Noble Realms — Ayahuasca Visions

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-03-31T01:36:26Z

Just got back from my trip to Heart of the Initiate. This experience exceeded everything else in my life in opening my eyes (literally my third eye). I wrote down quite a bit of stuff during my experiences while I was still in what I will describe as the hypnagogic state. The states above the hypnagogic state, I would have been very hard pressed to attempt writing anything down. On my first trip I thought I was going to die, or get lost in infinity for a while, and on two of my trips I went to places that I could only describe as hell. Many parts of the trip I felt nothing less then absolute terror. Despite this I am still sad that I cannot conjure up the direct memories of these experiences, I can only remember that telling myself what I was experiencing so that I could remember it later. Some parts of this experience I actually remember that I was purposely blocking what was happening from my memory so that I could go on living a normal life without the experiences coming back. My organization of this message is terrible, but there is just soo much for me to write about what happened. I will try to write up about what happened on my trip this week while the server is down.

To summarize.

Myself and others saw the matrix, the and the attendants of the matrix, the hive where the pods are kept, having a plug inserted into someones head by giant praying mantises.

I witnessed a bunch of friendly beings who I would like to urban hippies during the 60's but I feel they may have been STO beings waiting for us beyond the veil. They offered me their hand from a place that was like a tear in the reality. I knew that I could have left this reality and joined them, but feared at the moment that doing so would have led to my death, and therefore didn't go.

I saw my more of the tricksters. I think they might have been 4D STS but they were messing with my mind so I couldn't see them well. Their world was awful, it is the place I describe as hell, it is like if Las Vegas with throbbing lights except everything was built of these throbbing lights. Their presence felt absolutely awful and terrifying, and was very similar in description to the horrible feeling some abductes remember feeling in the presence of the tall greys or other "evil aliens".

I saw many secens of Bahamet, and other avatars of lucifer built of red, green, and yellow strobing, pulsating neon lights performing horrible acts. I witnessed the beings bathing in my terror as it was actually like a field of waterlike light being given off from mybeing.

I get the feeling that the fall of man may have something to do with turning off the third eye, which I am assuming is what was opening during this experience.

One of the coolest things that happened that scared every inch of my soul for some reason was what I have named the fringe reality. It is like a limbo area between this physical reality, and the reality where there is no structure and exists purely as a reflection of your imagination. The fringe is where I saw the unicorn, fairy, elven, and other beings. I knew this is where beings such as werewolves and things came from. In the fringe reality things are based on the laws of physics but don't have to obey them. Like a fairy looks like human but is miniature and has wings, an impossibility here, yet there because our laws don't exist, the fairy can be.

I also realized that god does not exist in this universe, the universe exists inside of the mind of god, which is all that exists. I saw so much, and it was more real then I feel typing this message now, yet I cannot really remember it, just the basic concepts of what I was seeing.

These are just the places I went, because they contained the answers I was looking for. I think it is very rare for people to have an experience like mine.

Last of all when I was really lost in infinty, I remembered the time before I was born, and could only remember this life like it was a distant memory. As I moved through reality to reality I got that feeling you get when your dreaming and you wake up only to realize your still dreaming, and you wake up again wondering which reality is the dream and which is real.

Crazy stuff, but I saw that there is oh so much creative and fun things that can be done in the universe with a childs endless enthusiasm and excitement.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-17T15:07:28Z

Here is a place in Peru that is a little more reasonably priced, although it didn't work into my plans. http://www.bluemorphotours.com/shamanic_tour_info.asp

it is the site where the national geographic story on Ayahuasca took place:

http://www.nationalgeographic.com/adven … /peru.html

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-17T10:59:58Z

Since The Bottom Line Is DMT

(And More Specifically, OUR Return To This More Natural State Of Awareness As The Living Library):

Consider:

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Although Very Involved And Personal.......

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-17T10:19:29Z

Anyone know of any good ayahuasceros that don't charge a king's ransom for a session? I'd love to go, but I just can't justify spending $4700 plus airfare for my wife and I to go there when I could use that money to get my farm started (that's including the 10% couple discount).

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-16T23:42:35Z

Im working out the details on the trip right now. I was set back a little when I found out that Heart of the Initiate is 2000 euros not 2000 $, a little bit of a difference. Anyway I'll let you know how it goes, and thanks for the advice.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-15T21:13:57Z

Yes, I've seen people bring their entire non-aya-drinking families with them before. I don't know if there is a discount on the price or not. You may want to email them to ask.
My wife wanted to go with me next time just to hang out on the beach. The new location in Brazil I hear is beautiful, resort like.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-15T20:36:03Z

ENT Doc, does Heart of the Initiate make accommodations for a non-aya-drinking spouse? My hubby would want to come with me, but he doesn't want to partake. I wouldn't want anyone to take it just to go with the flow.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-15T20:08:28Z

I highly recommend Heart of the Initiate. I have been there several times. I can't say enough good things about them. They are somewhat expensive, but this is one of those cases where you get what you pay for. The shamans are great, the ayahuasca is strong, the food is excellent and healthy (on site chef), the massage is wonderful. Overall a very safe and luxurious location to drink ayahuasca.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-15T03:55:03Z

You might find some answers here:

http://forums.ayahuasca.com/phpbb/

I know there are several different places that people on this forum talk about. Good luck! Be sure and report back once you finish your journey!

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2007-02-15T03:33:39Z

Ok, I have the time, money, and a convienient situation in Brazil, so I think I will try out one of these Ayahuasca visions. Does anyone have any new insights or recommendations about a good place in Brazil to go to do this, or anything else. Heart of the initiate was the only place I could find online in Brazil that does these Ayahuasca retreats in the time frame that I am looking to go.

I'm strapped in and prepared to blow away all my old paradigms

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2006-10-04T04:33:22Z

I've had a similar feeling while on psylocibin mushrooms...it's said that DMT and whatever's in mushrooms is pretty similar, so I have a feeling of what Aya has described.
There was a feeling of complete bliss, of complete oneness with everything, to such an extent that I actually began having a mental connection with some benevolent power...it felt like a friend I knew for a long, long time. We began to laugh uncontrollably from some stupid little joke we had played on eachother in a past life, though I can't exactly remember just what it was. But as we were laughing, I turned around to make a face at my friend...but guess what? No one was there! Not even my physical friends were there...there was no one, and here I was sitting in an empty room for what must've been a half an hour talking with some imaterial being!
That tripped me out. I found my friends laughing in another room, and I told them what happened...they just looked at me and started laughing.
Laughing and humour is the most powerful medicine on the face of this planet, probably even the universe.
I've done mushrooms after that but with never that same effect. That was my first time doing it, and the other times have never reached that feeling...in fact afterwards, they just made my body feel weird and alien, with only "bulging-contracting" halucinations.
Despite my last uncomfortable experiences with mushrooms, I would definitely undergo an ayahuasca ceremony. Done in the right setting, it can be an awesome experience, one full of revelation and understanding about the nature of things and humanity, to put it simply. But nothing can truly describe the strengething that occurs within the initiate, the healing in the positive experiences, and the tempering of the sword in the "uncomfortable" experiences. Either way, one comes out of these experiences changed, and hopefully, in such a way that will help them discover their true "goal" in this life.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2006-10-03T23:39:39Z

Lono wrote:

I'd love to hear your feedback when you get a chance to process it, ENT Doc. I do plan to take a journey to Brazil for a ceremony, but that's the only setting in which I would take it. I understand that it's too powerful to just take it willy-nilly. I'm especially interested in Heart of the Initiate, and I'd like to know how it compares to some of the other ones I've seen on the net. Has anyone had experiences where they could compare them?

I second the motion and am prospecting a journey of my own to Brazil. I'm interested in more first hand experiences and also where/how to seek a professional shaman (?) for the experience. thanks in advance.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2006-10-03T22:55:16Z

ENT Doc wrote:

it does seem that something very BIG, beautiful and perfect is not only coming, but it is happening right now. It involves a cycle in the universe, human DNA, and a wave of feminine-mother earth-green-healing energy.

My new friend I met last Fri. was saying that the Aya performs as an activation in the brain allowing for spiritual insight and evolving. I think this may be what has allowed you to sense this beautiful transformation in our future.

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2006-10-03T20:15:49Z

I'd love to hear your feedback when you get a chance to process it, ENT Doc. I do plan to take a journey to Brazil for a ceremony, but that's the only setting in which I would take it. I understand that it's too powerful to just take it willy-nilly. I'm especially interested in Heart of the Initiate, and I'd like to know how it compares to some of the other ones I've seen on the net. Has anyone had experiences where they could compare them?

Re: Ayahuasca Visions

2006-10-03T17:15:10Z

Funny,
I just got back from Heart of the Initiate in Brazil. I could only stay for two Ayahuasca ceremonies as I had to return home for a family emergency. I can honestly say that this experience with The Lady was stronger, more beautiful and more profound than I could have ever imagined. I am working on putting the incomprehensible into words, but when I'm done I'll share the experience if you are interested.
Until then it does seem that something very BIG, beautiful and perfect is not only coming, but it is happening right now. It involves a cycle in the universe, human DNA, and a wave of feminine-mother earth-green-healing energy.
Keep drinking in a safe environment. You may notice that the same Aya is becoming stronger. Guide your own journey with your intent. Ask questions, stay alert and focused, like a hunter.
By the way, as nearly always StarCat is very right. I have a feeling that Aya will soon become like the gold in Renegade. Be very careful what you drink, where and with whom you are drinking.