Y'all know what this Californian is talkin' bout....
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It's not necessary to make yourself right constantly.  Even when/if you are.

Best,
Christine B.

Thanks for the clarification, that makes more sense. Hard to tell what you mean sometimes since your posts always contain double-entendres.

True, but this particular mistake was more on your side. I did use the word "at" before "Montalk" which is used for location/place/time, not individuals.

Montalk, I didn't mean implying you, I meant the person who directed me to your website

Thanks for the clarification, that makes more sense. Hard to tell what you mean sometimes since your posts always contain double-entendres.

I will try to reproduce it:

R   o    t     a
o    r    a     t
t    a    r     o
a    t    o     r

Beside it being pretty to look at, the letters spell: Rota= "The wheel" in latin, Orat="He speaks" in latin, Tora=Hebrew Holy book, Taro= tarot... and Rota backwards. It is used in Magic.

I will back pedal again to Mr Montalk posting further up regarding Peyotl etc. I agree with the C's. Drugs will show you what you want to see but WITHIN YOUR FIELD of awareness. Somebody whose  mind is completely limited to Mathematics for example will "trip" within that particular field and within his existing knowledge of it + the one which he is able to access (which is obviously dependant on the existing one)...Goes back to my conception and experience of Parralel Realities as discussed up there. How would you describe a color to somebody who was born blind? etc.

Talking about sight and color I am gonna go and spit some venom on that horrible thing I saw written here earlier .

After that forum, I finally arrived at Montalk by the advice of one of the vets. He's been a great guide tricking me to learn from disinformation and seeing if I would emerge out of the snakes-pit.

Montalk, I didn't mean implying you, I meant the person who directed me to your website, among many others. I chose to speak in your forum after reading your articles. There I go with unclarity again.

By saying "I finally arrived at Montalk", I meant Montalk the website, not Montalk as in Tom.

You have been a correspondence while the other has been more of a sage.

After that forum, I finally arrived at Montalk by the advice of one of the vets. He's been a great guide tricking me to learn from disinformation and seeing if I would emerge out of the snakes-pit.

You ask me a question and I respond if I can, nothing more to it. I have never intended to trick you into learning. "Trick" has a very negative connotation. Even if you accidentally used the wrong word, I must say you have a talent for saying one thing while implying the opposite, like Hamlet praising his stepfather while subtly revealing his true agenda.  Also, don't take my emails to signify any sort of favoritism, as I give everyone the benefit of a doubt and respond in kind when there is even a 1% chance the request is sincere.

Think of the sneakiest you have ever been, or think of how sneaky you could be if you really wanted to be -  and you will know then that this is how sneaky the ego can be. :-)

If you're right about this, then I'll be have to extra careful.

In a way, isn't the ego simply the soverign "I" of the NOW, attempting to continue to exist and have meaning? I guess all of the dreams from which kids dream, teenagers lust, and adults goal for, are hard to let go of.

You're advice in this matter is rattling.

Thanks again,

I feel privileged to be able to network with all of the brilliant people I keep finding in my path.

I take your advice to the grave, JT.

That's all I have to say.

I first of all want to say that from where I am sitting there is no doubt in my mind that you are shining a lot of light and that was clear from day one.

It does not suprise me when I read of all that you experienced and the subsequent growth in your recent history, and you are to be congratulated  - I have no doubts about your good intention.

There is an increased responsibility with carrying a lot of light.

You have even more reason to be more discerning than ever.

The more light you shine the more responsibility falls upon your shoulders.

You question the motivation behind every thought.

Every thought you think, every word you say, every sentence you write is where that responsibility lies.

I remember a few years ago when I lived and breathed exactly the material and similar, that you are quoting now, and with as much enthusiasm if not more. For every metaphysical question, there was a "channeled" answer or thoughtform that would appear in my mind without any effort.

It took me a while to appeciate that I had become completely surrounded and engulfed by this material, and that many of my "channeled answers" were from material and media I had read, and that in living and breathing it 24/7 I was partially programming myself.
I was then doing a lot of unconcious reality creating in relation to this. I was also using a variety of mind programming techniques, some of which were also audio such as hemi-sync and similar.

Someone advised me to check all the audio material with my pendulum and I found that some 60% of the material had some kind of what can only be called subliminal programming.

I then did some further de-programming.

There is a point somewhere during the period of growth when the ego and the light are seeking balance and this is when the ego, although ii is reduced in dominance and is faded, in actual fact also becomes even sneakier. Whats remains of the ego is under our noses but we dont see it.

Think of the sneakiest you have ever been, or think of how sneaky you could be if you really wanted to be -  and you will know then that this is how sneaky the ego can be. :-)

My intention here was just a gentle heads up to consider the responsibilities of shining that light.

Warm regards,

JT

I use the word "tricking" because I think all good teachers trick their students into learning what they don't necessarily expect.

Like in the beginning I acted as a child full of candy. Yet I didn't understand that in all information lies two types, sweet and sour.

So from the long emails we corresponded in, he would give me exactly what I wanted by sending me a to certain group, website, etc, and as I would enter that collective and learn from the similarities they shared with me, the differences that they soon revealed allowed me to understand my own perspective clearer. In the beginning I thought I was a radical compared to the others in casschat, because I believed human beings, together in networks, could play chess also. They believed to be in the game, is to be unable to move the pieces, as we are all sheep. So I went into collectives that believed the other way around, and in the end, I learned to find my own beliefs in the middle of both sides. That, even though I thought I was a radical, I realized I was a moderate. That to truly live in a world by the virtue of objectivity, balance must be your stance. To not be in balance is to have a preference/bias.

By sending me to these places, he made it sound like I would learn and fit-in there, but the latter was never the case. I would learn much by not the similarities, but by the differences that only I seemed to be able to observe. Literally hundreds of posts to realize this at the end. So I learned much in a short amount of time through these different pits I stepped into.

I mean that I want to respond to you as best as I can, but I'm uncertain if I am answering what you are seeking. See, I understand your perspective but I'm not sure exactly how one, who is only briefly known to the other, can signal that he understands where the other is coming, and that he also agrees. Yet at the same time, I think at our present state, it is impossible to share some of the aspects that are in my mind. I cannot express some of my experiences into words. It is a knowing combined with a sense of trust/faith that arose from my past conflicts. It is a state of mind. So I'm not sure if any response can give you justice for what you seek.

See, I read your a's to d's in criteria, and I find it difficult to fully explain my perspective. Because some things can only be validated by looking within, finding peace within a subject, and continuing down that road. I believe that my life is to be on this journey, so I never want anyone to think I claim complete understanding of any of these subjects. Only that I have strong familiarity in expressing what I type.

I believe the Pleidieans are correct in claiming many of us are here, not from incarnations from the past, but from the future. We are here on assignment to coordinate simultaneous actions that combine to change the NOW. Because quantum realities allow multiple probabilities for the future, it is the largest combined vibrations that can change things. There are primary-events that are the key, pivotal, points that lock time, the illusion, together. Time-locks are put at these primary events, then secondary and tertiary time-locks are reinforced on these primary events, so that the masses of sheep/humans follow the trail, step-by-step. When sheep want to change events, they must merely identify the primary event and combine their vibrations as to unlock the time-lock...This information is straight from Mariniak's book, "Earth". See, it is not the wording that seeks allegiance that resonates with me. That is actually the side of the book that makes me skeptical at times. But the key points, like game-theory upon primary events and time-locks are highly familiar to me. As if I've heard it over and over and over again and as if I'm getting warmer and warmer to my own purpose.

Your ego-comments are useful. The farther I've gone down the rabbit-hole (very recently I may add) the more my ego resides. My programming seems to be submissive suddenly, as if it suddenly lost 10 of its grips on me. The saying of a weight lifting from one's shoulders. That is what it feels like. Before I would have a side of me that would want success for reasons that are self-serving dominantly and serving-others submissively. This has reversed now. Clairvoyance and the senses of my intuitive side are becoming apparent. When my sister touches my hands, she says she actually feels the energy going right to her. Even though I do not tell them on what's going on, they let me know there are changes. Now I want success to complete an assignment I feel I'm on. I have no doubt that I'll begin my work soon enough, but I still have a strong feeling in me that says to continue disciplining my mind and body. I believe the tales of achieving a "light-body" is true and I think that's where one is headed when following these steps.

Like the spinning 33 times, 3 times a day, has especially affected my energy cycles and my trust in the whole process. This is so simple yet I believe only a fractional amount of people are doing this. That bothers me since doing this for a couple weeks would help others understand why I just "believe" all of a sudden. I'm not skeptical on certain factors because it feels innate. It feels like tickling a person's purpose.

Have you ever noticed that even though most of you have lived where you live for several years there are place where you never go? Place where nobody seem to go even? Why not?

Why are these places avoided, unseen, ignored?
Is it because of an EXTERNAL influence? Is it because they do not correspond to people's own vibrational state and therefore "repulse" them?

Yuppers good buddy, I have noticed this, and it is very odd.  It makes me think of the saying, "To each their own".  When I'm out of my elemental/vibratory stomping grounds and into anothers it's a very queer feeling, I have to reason with myself so as not to feel as though I'm in danger.  But once I do find my reason and relax, what a thing it is to people watch there!  I can easily reflect as to how and why I am what I am.

You know what wigs me even more is that I have met "virtual" strangers, only coming to know them through emails and talking on the phone, who I find more of a kinship with, in a short amount of time, than I do my own blood kin.  HA!  If my mother completely knew of my convictions she would vehemently tell me I'm going straight to Hell, and then proceed to pray like a zealot that Jesus saves my soul.

To each their "own", yes?

Thankyou for the well considered answer so far :-D, I will wait until you have fully completed your post before I answer.

You wrote "He's been a great guide tricking me to learn from disinformation and seeing if I would emerge out of the snakes-pit"

Was "tricking" supposed to be "teaching"? or is it used in this context where you are from?

Also I did not understand this : "I'm not sure how to respond to your liking, for we can only be sure of ourselves in life."

Which liking do you mean?

Warm regards

JT