I have a completely different attitude towards yawning. This may be a defect, only time will tell.
Whenever I have been thinking STS thoughts, and then return to source (going to the gas station to top up), I slow down and reflect on what my previous (maybe 24 hour hour life experience) was. During this time, even if not actually recurring the actual events, I may yawn.
This happens most often when I pray to ST. Michael the Archangel. I have always got, that this is the 'bad' energy coming out, to be replaced by 'good' energy. I have 'prayed' like this for at least the last 20 years, and, strangely enough, it was only last night that I 'yawned', and realised I was releasing something (which I acknowledged). Sometimes, there are times within the prayer, that you can see in what direction this comes from.
OK, I went through a hectic stage 20 years ago, in the midst of very charismatic christian's, where yawning was seen as a release of negative spirits. Today, I *try to take a more balanced view, but last night, in view of the thoughts I had entertained, surprised me, that such primitive ideologies could actually hold some truth.
Look, try this.. Get to a quiet place, especially if you have been under stress/pyschic attack, centre down and start to take really deep breaths.
Breathe in deeply, right down to your socks, and then breathe out until you are gasping for air.
If you involuntarily yawn, OK, repeat the exercise. Keep doing it, until you no longer involuntarily yawn.
I don't know all the answers, all I know is, when I go through the day, I can pick up 'bugs/things/entities/feelings/emotions/memes,etc' that I don't really want to hold on to. I don't know the dynamics, I just know that the breathing exercise and prayer, help me to release the shit I subconciously picked up. during the day.
Anyhoo... here is my prayer to St. Michael. ( I honestly don't care what you think, I believe he exists,that is what matters to me)
St.Michael The Archangel wrote:Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in the day of battle,
Be Our safeguard, against the wickedness, and snares of the devil,
* (greys, reptilians, RA, George Bush, whatever....)*,
May god rebuke him, we humbly pray,
And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host,
BY THE POWER OF GOD
* (Totally put your heart into that),
Cast into hell, Satan
* (George Bush, Victoria Beckham, Osama Bin-Liner, Gordon Brown, etc)*
And all the other evil spirits,
Who prowl throughout the world,
Seeking the ruin of of souls.
We ask this in the name of the Christ Conciousness.
Amen.
The stuff inside the brackets is superflous, btw. but a sense of humour makes the whole thing work better.