and cannot wake up. A choice to not wake up is a choice to sleep and is honored by the Higher Powers, but results in a failed mission. Efforts will be made by one’s guides, but the resistant soul who is asleep is doomed to fail.
And there are times when the WI/WR, even if awake, realizes the difficulty of the job, the heavy odds and oppression against him/her, and sometimes the WR/WI leaves. This is not an easy planet. There are times when the constant negativity (that’s what WR/WIs are here to fight), constant resistance, and personal attacks make the job so distasteful that there are a few WIs that I know of who have quit teaching/helping/healing, and while they do hold the Light, they aren’t doing anything else. Demoralization is a BIG issue.
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I say all of that to say that the soul born into this body was a Wanderer. I call him OJ. He did not wake up and fulfill his mission to be a metaphysical minister, write books, and generally help shepherd people into a better world. He was different, though: high IQ, extremely sharp 5 senses, sensitive to energy in a room and people, and intuitive.
He was approached in Feb 1987 to walk-out. He didn’t. Instead he and the potential WI took turns in and out of the body for 11 years: different personalities, different agendas, different energy. This appeared to be schizophrenia to everyone around him. This also stressed the body and by 1997 developed into a stress disease: Addisons Disease. It was so bad, OJ was given 3 years to live… the cortisol count was an 8 on a scale of 5 – 30. So he took his retirement money and went and traveled and did some things he had always wanted to do. Why not.
Along the way, in October 1998, on the way to Arizona, he was visited in the motel room after he had turned in for the night. A typical Walk-in scenario: the current occupant is either dying or wants out. There was a very vivid dream that night, about me descending a beautiful staircase from the 6th level in the starry night sky, coming down to a more and more dense and grayish 3rd level world, and entering thru the head of someone lying there. And a few other dreams of body DNA and energy manipulation. Then 3 days of unusual euphoria and spaciness.
That started a 7 year period wherein I was aware of the Walk-in scenario but would not buy it – I didn’t want to be weird… which was OJ’s programming and was very hard to overcome (which is why I just woke up in January this year – concurrent with being on the new timeline?). I was led in 2001 to a healer who instantly cured me and the irony is there is no more money for retirement, but I have never been healthier… so I will live longer… with no money. (Someone has a sense of humor.)
What has happened is that I wind up with this alternate way of knowing things for which I have no evidence. I do enjoy finding books and websites that ‘ring’ true and will cite those if I can. It is information that just comes up from within. (And I know what the enemy sounds like and have asked for that to be blocked. It has been.) I have also found that when I concentrate and visualize, I can do things that OJ couldn’t (including see auras), and I know things that he used to wonder about. There are many times when things are obvious to me and if I say that, it bugs others to whom things are not obvious.
So, I am considering saying nothing. I’m not sure telling does any good. People are as they are and with so few years left now, I don’t know that they can make significant leaps in awareness (or soul growth) just because I’d tell them something – even if they believed me.
I am not here to specifically teach, nor to do what OJ didn’t do – the time is short and there was a time for what he could have done, but not now. I am more here to anchor the Light (and one other function that I am not sharing as I am still exploring it). I do not know everything about everything; I have an area of ‘expertise’ similar to OJ’s and that is metaphysics, spirituality and personal growth, with some healing/nutrition/energy aspects. My job is to anchor the Light and let it do the work.
It doesn’t matter whether this is funny or believable to you. I present it for what it is worth – some said they’d like an explanation. This is it. It is the only one I have. I am the one who has to live with it and sometimes I wonder what I have gotten into… I cannot see the future but I know that something big is headed our collective way... and with the enmeshing of myself (ignorantly before waking up) into the 3rd level engrams and memes, habits and attitudes, I may not be making it thru any ‘ascension’ and have wondered if I am to restart with those who get recycled… maybe with recycling, you keep the vibration level of your soul, but go thru the veil of forgetting and start again… or maybe I’ll recycle as a someone who can guide them? Someone they can ‘dis’? … is this part of some training? (I am not in touch with whatever I agreed to before I came here. There are some things I cannot see or intuit for my own protection.)
I have not stayed pure and centered in any 6th level awareness – and that is not possible in this 3rd level, anyway. Getting enmeshed with 3rd level vibrations causes a ‘fall’ from the higher awareness. I was warned about that – if I ‘fell’ too far before waking up, I would have to answer for any problems I caused, or karma that I had gotten into anew! (There are risks associated with this venture.) That is why it is a SACRIFICE and why a couple of WIs that I know stay away from people so as not to jeopardize their work or their return to ‘home’. I may not have time to do anything now but straighten myself out, and make sure I’m not locking myself into this timeline too deeply by focusing on the problems and frustrations of this level. There is a trap: we came here to help and it seems logical to look for the error/darkness/injustice and fight it…but this just enmeshes us in this timeline’s drama.
It is not about the individual actions of any one WR/WI – it seems to be a collective effort, to bring Light. I am nobody. And there really is no ‘fight’ with Darkness – just as when you turn on a lightswitch in a room at night, the light didn’t fight back the darkness, or overcome it. It just showed up and the darkness left.
Sobeit. Namaste.