I at that point made the first step in my awaking.

Once I figured the consipracy was deep, i wondered how deep it went, is it possiable to the very fabric of our universe, of our pyhsical being.

It was after a dark experience, where my life was saved by what I can only describe as a being of light, i awoke to the gnostics.

Reading the Gospel of Thomas really did change my life.

Yes the matrix is real, its purpose alludes me, but for sure its creator(s) have not time for those who don't awake from the slumber. Are they recycled, are they just no more. I cant be sure. I think some souls who get close get a second chance to have another go at awaking.

Then there are some who take the risk after escaping, to come back to awake others, or to affect change.

The only possiable use for such a Matrix, is for the development of people who awake, and realise they are nothing but AI, artifical intellengice, and at the moment they realise this, they are no longer AI, they become something far more intresting.