The Agent Next Door (Page 1 of 3)

I am being stalked too and I am just now realizing it. Nothing else for me to say really but you really hit the nail on the head.

I don't feel bad about it. I know god is on my side and nothing can stop me.

Scaring people into hopelessness and resignation is definitely a disinformation tactic, though I'm probably not familiar with as many examples as some other members of the forum.     I did get that feeling about Bill Deagle's talk on YouTube which was discussed in another thread here several months ago.   David Icke as well, at least after his three-hundredth book which said pretty much the same thing as all the others.

I thought the information being presented on the sites I linked was interesting and worth seeing.   I especially liked the fact that the one person actually got out a video camera, "stalked the stalkers" back, and then put it on the internet for everyone to see.  I think that's an affirmative act against them and itself could be part of a solution.   Dark critters scurry away when you put a spotlight on them.   

For me it's not always easy to know where to draw the line between presenting important information and "dwelling" on the negative.       I think too many people intentionally avoid dark subjects entirely, having been conditioned to believe that "thinking negative thoughts" will invite negativity into their lives.  The film "The Secret" has gone a long way to instill this view in a lot of people's minds, by mainstreaming the whole "you create our own reality" routine.   My concern is that such an attitude leads people to avoid important information that they need to know about, just because it's "negative."  Taking the necessary time to educate oneself about what's really going on, and the dangers we might encounter in life, does not -- in and of itself -- constitute "dwelling" on the negative.   It's not fear-mongering to shout "fire" when the theater really is on fire.   Getting hysterical and screaming "we're all going to die," on the other hand, is not helpful.   

As far as the sites I linked, they're the only ones I'm aware of that discuss the issue you raised at all, stalking, saying "HELLO, THIS IS HAPPENING," so I think they're worthwhile in that respect if nothing else.   If you know of other sites dealing with the subject which you feel are more balanced, please do post a link.

I suspect they will indeed, because you've forced their hand.    I've done this in various ways myself, and that's when things start to get interesting.    If strange stuff starts happening, keep in mind that these guys (or whatever they are) are apparently forced by higher laws to respect the free-will of individual human beings.    They might engineer situations in an attempt to trick you into giving them permission to do things they otherwise couldn't.     I've found that this occurs in both the hyperdimensional sphere, as well as the mundane.

Seems you have at least three options:

            1) Get hard evidence on all this by documenting it with camera, videocam, webcam, digital audio recorder, etc...

                              If they are consciously screwing with you, this will act as a deterrent.

                              If you are catalyzing these experiences through a mind/reality synchronistic feedback loop, then
                              hard evidence to show others interferes with the loop because it injects the freewill of others who
                              are not part of that loop.

                              If you are imagining these connections, documentation will allow others to more easily point out
                              why that is so.

             2) Do a complete 180 turn around in your emotional and mental responses to these events.
                             
                              Laugh instead of cry. Feel giddy instead of fearful. Feel nonplussed instead of agitated.
                              Focus on other things instead of these phenomena. One of the few times ignorance works
                              is when you're ignoring what has no purpose other than to ensnare your awareness. This
                              solution works for all three scenarios described above.

             3) As suggested, move elsewhere.

This stuff started happening to me in 2001 after I first began researching artificial synchronicities and the matrix. It was like the Truman Show for a while. But once I figured out what the deal was and applied that knowledge, it completely stopped. It was a change in my awareness, vibe, attitude, focus, and mode of reaction that did this. My own consciousness played a role in these phenomena, but so did meddling by hyper-D forces. By retracting my participation in this tango, not only did I cut off my half of the energy fueling it, but I also made it completely pointless and disappointing to hyper-D forces who were no longer getting the desperation, paranoia, and obsession that they wanted to keep me spinning my wheels.

Based on the correspondences I've had over the years, the weaker victims keep feeding the harassers until ending up in mental institutions diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. The stronger ones do get over it eventually and become stronger than ever, not by clutching to courage in the face of overwhelming fear and danger, but by calling the bluff and losing the fear. The key to remember is that whatever danger there may be from harassment, mindless reaction to that danger poses just as much a danger. In my experience, hyper-D harassment often uses a decoy attack from the outside to elicit the real attack which is your own reaction to that decoy. Therefore whenever I experience what could be the beginning of a new feedback loop of harassment, I do take note of the curiousness of the timing, but I also put it in the back of my mind without further dwelling.

I Think There Is A Spy Among Us

While I am not surprised to see such a plethora of thoughtful and astute observations from all of you, I am astounded by the hand of fate which led me here at this particular point in my life. Thank you all for your good answers.

This is a very tricky situation with no easy answers because it is both spiritual and mundane. Too much emphasis on either side can send you chasing after stalkers (exactly what they want), or have you whistling Dixie while the troops tear down your world. I DO deal with them physically, and I DO turn up the music (so to speak) and tune them out. Sometimes I do the wrong thing at the wrong time. Sometimes I hit perfectly and become stronger. It's all a learning process.

In the end I must understand that I am here for a reason. That I sent myself here to learn something. To do something. That it has gotten to this point only shows my density (no pun intended), and now I must contend with very skillful, cunning teachers who are not going to go away until I break through my own ignorance.

I have come a long way since September. When I first found out what was really going on, when all the pieces fell into place and I got a sense of the scope and magnitude I reacted like anyone else might have reacted. I froze. I was a deer staring into the headlights. "Who is doing this?" is the FIRST and most logical question. The answers I saw on these websites just didn't ring true to me. Didn't make sense. The government. The CIA. The FBI. The Masons. The Nazis. The New World Order. The Illuminati. The Trilateral Commission. The Girl Scouts of America for god's sake. I wasn't a threat to ANY of these associations.

I had to retrace my steps back in time and find the point where things started going haywire. I pinpointed that space when I changed three years ago - which is why I mentioned this in my opening post. I have come to the only conclusion possible. This is not a war with humans. Three years ago I stepped out of the prison and they unleashed the dogs to find me and bring me back. And you won't find these kind of answers on stalking websites.

Many of you have mentioned fear. I am not afraid of them. Never have been. What they want is my anger. They want my reaction. Reading Montalk's "Matrix Agents" parts 1 and 2 was truly an answer to a prayer for me. A prayer to an unknown god. When the agent next door skips out before I even THINK about walking out my door, I know this is timeline stuff. Something is watching me from another realm and moving the pawns around me.

I have learned the value of my freewill. I lock down my timeline with clear choices accompanied by tangible confirmation. I tape. I record. I make statements to friends. I bring my friends' consciousness into the mix to solidify my reality and keep it safe from manipulation - even if my friends don't understand what I'm doing.

Much of what goes on around me is clearly dependent on my reactions. Some things I handle on my own. Some things I must simply leave to faith. Never have I been so attuned to my own emotions, my own thinking. I am a different person now and they have lost this war.