Synchronicity, the month of November, time loops and stuff "on pause" (Page 1 of 5)

On the night of November 3rd, I was thinking somewhat similar thoughts, which I wrote down in order to later edit and post here. (Before reading these thoughts, you should realize I had just smoked a little marijuana at the time, which for me tends to produce compelling thoughts that turn out to be useless fantasies. It was a very tiny amount of marijuana, but the reader should still probably take my thoughts with a grain of salt.) I was pondering a particular question which has been on my mind recently: what is the nature of the coming change? Here is a fragment of what I wrote:

"The pole reversal or whatever it is that is coming will have the appearance of the exact opposite of the current state of affairs. As night appears to be the opposite of day, and death the opposite of life, so shall the end of..."

It was here that I stopped. What was ending? Without thinking, I wrote the word "time".

"...time appear to be the opposite of time itself."

So my thought was that we are nearing the end of linear time, and entering another kind of time that has the appearance of being the opposite of linear time. The next thing I began to consider was the sweep of a metronome, which is similar to a clock's pendulum. It moves forwards and backwards through space, stopping at either extreme for an imperceptively brief of moment where it is completely still before swinging the opposite direction. I think this place of stillness at either extreme may be illustrative of the place of non-time, or the opposite of linear time. It may be the place to which we are all headed after the pole reversal. If something is true, it has to work on the micro level as well as the macro, in following the "as above so below" rule. The operation of the pendulum would have to be in effect in the life of the individual as well.

So I began to think it might be like this: A person's life proceeds one direction through time, then he or she dies and enters the world of non-time, then that person is born again to the same life which proceeds in reverse. However, what makes it "the same life" is the existence of a number of choices, which are the same for that person each time. The backwards life doesn't actually run in reverse like a film where you start by hopping out of your coffin and end by shooting into your mother's womb. Instead, it is the appearance of certain spiritual choices which appear in reverse. You are still born, you still grow old, and you still die in the normal manner, but it is the choices you are presented which appear in reverse order. So for instance, near the beginning of your life on the forward swing you might have the opportunity to help someone who is weak and being bullied on the playground. But on the reverse swing, that same exact opportunity might not occur until near the end of your life, and with different characters playing the roles of bully and victim. Maybe somebody at the nursing home would be getting picked on by an orderly, and you'd have the chance to speak up and stop it, or something like that. Perhaps there are even smaller pendulums (or two-dimensional time loops) operating inside these moments of choice. After a choice is made, unchosen possibilities might be discarded as objects of memory.

Each of these choices would be like a "click" on the metronome. There would be many clicks instead of one. The point of life might be to clear away the clicks somehow. Or the point might be to make the right choice at each one of these clicks, which could then be thought of as switches on the train tracks of your life's timeline. If these opportunities are like railway switches, then you can see how your life could be completely different each time through. The situations allowing for a path-altering choice would be vaguely familiar, though. Not only would you have experienced them many times before, but they would be similar to the same situations other people had experienced, owing to the fact that all our souls are ultimately on the same journey. If these "clicks" appear in succession during linear time, perhaps during non-linear time they appear all at once. This might be what it is like to be dead, where you abide in a "cloud" of these choices instead of experiencing them one at a time.

Then I began to think about the nature of the pendulum, how it swings from left to right. I wondered if it were possible through these choices to begin to affect the pendulum's motion in a different way. Maybe a "front to back" motion might be possible. If you were to make certain conscious choices, you might move the swinging pendulum so that it begins to describe an orbit rather than a curved line. And what if an "up and down" motion were achieved somehow? The orbit would then begin to describe a shape. I don't know what this means exactly, but I suspect if there are ways to consciously transcend linear time, they must be done with complete knowledge of the nature of linear time and with an accurate understanding of what can be expected to lie outside of linear time.

Frankly, I think there is something "off" about my time-as-a-pendulum thoughts. It seems like an incomplete way of looking at things. There has got to be more. I am troubled by the fact that the most prominent use of the pendulum is in the clock, and clocks have been nothing but trouble for the human race. I don't want my understanding of time to be shaped by something related to the clock, or the mind of the clockmaker.

It reminds me of the principle is medicine known as a "healing crisis".  This is when a person experiences the symptoms of their disease in the reverse order in which they appeared.  The goals of treatment in this case, are to help the person be as comfortable as possible, without interfering with the process of disease reversal.

From the time I was a wee lass until about my mid-thirties I recurringly dreamt this same exact dreamscape. I can't even enumerate how many times I've had this dream throughout my life because it's been just that many times, especially when I was young. For me though there wasn't the formation of a funnel. What would happen in my dreamscape was that a ladder would be standing next to the paused in place HUGE wave, I would climb it (as did a few others who were also in the dream), and once in place on the top of the wave it would release, and I would ride the wave out body surfing to the shore. This dream and its recurring nature has always been a curiosity to me, and even more so after hooking up with the Cs and their border realm "wave" information... don't really know if they're interrelated, but it hasn't been something I've discounted.

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

czyx!

You may have answered a mystery for me!   This is so trippy.   Do you remember the "Pole Shift Happens" thread, in current events, where I attempted to use my pendulum to dowse for answers in regards to what "big event" was supposed to happen in October?   And I got magnetic pole shift?   Well, if you read that thread then you might remember how at one point when I was conferring with the pendulum for feedback, it would no longer work for me.    Any time I asked ANYTHING to do with the changes and possible pole shift, all it would do was swing back and forth and back and forth and back and forth.   It wouldn't do anything else.   In the time that I've had my pendulum, it's NEVER done that before, never responded in such a bizarre way.  I've always had luck with it, so much so that I started a thread all about pendulum dowsing to advocate it to others! Now here it was going bonkers on me, giving me this mumbo jumbo back and forth, left right left right nonsense!!

Back and forth, back and forth....what was it trying to tell me?   For me, back and forth is the answer for "maybe" when I'm dowsing, so I thought I was just getting maybe maybe maybe over and over;   I concluded that I was being "locked out" of getting any more feedback on the subject.

Now, after reading your post, I'm like HOLY CRAP!    I'm not saying that was what was definitively happening with my pendulum, but what if you're right about your theory?  The idea of the metronome, and that point where it stops and "pauses" for a split second before resuming, and how it just might be analogous to what's happening with time?   What a great way of putting it!   And the fact that it just popped into your head like that is interesting as well.  It actually makes it all the more valid in my opinion.  That's like a form of channeling, like having higher level information downloaded into the mind. 

Marcus!   There's a dream I had last night which I totally would not have remembered were it not for your post here.   But in my dream, it was the opposite of what you've described......in my dream, it was 2 a.m. but the sun was blazing like it would be at noon.  I've mentioned this dream theme that occasionally repeats with me, the idea of it being light out even at night;  looking outside the window and it's supposed to be 10, 11 p.m. but it looks like late afternoon instead.   This time it was THE most vivid and obnoxious it has ever been.   Full on blue sky and blazing sun.  And for some reason, I thought to ask "WHY?!?"  for the first time.  (I'm startin' to get good in my dreams....having more instances of "thinking" in my dreams, questioning things, become semi-lucid.................no longer just totally getting taken along for the ride, which I think reflects my waking mindset as well.  Dreamtime and waking life is just two sides of the same coin.  Begin waking up in your real life, and you'll start to wake up in your dreams as well.)   So I thought the million dollar question which was "WHY!!!"   And the answer that came back to me was something about stuff shifting on the Earth.  Some massive changes had happened, I don't know, almost like to the level of the Earth actually getting knocked on its axis or something in such a way that land masses had moved and shifted, stuff was no longer where it used to be, and as a result, the area where I was currently standing in my dream no longer experienced night, because it was no longer in the same place on the planet it used to be.

??  Who knows.   It doesn't mean it's a literal thing, but it's still interesting nonetheless!   Even if it's just symbolic, it sounds positve to me.....?   Like maybe a good thing....?   But what a trippy dream it was, is all I can say!  It just felt so weird to have it be blazing bright outside at 2 a.m....then to hear the reason why, I was just like, "whoa!" 

Risen, you sound like me.     I read your post and smiled, because I've had the same exact thoughts.   "I could write a book about it all....but why bother, it would sound so crazy that people would think I made it up!!  And it's too complicated and convoluted anyway!!  dahh!"

   Thanks..again...for making me laugh!   That was funny.

You know, honestly, I don't know.  I think I had another mini de ja vu thing this afternoon.  Sorta kinda picking up on that reality where I've done it all before already.  What can you do, I realized.    We're probably just loopin' around and around and around while they keep revising and editing stuff because each time it doesn't come out the way they wanted it to.   Around and around....let's do it again!  And again!  And again!

So I don't know what to do myself.   But if you're going to go get some snacks, can you grab me a box of Raisinetts while you're there?  If they're all out, Gummi Bears would be a fine substitute. 

Yeah.  I'm in a time loop right now, too.  I began a second job recently for extra cash.  I got a job in a theatre box office--I began on the same day, Nov 14th, that I left my last box office job two years ago.  Two years ago I left that job in order to begin doing more massage.  Well, I did more massage and then I moved cities, blah, blah, blah--but, now, I'm beginning this job for the extra cash needed begin my massage business here.

The types of personalities from my last box office job correspond almost exactly to the types (and numbers) of personalities of co-workers in my new box office job: a thirysomething gay guy who likes cooking, a thirtysomething English Lit type, and a couple of students.

I walked into my apartment yesterday with a vivid sense of deja vous, too.  I could literally remember having dreamed myself entering my (current) apartment from years and years ago--I saw everything in my dream: the carpet, my cat, the key ring rack, etc. 

...I also recently read "Tales from the Time Loop" by Icke...