"I can only assume the buzzing noise you heard was part of your dream otherwise you would have got out of bed to investigate it if you had been fully awake.  Otherwise I have no explanation for it."

I'm glad you don't agree with this, cause I don't either!    While I can agree with this UFO "researcher's" explanation for the first thing, I am quite skeptical of his explanation for the second.  He seems too quick to dismiss things.  His demeanor seems snooty to me.   Who is he to say what you would or wouldn't have done?   "otherwise you would have got out of bed to investigate...."  ???   Is he you?  Are you him?   No.   Sorry, but this just rubbed me the wrong way.   He's very presumptuous.

Bunk, bunk, and more bunk.   (But I see that you're questioning this too, which is good.)  "Very unlikely" to be connected?   My ass.   Lumps, nodes, burns, scratches, bruises, punctures, conjunctivitis (pink eye) geometric shapes and general all around pain are ALL possible physical indicators of an abduction.    So what the hell is he even talking about?    I don't know who this guy is, but he sounds sketchy to me.   Just because someone is a UFO "Researcher" doesn't mean he isn't a disinfo. person.   The UFO community is rife with them.   That's what they're there for.....to steer people in the wrong direction.   

Well, how about this..............keep an open mind.   Put it on the back burner for now, and don't obsess over it.   When it comes to sleuthing out abduction evidence, usually it's the Bigger Picture you have to look at.   True, one lump in the ear, one triangular light sighting doesn't necessarily indicate anything, but everything combined together just might.   So keep looking into your past history for any clues, keep a watchful eye on your body for any more of the physical markings I mentioned in the previous paragraph, and just be alert in general.    Keep a log book if you're so inclined;  anytime a memory surfaces, jot it down right away before you forget it;  if you think of things from your past that might be indicators, write them down, and don't worry that they may seem silly or trivial - just write it all down;   any strange happenings, keep track in the log book, be it physical markings, ear ringings, number sightings, bizarre synchronicities, etc.    It's all about the Bigger Picture.  If you want another 3rd party opinion, mine is that you have been involved in abductions.   I think many MANY people are, it's just that we've all been so programmed to not remember or talk about it.   But you've got some very interesting stories / memories which seem to me to be something.   Just the way you described some of them, and how they're like a bar of soap, difficult to keep grasping on to....that's a very telling detail.   So keep an open mind, because you never know.    Don't be so quick to listen to this supposed UFO "researcher".   He's not the end all be all......you're the one who ultimately knows the truth, not him. (or me!   )

Shortly after I posted the above, I also sent it to a local UFO/paranormal researcher by email and he brought a few things to light.

First, the triangular formation of lights. It turns out it was probably a satellite called NOSS (Naval Ocean Surveillance System) which is a set of three satellites which orbit together making them appear as a triangular formation of 3 faint stars which move slowly across the sky. Funnily enough, I came across this name during my internet search afterwards, and either didn't read about its shape or completely dismissed it because I emotionally wanted it to be a UFO. Maybe even both.

He also said:

I don't quite agree with this, particularly the getting out of bed part. Firstly, I was sleeping in a VERY small bedroom - 3metres x 2 meters at the most, which meant the noise was all around me. It's not as if it could have been in one corner because my ears were near most of them. LOL

Also, he doesn't take into account the possibility of abduction and the function of the buzzing sound, which may be an inducer of hypnosis, sleep or paralysis. It seems I've read a few cases in my time or this occurring.

Yes, I'm open to it being a "normal" physiological thing. I don't quite see how it could be "unlikely ...connected to a ...UFO experience" This assumes he knows the process of the UFO experience, which may have involved abduction. But speculation, speculation and exploring possibilities...

Overall however, I was glad of his objectivity because it is rarely seen among most internet groups associated with ufology and the paranormal. They seem to think that "rational" explanations are part of the conspiracy to conceal the "alien" element, when they may very well be the TRUTH. Like I said to the researcher, "so is the human machine, thinking with his emotions and feeling with his thinking apparatus" and we all know how corrupt our emotional centres are.

My "intution" or whatever you like to call it, said that it was a satellite at the time, as it did when I saw the ascending light which went behind the chimney. Until I can find a reason to think otherwise, then I will choose the rational explanation because it is SAFE to do so. No doubt I've had many experiences that are paranormal and strange, but many of the "experiences" I posted here are too ambiguous, vague and lacking detail. Which is where the devil is; the difference between thinking objectivity and believing, assuming etc.

My slight feeling of disappointment is quite revealing...

This "memory" is really getting on my nerves! In order to give people an idea of what it is like, I'd say it's akin to a small, slippery bar of soap - the more you try to grab it, it pops out of your grasp and back into the cloudy water where you have to feel around for it again.

Since yesterday, the vividness (or lack of) has gotten much worse as if it is fading slowly hour by hour. I was hoping that I had a dream that would reveal a few details, but not that I recall.

Let's just see what time will tell.

I knew it would happen, the post.php file failed after I spent the past hour replying! I really should listen to that distant voice more often.

I just cannot remember when this interest started! I remember a period of non-interest and then the period of interest but the transition in between is a complete haze.

This is the ONLY memory (I think) in my mind that is like this. There is a definitely something different about it and I can almost perceive the psychological block taking effect when I try harder to recall. It scares me and there IS some part of me that “runs away" when I see that hazy image of it moving slowly overhead.

Here are some funny thoughts that appear with it: “it was a helicopter with a new shell that they’re testing", “it was a government craft". The general feel/intent behind these thoughts seems to be, “Oh! No need to worry, just carry on about your business…" If this is indeed programming, then it is quite typical.

I distinctly remember upon waking, that I checked myself for any unusual marks of signs of being physical removed but there were none. If this was an abduction taking place, the death aspect and the vortex are quite interesting in light of what the Cassiopean’s said about a “soul abduction". If I remember this correctly (and I’ll have to check) they said something about a TDARM being involved in copying the soul-imprint to Fourth Density. Maybe the vortex was the TDARM? Again, just speculation.

Obviously, we get a few helicopters a month flying nearby but most are followed by the sound of sirens because they’re on a chase. The two that I recorded with my camera had been hovering for over fifteen minutes, seemingly “doing" nothing. It seems that when you start to get suspicious, they coincidentally fly off. One of the videos (I’ll have to find webspace) shows this; as soon as I start recording, it takes off over the house.

Yep – it’s also very naïve to think that if this ever happens, you’ll somehow be above it and in control. Nope. Again, IF this was programming, then it is obviously quite effective in the short term. I mean, there was barely any thought involved, it was just going back to what you were doing and forgetting about it. This is NOT LIKE ME!

I’ve also started logging my numerical sequences (mostly 1:11), which in my experience are a precursor to some sort of shift in awareness after a negative attack or incident. Tom’s moon-phases have been extremely helpful in predicting possible times and have usually been accurate. Recently, I have also slacked on the recording. I was fearful of getting obsessed with it, but I suppose as long as you just simply write it down and move on and not devoting too much time, it will prevent distraction.

I don’t know what it is; it could of course be perfectly natural thing.

Thank YOU also!

Regards,
Craig

Hi-

The past few weeks have been quite shocking to me, because I've experienced the surfacing of a few UFO memories that have occurred within the last three to four years. I quite literally mean "surfacing" because the thing I was most stunned about was that, it seems like I surpressed these incidents! I was always the one who thought when reading UFO literature, "Oh, that will never happen to me..." which suggests it is fully or partly an involuntary process of suppression.

Yes, very interesting phenomenon indeed.....I was a HUGE Ufo buff as a kid myself - began heavily researching the topic at the ripe old age of 9   but as far as I was concerned, these things happened to other people...not me.   It never even occured to me to think it was, or would, ever happen to me, although I used to wish for it all the time, and eagerly searched the skies for UFOs.   Point being, kids (and adults) don't just heavily research this material for no good reason I think.   If somebody is heavily into this subject, chances are, they've had stuff happen, but they just don't remember it consciously.

All of your incidents were interesting to read.  Here's a few comments on a couple of things:

Yup, it probably is what you think it is...a UFO memory.   Just reading the way you described the entire thing, and the feeling of the memory itself sounds like a suppressed memory coming to light.

Again, very interesting.  It sounds like you woke possibly right as an abduction was starting, or maybe this was when you were "coming back" ?  The dream that followed is no ordinary dream either.   Could be a screen memory, or just your mind's way of processing whatever had happened during the abduction. 

Oooh, the helis.......gotta love 'em!     I've had several real life incidents with the black helicopters; they've also appeared in my dreams.   The dreams with helis are always unusual in nature.    So for me, helicopters in my dreams are VERY significant, and I take them to be indicators of abductions and / or "woo woo" stuff in general happening or being in the vicinity.   Some people might think that's weird, but any dream I've had with helicopters are always "unusual" in nature, so that's why I believe this.

Yup, their mode of operation.     Probably achieved through hypnotic programming commands.  They program us to not remember, but that's not foolproof - so in the event that we remember things, which will happen, we're programmed to not act on it.   Just immediately forget again.   Don't write it down.   Don't pay any attention to it.   It's not important. Don't bother with it.   Just forget.  It's not important.   You won't write it down.   You won't pay attention to it.......

You see?

I keep a log book to document my weird happenings, and I've encountered resistance to it.   I went through a stage where I was blocking out my ear ringings as soon as I had them.   Within seconds after having one I'd just forget it even happened.   !   Once I realized this was happening, I fought back and made sure to go back to logging each and every one.   Then I had programming to get me to not log anything at all in general.  So stuff would happen and my response was a dazed nonchalance.   Til I realized, and again, fought back.    I still have this programming, I haven't conquered it by any means.   My log book has pretty much gone to the wayside, and I don't even care.    Programming is a very very strong thing.   But, it can be beat.  It's all about willpower.

That would be cool.  If it wouldn't be any trouble, I'd love to see these.  I'm sure others would too!   I lack pictures of my black helicopter incidents, because again.........TONS of programming to get me to not document them.   I always have a camera loaded with film, but during the two worst black heli incidents I had I felt like the wind was totally taken out of my sails in terms of documenting it.   That's the only way to describe how programming "feels."   It feels like your will just deflates.   Wind, out of the sails.   You just stand there, blank, NO will to take pictures, or record it in some way.   

Cool, if it's not a problem, post them.

Funny you mention that.....only yesterday I was thinking back on me as a child, (ages 3, 4, 5 years old) and I realized I was a REALLY skittish kid.  I was afraid of everything.  Seriously, I had all these phobias, every little thing scared me -sirens, loud noises, the dark, heights, bugs, thunderstorms, I mean, everything.   I was even terrified of my BED POSTS.   To me, they looked like beings with round bald heads, and it scared the crap out of me.   To the point where if I'd stare at them too long I'd get freaked out and start screaming and my parents would have to come to my room.   I was really weird like that.    Sirens would send me into an absolute screaming fit, just full on panic, bugs and heights would leave me completely paralyzed, that's how intense the fear was.   I had an incident one night when I was about 5 where there was a (black and white) image of "butterflies" projected onto my bedroom wall and I just went beserk.  More terrified panic and screaming and crying.   And I also developed a nail and cuticle biting habit.......at 5 years old.   I'd chew up my fingers and bite the nails down to the quick.  At 5!   

In retrospect, I don't think the level of fear and skittishness and neurotic anxiety is normal.   Which is my point.  I had no real reason to be that scared of things.   The homelife was good, everything was calm, I was well taken care of.   But something was majorly wrong in a big way, which is evidenced not only by my extreme fear, but by the many weird and random incidents that happened to me at that time, some of which I've already talked about on the forum.   So kids that are overly skittish and fearful may very well have abductions and such going on I think.   It's definitely one possible indicator of it. 

Thanks for sharing your experiences!

The past few weeks have been quite shocking to me, because I've experienced the surfacing of a few UFO memories that have occurred within the last three to four years. I quite literally mean "surfacing" because the thing I was most stunned about was that, it seems like I surpressed these incidents! I was always the one who thought when reading UFO literature, "Oh, that will never happen to me..." which suggests it is fully or partly an involuntary process of suppression.

What was striking about most of my sightings, was the synchronicity of them. On about two occasions, I felt compelled to go to the window where I then saw something.

I'll recall what I have so far experienced:

The first thing that happened was when my parents came home from a holiday with a pair of binoculars. I was always talking about wanting to "see the stars" and boy did I ever when I looked through these things. But two nights later, I was scanning the night sky and spotted some movement. I located and focused and spotted three points of light in a perfect isoceles triangle formation heading East. I don't think it was a solid object, however. Even through my binoculars, the space between these lights was quite large and it looked very high up; probably 20,000ft+

The next incident was where I felt compelled to go look out the glass doors in the kitchen. It was dusk, and the Sun was setting on a perfect blue sky in summer. I noticed a bright object about 30 degrees above the horizon and it could have quite easily been a planet. But then suddenly, it started to ascend higher and over (coming closer to the house) at a great speed. It continued moving until my view was obstructed by an unsightly 25ft high chimney at the back of my house (it's an old residential home). I quickly moved over a couple of metres and the bright light had completely disappeared.

My first thought was that it was a satellite repositioning and it had simply angled so that the solar-panels were no longer reflecting the sun. I also suspected the same about the triangle but on each occasion I went and checked the internet for real-time indicators of satellites. From what I found on NASA and other sites, there weren't any overhead.

The third incident is most worrying to me because I cannot say for definite whether it actually happened because it is extremely hazy in my memory. I simply recall a dark-green cubic craft flying low over my house. It had panelling and logos, and I think it made a whirring sound as if being propelled by air. But this "memory" is just like a photograph in my mind, and it's like I cannot "penetrate" it and say whether it was a dream, reality, or reality in a dream-like state?

The fourth incident involved waking up early one morning (6.30am) and hearing a loud buzzing sound in my bedroom, as if five large bumble-bees were swarming around. Unusually, the lamp on my desk was switched on, which I noted as odd, but then I drifted off to sleep again and it sounded like the buzzing faded.

I THEN had a dream that I was outside at the bus-stop, it was twilight and the streets were empty. I ran into a local shop (convenience Store) and watched as a bright orange UFO landed outside and about three tall humanoid beings with tight-fitting jumpsuits emerged and walked funny into the shop. They asked me who I was, and I gave my name. The "leading male" then pointed a metallic stick at me, and I was killed. But my consciousness emerged from my body and I developed gigantic angel wings. I flew outside, over the craft and the humanoids, and was heading for a large, colourful swirling vortex about 50ft in the air. I went in and time-travelled back to the Victorian period with horse/carts, cobbled streets; very "aristocratic" in nature.

The fifth strange incident involved a helicopter circling my house. It was hovering for a while, and then again, I felt compelled to go downstairs and I was crouched under the window in the lounge watching the news on television. I then heard it pass directly overhead, and I could see it flying away. But then, it made a sharp turn and was heading back. I was looking up through the window, and for a split second I was almost blinded by the spotlight (this was in the daytime) and in an instant the thought "They've got you..." came into my mind. The helicopter, which had been circling for the past fifteen minutes, then flew away!

Most of these strange incidents have all surfaced in the past two weeks and I hadn't written them down once! I used to be very much into ufology and case studies/accounts, which makes this unusual behaviour from me. The only one I think about regularly is the latter with the helicopter, because we still get many hovering around the house. I have a few video files too.

I also have a hard, spherical lump on the external bit of my ear which seemed to appear within a matter of days and I was surprised to notice it. On a few occasions, I have had a high pitched ringing on that side. There also appears to be a scar on the back. I'll put an image up if anybody would like to see.

Add all of this to also living with a very active poltergeist for five years as a child; ALWAYS being extremely security conscious and worried about intruders (even as a toddler) - I was scared of Santa Claus for pete's sake (lol); being convinced of a childhood ability to float down the stairs until about the age of 12 (I sincerely asked my mother this) and a plethora of down right STRANGE stuff!

The dark-green cubic craft is still nagging me; I only remembered it this very morning and it scared the crap out of me...

Any comments welcome.

It was very high-flying and we couldn't see a fuselage or wings.  We both had the impression that it was diamond-shaped.  It had a bright red light on the back, on the left and right sides, and a pattern of maybe four flashing red lights underneath.  The flashing lights flashed quickly in a seemingly random pattern and the craft wasn't landing--it was moving straight overhead from horizon to horizon, and it was moving fast.  There was no sound we could hear.

We were very close to Dugway Proving Grounds (which is rumored to be the "new Area 51" in Utah).  It could have been a military plane. 

I have never seen anything like that before in the skies.  I've never seen lights like that on any kind of plane.  I can't imagine what use lights like that would serve other than as a kind of signal, maybe.  Clearly, the other three red lights (which weren't flashing) made it visible to the ground and other planes.