"So really what we're saying to you is:  those people who feel
all-powerful, who think that they control the outcome of your and
others' experience... don't and aren't.  As you exercise your ability
to think and feel, and you prove to yourself you're doing that by the
improvement of your own life manifesting around you, you'll come to
know that that's the way you lead:  by the power of your example.

We just have to say to you -- because we have the broader view and we
know the true nature of who you are as you come into these physical
bodies, and we know the brilliance of who you are and what this life
will cause you to want, and we have the benefit of being privy to the
rockets of desires and what's being held in vibrational escrow -- and
we say to you emphatically:  your world is not getting worse, it is
getting better.  Your world is not falling apart, it is always coming
together.  The things that you are dreaming are in the process of
coming into being.  Can you not look at the problem and bless it
because it is giving you the life, the breath of fresh air of the
desire that is now summoning you forward?  And so can't you apply that
to what's going on now, can't you feel the grassroots movement of
billions of people around your planet who are witnessing things that
they do not want to see and launching powerful rockets of desire?  And
can't you feel the mightiness of Source coming into vibrational
alignment with that human spirit that understands that it must be free?

In other words, what you spoke about freedom is absolute in terms of
nonphysical Source Energy perspective.  It is accurate and absolute,
it's the way that it is -- you must be free, you are free, and no one
should have the ability to take your freedom from you.  And no one
does when you know that.  And until you do, a two-year-old can entrap you."

Ain't it ever the truth...its hard to admit...but NO ONE can have control over us unless we allow it.

-- Abe -- North Los Angeles, CA, 2/18/06

Peace,
Summer

Thanks.

BTW, I don't think the French eat real puppy toes. I think they are "faux puppy toes" that are really made out of French Fries . . .

Ummm . . . control is not good, in any form. If one steers others toward his own happiness, not necessarily theirs, then that would definitely be considered STS (Service To Self).

I know what you mean and I do agree with that, but try to look at your gift in a diferent way: what you call 'control' is not opressive control, is filling the gaps one's freewill left open. About being considered STS, there are three issues.

One, if you really have the knowledge you look to have, you'll know the difference between directly opposing others will and just harmlessly bending it a little.

Two, you're in 3D, which means you can't be fully STO. If the objective of controlling whatever you control is, honestly, the better flux of the universe (in which you are included and of which you are a part) then you shoudn't feel bad about it. If later you find out you've actually f*ck'd it up, fine, no one is perfect.

Three, one has to go through STS to become STO. Remember that to be STO is to be STS through others, is serving yourself through others.

Another good advice is to get tuned to both a 6D and a 4D entity (if you'll choose a good one or a bad one, that's up to you, it works for both). Then go out and use your 'superpowers' freely, anywhere you feel you should. If you are about to use it in a situation you shouldn't, they'll find a way to make you unable to. If you do it in the proper situation, they'll optimize it and, if you're about to miss doing the thing, they'll remember you. It's quite complicated to make this work right, though.

Hope this helps a little

What made me think this was a synch that happened this afternoon.

A lady customer from whom I was picking up occasionally "solicits my wisdom". She was having relationship issues, and was deciding to leave her boyfriend because he didn't appear to respect, let alone recognize her. As she was walking me downstairs through the building, I noticed that she almost walked over a couple people, and didn't even notice several others.

Hmmmm . . . I thought . . . we draw those to us (and are pissed off by) who are a manifestation of ourselves . . .

It really made me take a hard look at my situation.

Today's been quite pleasant, because the "person in question" is off. When he returns, I'll let you all know what happens (if you're interested).

Thanks again for all your help, and for making up a forum that makes a person comfortable enough to discuss personal issues.

Some more confessions (there's a lot of stuff coming out lately . . . thanks folks for your understanding and help):

I have a definite bond with nature. Some much so that there are times when I have caught myself (unintentionally?) manipulating it. Years ago I was at a Bible study at a friend's trailer. Something she said really pissed me off, and soon after her cat jumped down off its "cat tree" onto her, rather forcefully. It startled her so much, and she said her cat had never done that before.

There have been other non-animal incidents as well. I was at the post office downtown waiting for the clerk to process the mail a few weeks ago. I was yet again very angry about something. The clerk suddenly exclaimed, "Did you see that?!" I looked over the counter to see what she was talking about. She pointed at the computer monitor, and I didn't think anything of it, so I went back to my "intense mood". Again she exclaimed, "There! It did it again!"

Evidently, every time I would entertain this intense emotion the monitor would flicker and jump. I thought that she might correlate the two, and immediately ceased my negative state of mind. The screen flickering ceased as well. I started wondering . . .

I believe that anger is a lower density emotion which resonates with the lower realms. When it is effected, they are affected.

So, I need to mature . . . and relinquish control.

1. He wants you to be angry, because he feeds off of the energy. You must find a way to center yourself, so that you can detach from the situation, which is easier said than done, but it is do-able.

2. He wants you to do something stupid, like slug the worthless piece of sh*t, so he can fire you and make your life very difficult. What ever he wants, you need to figure that out, so that you can rise above it. Leaving won't solve the issue, for the issue will follow you to your next job (trust me, it will). This is a test. To grow, you have to transend it.

I hope this doesn't sound harsh, but I've seen this situation a lot lately and "they" are trying to sidetrack your growth. To a certain extent, this is what goes on at 5th density with STO resisting STS, or at least that's my take on it.

Good Luck & I hope this helps,
WizardT

Why do you say this talent is "not so positive"? I don't see anything wrong with it.

The more important is to feel happy. If you need money to be happy, ok. If you need soul work, ok too.

Ummm . . . control is not good, in any form. If one steers others toward his own happiness, not necessarily theirs, then that would definitely be considered STS (Service To Self).

Children would be infinitely happy if only their parents fed them candy all the time . . .

I'm all for being happy. I just don't want to do it at the expense of others.

z3n3rg's suggestion was of the most immediate help (z3n, if you and me were any more geographically closer, we'd be in trouble!).

LoL.  I didn't want to make it sound like an actual tactic, although it is.  And I really didn't want to reveal that I've actually used it with success.  But, alas, it does serve a short term purpose in completely severing negative emotional "streamers" connecting two individual entities thus cutting off immediate loosh seepage.  Which in turn gives some additional energy and clarity for use in implementing a longer term solution while still maintaining the situation in question.

But you never heard this from me. 

The more important is to feel happy. If you need money to be happy, ok. If you need soul work, ok too.

What makes this situation at work worse is that my dad and I live together. He's 79, and not in the greatest of health. I'm trying to keep him out of the hospital (he's a smoker), but I'm not always successful at it. No one else in the family can/will help out, so . . . Plus, I don't want to quit a job in a huff and leave him with all the bills.

z3n3rg's suggestion was of the most immediate help (z3n, if you and me were any more geographically closer, we'd be in trouble!).

Thanks for the compassionate words, Lee and ten. I am trying to either get a better job, or come up with one on my own (I'm past selling my body . . . darn!)

For the rest of you, well, if you don't want to think any less of me than you already do, then stop reading here . . .

You all were rather right on. I had some hidden control issues (this redneck guy is a serious control freak, a closet Nazi, if you will).This all started in gradeschool.

When I was young, I rrealized that I could "control" people's minds. It really wasn't control, per se, but more of a "successful suggestion". It freaked me out the first time I tried it, and succeeded. But then it became more utilized during periods of "self preservation" . . . "if you can manipulate people into liking you, or even agreeing with you, then you are less likely to get hurt" . . . (disgusted yet?)

Well, a lot of these not so positive "talents" are coming to surface, thanks to you guys. You have been helping me textually (it'll be a word soon...) and etherically. I'm becoming more courageous (with your help) so that I can face people without trying to manipulate the situation.

Because of my intelligence (all modesty aside), people over the years have treated me like a "monster", with fear and trepidation. Kids would say, once they found out that I was smart, that they couldn't be my friend because I was "too smart". Hmmmmmm...

Then life would throw me curves so that success would be nearly perpetually fleeting. I'm finding out why . . .

What's more important, being successful and making lots of money, or working on your soul? Life has a way of finding out what your priorities are . . .

Thank you all again. I have met the monster . . . and it is I!

(If I find any of you all with flaming torches on my front porch tonight, you definitely won't be getting any beer!)

My suggestion is to remove this person from your immediate experience.  You're an intelligent person and you know the principles of manifesting.  Get a new job. . or create your own. 

My response will be short.

It seems obvious to me.  Drown him.

Thanks Risen! (just kidding)

Actually, I was venting AND seeking advise, and good advise I got. I allow things to go for so long, and then need to blow off steam, rather than inflict bodily harm...

This person is very two-sided, and acts so nice to your face, yet tries to get you in trouble behind your back. What upsets me with people like him is more what he does to other people that what he does to me.

Last night I had a dream that helped considerably (God bless our Subconscious!).

My mom, sister and I were caught in a horrific storm. It must have been a category 5 tornado (told you I can get REALLY upset!). We were all huddled on a big bed while the house was being lifted up and rocked all over the place.

My sister looked at me and said, "This could go on for some time!" Well, I knew I couldn't tolerate it for much longer, and didn't want my loved ones to either, so I searched my mind for a solution. I recalled doing something I learned from reading material by Trevor James Constable, and pictured the tornado with my mind and accepted it within me.

It soon after died down, and the house hit the ground with a THUD! It rocked a little bit, such that I thought it landed on a tree, but then settled down. My sister got up to check where the house landed, and she said, "See, it's not sitting much off the original foundation, and we can use the corner over there for something else!" And sure enough, when I checked, the house was almost right on the original foundation, only a few inches off.

When I awoke I immediately knew what this was about. I embraced the person who was pissing me off in my mind/soul, and accepted him. I did the same thing with his buddy who causes just as much trouble. Everything seemed to be OK with the world after that.

Thank you all for your responses.