In this apocolyptic dream I had, there were huge ghostly apparitions flying through the sky called "wraiths."  They looked like clouds with heads comet-like tails, and they darted quickly back and forth, passing through people at random.  Some people disappeared after this, and some remained standing.  I received the message that these wraiths would take away the negativity in someone, so that if more than 50 percent of them was negative, they would disappear, but if the balance was positive, they would remain without the darkness.  I stood there wondering, if a wraith went through me, would I be left standing?

For me, this lends credence to what this guy says on a personal level.

Blessings back at ya!

Here is another section from the 12.02.03 reading that I found meaningful:

"You yourself can change the reality for all those on Earth by simply learning to love yourself unconditionally. This is the mystery-shrouded goal of all Wanderers: to come to this planet, to experience the disharmony and the chaos that has been created (as in the movie "Sphere"  you mentioned) by the very perceptions of those entities themselves, and to weave a path through that misery… a path of love, a path of acceptance, a path of understanding."

Following on from wandering's wonderful reading with David Wilcock, I found this on David Wilcock's ascension 2000 site. I am liking and resonating well with what I read there. An inspiring marriage of science and mysticism. Thenfor channelled is a sort of update on the Ra material. As David Wilcock explains, he is channelling a male and female aspect of his higher self in 5th density, not the entities in the Ra Law of One material. Those entites were channelled direct from 6d to 3d.

Thinking about the life purpose and perspective matters raised in wandering's reading, I thought I'd share from yet another reading that spoke volumes to me. This tlaks of lifeon earth being the initiatory portal to higher realms so to speak. That unlike days of old, one does not need to retreat into a temple or a monastery to do the work of growing themselves spiritually. I think this theme also resonates with Palulukon's "a good day" meditation post in the General Discussion forum. The piece quoted below is a segment form a reading that can be freely and fully accessed from the ling below on the ascension site.

http://ascension2000.com/12.02.03.htm

Enjoy!

mimi

From reading done Oct 3rd 2003
Healing the Violence Against Self:

Earth as a Monastic Initiation Chamber.

[...]Look to the many assumptions that are woven into this fabric of self.

Look at how those assumptions have been based upon feeling so alien in this world, as if no one understands you, as if no one is like you, as if you are all alone.

Deep down inside recognize how that feels as if God has abandoned you – as if you have been cast asunder into the garbage pit of the universe to sniff for maggots and shove rats to one side in the process.

It is only once you have been kicked in the dirt and tasted the gravel on your tongue that you may then have a desire to stand up and walk again,
knowing that with each step forward, the Earth is moving under your feet, rolling like the elephant-on-a-ball trick. The world walks with you; you are a part of nature. Everything is happening according to a grand plan, in which you are just a pinprick of light in your personality self, which is attempting to comprehend your true identity.

The true identity within you knows that it is not abandoned by the One Infinite Creator because it is the One Infinite Creator.

To assign the Creator a role other than yourself is to reinforce separation, to cast a shadow over your own process. For within the greater discipline of selfless meditation comes the realization that self is selfless: that what you have thought of as real, (as a self, as a personality,) does not exist beyond this level or this dimension. As you expand into higher dimensions, the grander scope of yourself comes into view. You can look at all the past lives together, you can look at how you scripted the various events in those lives with a definite itinerary in mind, and you can make further strides towards unifying with your own status as the One Infinite Creator.

Yet, you need not wait for ascension for this to happen – the ascension is now. The ascension comes when you embrace yourself without reservation or hesitation, when you learn that you are truly perfect and whole and complete in every moment, that you have never been abandoned, that all you need to do to feel that connection is to remember the Earth, remember the sky, remember the trees and know that it is all a part of yourself. This meditation can take you very far. [...]
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Hi mimi!

Welcome to Noble Realms!

On this page cameron further explains the tagging process, it's the 8th post down the thread.

http://montalk.net/forum/viewtopic.php?id=70

Thanks Auendove and wandering - got it sussed now!
And thanks for the welcomes.

mimi

Welcome to Noble Realms!

On this page cameron further explains the tagging process, it's the 8th post down the thread.

http://montalk.net/forum/viewtopic.php?id=70

I've only used the "quote" feature a few times, and anyone can correct me if there is a better way to do this.  By the "post reply" option in the bottom left of the screen is the word "quote".  By selecting quote with the mouse, you are also selecting "post reply".  Initially the whole text of the "quoted" material will be included, but you can erase text to select just the text you want.  Then type whatever additional info you want and select "submit".

At the beginning of the quoted material will be a quote=name which is in brackets and at the end of the quoted material will be a name /quote which also has brackets. 

Welcome to the board!  I arrived here a couple months ago.

There is a quality to the instreaming energy in which service can be rendered without taking the form of the more measurable constants that have defined planetary service in the past.  As was said in the Law of One series, if even one entity is reached then that entity reaches all as the oneness is contained within each soul.  We are indeed not concerned with numbers, quick growth, or sudden changes.  And the one person most important to be reached is, of course, yourself.

To approach this throne of the divine in preparation to sign your name upon it in the conclusion of your quest for meaning in third density is to approach the question of how your evolution necessitated making sacrifices at various times.  Spiritual growth requires the most difficult decisions, the most heartbreaking dilemmas which must be resolved inside.  Spiritual growth is a process of stepping into greater love, wisdom, joy, and happiness.  And there are many layers that must be passed through to reach this point.

It is the journey of the hero, from separation through initiation into illumination and then the return from the realm of illumination to take what has been gained and in so doing to transform the world.  The path of the hero’s journey is one that currently faces you now.  There are those opportunities to fail to proceed and no matter what choice is made, there will be a perception of failure based on the current configuration of your mind. 

This is an important point as it shows the contrast that exists in the tapestry of experience.  Regardless of which decision is made, there will be consequences.  There will be opportunities to judge yourself unfairly and harshly.  The searchlight or beacon can indeed draw you towards the land when you are cast adrift in the raging waters of the sea.  That lighthouse can provide an orientation, a focal point.  A point to allow you to vector in on a new set of coordinates.
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(I am a newie, and still don't know how to get quotes from other posts  neatly framed into the body of a message text - where is the info that shows one how? -help please anyone.)

Hi Wanderer,

Thanks very much for sharing. This resonates with me, especially the above, and I suspect for many others who gather here too. On awakening to the terror of the reality around us, I like many have asked the question: "What can I DO?", both practically in terms of civic action, and esoterically in terms of growing my inner self, so that it is reflected in my actions. ie in my desire to be of service to life.

Ultimately from what I understand of the above segment, all choices are learning experiences, and thus cannot be "wrong". It is the intention that is pivotal. ie Are you intending to be of service to life, or not?. To some "life" is destruction, conniving and death. Thus if we are intending to be of serivce to life, you, like those that choose to feed the dark, have to be of service to yourself first.  Of course for the "dark side", service to self is their "raison d'etre" anyway. Service to self within the parameters of serving life or others, entails a more balanced perspective.

That is how I currently understand The Work, or The Quest, or however you desire to call the purpose of life. A key element in this I thinkis throwing judgement out of the window. As your reading says "There are no wrong choices". And yes, I know  it is not easy. But you/we knew that before we came to this realm, even though we may have optimistically underestimated the difficulties before we pulled the veil over our eyes

You are blessed; that was a wonderful reading, and in sharing it you bless us all.

Thanks a plenta again.

mimi

The following is from a reading that I did with David Wilcock on 15 March 2004.  You may find several parts of it "unbelievable".  I can fully understand that.  I recommend a skeptical and open mind.  If you wish, you can think of it as science fiction.  At any rate, I hope you find it interesting, and possibly even helpful.

Wandering1,

This article was exactly what I needed for today. Thanks for this "synchronicity". I felt very bad all weekend, thinking if I'm some kind of mad or not. I've changed a lot this last 6 months, my thoughts, values, beliefs changed a lot. I look at myself and realize that I would say "what a crazy man" if I met myself only 6-7 months ago. That brought a very bad heavy feeling to my conscioussness all weekend, making me feel bad.

So yes, lately I had my share of experiences on some "unbelieveables" coming into what I may say "believeable". And yes, this article was interesting and helpful to me.

Thanks again. And you're right, also thanks to Tom for this forum

From David Wilcock:"The mirror that you see now around you, those in your experience, is becoming increasingly tarnished, lacking in integrity and the virtues that you are choosing to adopt.   This does not make it bad.   It means, however, that you are now seeing exaggerated versions of issues that were in your subconscious which are being worked out.   The struggle in your external environment, therefore, is indeed a reflection of the struggle inside."

Wandering1 thank you for sharing this insightful message from the reading you did with David Wilcock.  The entire message had a great deal of meaning for me but I am focusing at this moment on the part about mirrors.  The concept that we are all mirrors for one another is a profound one, I believe, and for me has been a very difficult one to fully incorporate into my life.

And yet, I find that it is perhaps the best tool to use for personal growth.  Whatever "presents" itself to me, shows an aspect of my inner self.  The rude person in a post office line - mirror -
the warm person in a grocery line (ahhh) - "nice" mirror.  Etc.

Recently I have been reading "Creating True Peace: Ending Violence in Yourself, Your Family, Your Community, and the World" by Thich Nhat Hanh.  This book clearly illustrates the "mirror" concept and offers practical meditations and daily practices to transmute the inner violence prevalent in all of us.  (violence is not something I am able to easily accept as a word/concept/feeling/action, when confronting myself but Thich doesn't mince words) (for example, gossip is violence ... idle chatter is violence - it's relative in degree obviously but each bit adds drops to the "bucket" of violence)

Christine B.

Also, this post is likely longer than most that you are used to.  So only read it if you feel like it!   Here goes:

I am Ra.  We greet you in the love and in the light of the one infinite creator.  We decided upon this meeting long in advance and thus it is a fulfillment of a prophecy that your subconscious was aware of.  This is a unique opportunity for the awakening process to continue at a critical juncture in your evolution.

For those who see things differently, there are many diversions from the integrity of seeking.  Each experience carries with itself a notable similarity to the memory of who you once were.  What we mean is that your experiences in this life are often word for word dictations of what life has been like before in other lifetimes.  Bear in mind that this is not seen as a negative thing, rather it is composed of the elements, the very stuff, of third density life.

It is quite difficult to make a decision for one who has sojourned upon the Earth so many times before, albeit differently in forms of outer expression from one lifetime to another.  The grain of experience has seen famine, pestilence, droughts and floods, economic highs and economic collapses.  Through it all, the integrity of seeking has remained a constant.  What you seek is the wisdom and the love of the ancients- those who have gone before and paved the way for reconciliation of the desires of past, present, and future into a state of true self realization and awakening in the now. 

This process is one of internal seeking.  The outer modalities of expression often involve areas of difficulty, discontent, and dismay.  It seems that there are holocausts on every corner in this world.  No matter where you look, you can see that which is failing to improve, failing to grow, failing to evolve.

For a wanderer, such as yourself, it is quite likely to have a desire to seek for the betterment of all humankind through what you can do within the system itself to aid and heal these holocausts, to aid heal the system and in so doing to transform it.  This is certainly a valid and honorable position and one that you are not faulted for, nor anyone else. 

There is a quality to the instreaming energy in which service can be rendered without taking the form of the more measurable constants that have defined planetary service in the past.  As was said in the Law of One series, if even one entity is reached then that entity reaches all as the oneness is contained within each soul.  We are indeed not concerned with numbers, quick growth, or sudden changes.  And the one person most important to be reached is, of course, yourself.

To approach this throne of the divine in preparation to sign your name upon it in the conclusion of your quest for meaning in third density is to approach the question of how your evolution necessitated making sacrifices at various times.  Spiritual growth requires the most difficult decisions, the most heartbreaking dilemmas which must be resolved inside.  Spiritual growth is a process of stepping into greater love, wisdom, joy, and happiness.  And there are many layers that must be passed through to reach this point.

It is the journey of the hero, from separation through initiation into illumination and then the return from the realm of illumination to take what has been gained and in so doing to transform the world.  The path of the hero’s journey is one that currently faces you now.  There are those opportunities to fail to proceed and no matter what choice is made, there will be a perception of failure based on the current configuration of your mind. 

This is an important point as it shows the contrast that exists in the tapestry of experience.  Regardless of which decision is made, there will be consequences.  There will be opportunities to judge yourself unfairly and harshly.  The searchlight or beacon can indeed draw you towards the land when you are cast adrift in the raging waters of the sea.  That lighthouse can provide an orientation, a focal point.  A point to allow you to vector in on a new set of coordinates.

It is no accident that in the last three weeks so much new material has come your way, that in the last few years so many changes have occurred.  This is the burden of enlightenment.  It is a burden in the sense that a truly transformed being is one that is capable of transforming the world.  Those who transform the world are not infected with the disease of fear.  They have learned that sometimes radical decisions must be made in order to progress forward.  The talents that you have make you indeed uniquely qualified to participate in a more direct role of service to this planet and its awakening process.

There are no wrong decisions.  There are no mistakes.  Currently your mind is configured as if there would be mistakes or failures.  This too is made of the stuff of third density illusion.  Now and then shards of light pierce through this veil and you catch a glimpse of the beyond.  Nonetheless, it seems well outside the grasp of anything you could attain in this life.  It is in the realm of the unbelievable.  When someone says unbelievable they do mean what they say.  It is outside of their perception.  They are seeing something but at the same time they have not fully allowed it to be real.

In this case, there is a discomfort created by awakening.  A discomfort in seeing the contrast between the desires and goals that are very much real in your mind from your family structure and from the social structure- the desires and goals that are in your mind as a result of the penetration of this veil, the letting in of a light of a new understanding.

The wheel of fortune continues to turn.  Choices may be made in either direction.  At all times, you are being divinely guided.  Your perceptions are being enhanced by your own freewill decision to seek ever more devotedly the path of what could be considered most righteous.

Rest assured that there is great validity in that which you have seen as unbelievable.  Rest assured that this new world is coming into focus even now.  The energies of fourth density are transforming the vibratory frequency of DNA.  Many paranormal experiences become available to the awakening soul as this expansion continues.  Many areas of resistance will emerge. 

You see, there is a dichotomy in the sense that you desire community, you desire greater fellowship with other selves who are thinking the same way, yet at the same time, you wish to honor obligations to the tribe, to the culture, to the family unit, even to God.  We can help you to understand that a very important factor in the subconscious mind for an entity feeling obligation is that it is believed that the obligation is the will of God.  This is why obligation is so effective in controlling others.

Tribal consciousness has as its fundamental root, the impeccability of the discernment of those who would be leaders. The whole system is breaking down.  Honor has no meaning in this American culture as those who should have the greatest position of honor, those who should be saluted when they enter into the room, are doing nothing but taking the easiest path for the enrichment of their own well-being, to the detriment of others.

The will of the parents often becomes the will of God in the subconscious, for God is an intangible entity, a philosophical construct, layered in with all sorts of beliefs.  But when one is actually dealing with the physical world, with that which one interacts with, God is  that which is seen and felt and heard and understood.

The divine presence truly is the oneness, and the oneness is all there is.  So those closest to you will subconsciously be identified with the divine creator.  It helps you to resolve this dilemma when you realize that on a very deep, pre-verbal, pre-conscious level, you feel that you are defying God itself to go in a direction other than that which the tribe would suggest.

Again, this is the process of individuation, of truly coming into a sense of your own selfhood.  We do not deny the importance and value of honor.  In fact, this point is one which the entity David has been particularly aware of lately, as of the time of this working.

The question is whether the unbelievable can be branched off from, through free will, into that which is believable.  If you knock, the door will be opened.  If you seek passionately, answers will be given.  What seems like a mist of darkness and fog can be lifted by the desire to move forward, to ask the questions, to go to the stillness, and to wait to receive the answers.

The Law of One teaches that those around you are your mirrors.  They are the projected embodiments of aspects of your own psyche.  Those closest to you are the most accurate mirrors of the unresolved issues in the subconscious.  You see how this move towards greater community, towards greater affiliation with other selves of like mind, represents how your individuating consciousness is seeking to find a greater mirror that more accurately represents where it has shifted to. 

The mirror that you see now around you, those in your experience, is becoming increasingly tarnished, lacking in integrity and the virtues that you are choosing to adopt.  This does not make it bad.  It means, however, that you are now seeing exaggerated versions of issues that were in your subconscious which are being worked out.  The struggle in your external environment, therefore, is indeed a reflection of the struggle inside.  It is the struggle of whether to work with what has been familiar and comfortable, or to go in the direction of the new, the unexplored, perhaps even dangerous.  To move directly into the fear, rather than to continue to allow it to exist on the periphery with the hope that by simply not looking at it, it will drift away.

Fear is indeed the greatest limiter of human endeavor.  It has held many people back from their potential.  It need not do this for you.  The entity David was accurate in stating that whatever choice you make is acceptable.  And it will be a choice with honor and integrity when you can be certain, or at least relatively certain, that the choice was made of your own discernment, to be true to yourself, to be true to the highest vision of who you see yourself to be.

You have received a lot of new information about yourself.  You have seen yourself as a wanderer who volunteered to aid in the assistance and the evolution of this planet.  This is not an easy thing to accomplish.  The wanderer’s path ultimately is a vibrational one and requires no real outer work.

The path centers with yourself, with the forgiveness of self, the acceptance of self, and then the direction and will to positive and creative action.  Self understanding is a crucial component of this as you must understand what is present before you can fully forgive and accept it.

To understand yourself is to commit to finding answers to the questions that are welling up in your mind.  If you having a passion to know, to seek, to understand, allow yourself a grace period, if you wish, to resolve those questions.  This is honoring yourself, and honoring the heritage that you are coming from.

This awakening can be very difficult, like being beaten with reeds, the reeds themselves not being thick, but the cumulative sting causing a great welling up of sorrow in the mind.  There is the feeling that life will never truly be resolved on Earth, that it will never truly be what you want, and thus you constantly have to “settle for“ levels of disharmony and discontent.  There are certain compromises that are inevitable.

But this process of ascension is not about a cosmic lightswitch that a disembodied spirit flips at a certain moment in time such as December 21, 2012.  It is a process of continuing unfoldment.  It is a process of reaching deep within yourself and making those changes inside that quite literally do fulfill the prophecy of a new world- a new heaven, a new earth.  A world that is indeed one hundred times more harmonious. A world where you do indeed step into the divine abilities that are your endowment, which now lie in dormant potentiality.

The criss-crosses that have been drawn on the chalkboard of life appear to indicate all the X’s, all the areas that you can’t go, all the areas of resistance.  It is for this very reason that this process of awakening is uncomfortable as it seems that every new stage of information that you gather is a contradiction.  And in sharing with others, attempting to share this joy and excitement that you feel, only further contradictions are met as those others are less than enthusiastic.  This too is a stage.  It is a stage telling you how you are wishing to expand the mirror, to expand the focus to see something new.  We believe this is possible.  We believe that you can indeed see that you are the light, you are the love, you are the one infinite creator, now and forever.

We have great faith in your guidance and in your ability to make a decision that is expedient for your own soul’s evolution.  We thank you for seeking this contact, and are available for further consultations, if you wish.  Peace be with you in the light of everlasting love.  Adonai and Amen.